My Husband Is Gay

Every doctor who came to the hospital said that his father was just resting and would wake up in a few hours, and that he would not be in any way in any way.

However, she can only worry that she has no way to do anything.

Just two hours ago, she drove a carriage and left the place where she was born and grew up with Ji qianze.

It was a permanent departure.

She thought that she might never have a chance to come back here in her life. Her father would not forgive his choice, even if it was because she was worried about the rise and fall of the whole family, and did not want to drag down the lives of her family because of herself.

Father is such a stubborn, conservative man. He would not allow her to spend all her life to accompany a man for any reason.

Yeah, it's a man.

In any case, Yan Shaoan can only be a man in name. This matter involves too many family interests. Even if she dies, she can't tell her biggest secret. Therefore, even if she can only be attracted to men, but in principle, if Ji qianze is a woman, everything will not be so complicated and embarrassing.

At least, her present move may leave a long story in the unofficial history, saying that the "little master" of the Yan family does not want beauty, but rather abandons her dream of life for the sake of beauty.

But in fact, people all know that even if they want to deceive themselves, they can't do it.

Ji qianze is a man, as long as she can never expose her real gender, even if everyone knows that in this relationship, Ji qianze has been sufficiently servile to her, which is also a man known by the world, who is really sincere. What's more, this man is no longer that one who will worry about her feelings and take only harm My own way, to get her to follow.

Just as she has changed, Ji qianze has also changed. There is no tenderness, no consideration, no smile to her, just light looking at her, like a stranger.

Ji qianze has also become much tougher.

It turns out that Ji qianze, who was in another time and space, once wore a mask for such a long time, because she didn't want her to feel that she would become a strange woman in the future, not an independent and strong "man Yan Shaoan", who had been supporting her all the time, so that she would be willing to be the weak side of this relationship, making her mistakenly think that Ji qianze was weak and needed What we should protect is that we are strong and protect people.

The original all is Ji qianze deliberately create the illusion.

But everything is not important, no matter what Ji qianze wants her to do, what she wants her to be, for now she is indifferent. She knows what she should do and what she can do. After all, she needs to protect such a large family, as well as her hard-working business.

She will not let Ji qianze find any reason in her body to destroy everything she cherishes most.

Even if she hates Ji qianze like that.

"Smile." I don't know when I lifted the curtain of the carriage, climbed out of the car, and sat down beside her Ji qianze suddenly said.

Yan Shaoan's face froze for a moment, then slowly squeezed out a smile.

"It's ugly. Smile again." Ji qianze said.

Yan Shaoan bit his teeth, but didn't say anything. He gave Ji qianze a smile again.

Ji qianze is still dissatisfied.

"Have a happy, spoiled, gentle smile. Don't laugh like you're going to eat me up Ji qianze looked at Yan Shaoan, frowned and whispered.

Yan Shaoan felt her anger burning in her heart. After taking a few deep breaths, she managed to bear it down. She tried to think about her parents, her family, her own business and her dreams There are so many things that she can't just ignore for the sake of morale.

She looked down at the face so close to her. The skin is white, there is a faint red through, eyes light light, not as dazzling as the stars, but somehow, let her have a kind of, familiar, as if in the deep soul of the engraved shiver.

She used to like this man.

I like it very much. Deep in the bone marrow, deep in the soul, deep in every part of her body. She likes to get into the heart into the lung, and would like to use her life to exchange every day with this person to stay.

But that seven years, that damned another time and space seven years, all of them have been consumed.

Not to mention the current situation.

She was forced. She has clearly said that she will not be with this person again, but this person is relying on his background, forced to drag her, want to make those secular incompatibility with her love.

She could not tell the secret, so that she can only bear the scorn of the eyes of the world, even if she does not want to. In particular, her eyes are also mixed with her parents, elders, relatives and friends.

Another time and space of their own even tried to pursue Ji qianze, such experience and memory let her now only feel inexplicable, she has not quite remember the kind of young, frivolous, love a person crazy feeling.Clearly know that they have to live under the identity of a man all his life, but still fall in love with a man, a man who would rather abandon all his achievements and go all out to pursue him.

What did she think at that time?

Probably because of the so-called virus. Because the protoss in order to do the experiment spread down the virus, so will lose their reason, become that appearance.

Fortunately, I'm awake now.

No, now she would rather not be sober, otherwise, she would not be so miserable.

"You laugh." Ji qianze's voice whispered in his ear.

Yan Shaoan shivered and recovered.

Yes, it's not time to think about it, it's time for her to laugh.

She thought sadly, but did not allow her face to show the slightest.

It's hard to laugh. Her sorrow turned into self mockery, and then became a little enlightened.

However, at that time, Ji qianze didn't know anything about it. She did it with ease. Now, both of them know each other's mind, so they can only understand that they are acting.

It is considered that this life is reduced to the bottom nine actors, giving up dignity, just for survival.

It's not easy to survive.

Yan Shaoan said to himself in silence, then looked at Baba, looked at her Ji qianze, the corners of his mouth pulled slightly, showing a smile.

See that smile Ji qianze then smile out.

"Your acting is getting better and better." He exclaimed, moving his upper body, trying to rest the part above his neck on Yan Shaoan's leg.

He closed his eyes and murmured, "although I know it's fake, I still take it as true."

Yan Shaoan sneered silently and said nothing.

Ji qianze continued in a low voice: "I like your smile."

“……”

"So warm, like the spring wind blowing over the winter spring, thawing a season of cold."

“……”

"Do you like my smile?" Ji qianze asked, slightly opened his eyes, fixed looking at Yan Shaoan.

Of course, Yan Shaoan knows how to answer, which is what Ji qianze wants to hear.

"Yes." With a little like the feelings, voice slightly permeated with a soft tone, is Ji qianze's favorite way of answering.

She knew this man's habits and hobbies. She thought that everything would end in this life, but she did not expect that seven years of torture began at this time.

It's like fate turns, no matter how.

"If I die, will you miss me?" Ji qianze asked.

"Yes." Of course, maybe every day, every moment, as long as it is sober, will think of you. Because I hate so much that I can't let go.

Her answer makes Ji qianze's smile expand a little. After a while, Ji qianze became restless again and said:

"can you Give me a kiss? "

Yan Shaoan had expected such a request for a long time, and she had expected even more in-depth requirements.

Anyway, it's just a new one.

"Now?" She asked softly, though she didn't mean to be gentle.

Ji qianze is laughing.

He grinned intermittently and said, "Yan Shaoan, you are so good at acting. You should go to be the Oscar winner, as Anxi said. "

he said these outrageous words with a smile, but he was very happy, totally ignoring the reaction that someone was actually gnashing his teeth.

"If you don't want to accompany me seriously, I have a hundred ways to make your life worse than death. You have to know that you do not have any qualifications and positions to negotiate with me. Either be serious with me, or don't think you're an actor. What you want to do, what you want to say, is fine. As long as you are by my side, I don't care. Do you understand? "

Tone to the back gradually have some severe, this and Yan Shaoan memory of Ji qianze is not quite the same.

Unexpectedly, Ji qianze also has such a strong side.

"Yes." Fade all the soft tone, fade those false feelings, the rest is just two words that bite teeth.

Hate has been unable to hide, since Ji qianze said there is no need to perform again, then she does not need to hide their own hate.

In any case, Ji qianze could not have known that she hated him.

Ji qianze's brows and eyes are crooked, but the smile is more and more obvious.

"I really like the way you are now. It seems that you want to kill me, but you can't. You are stubborn and lovely --"

before you finish speaking, Ji qianze coughs. However, it was not so violent, just coughed in a low voice for two times, and soon recovered.

It's just a little strange, after a short cough, Ji qianze's face has a touch of pale red."I'm tired. Call me when you get to the place

Ji qianze seems to be really a little tired, drooping his eyes, slowly drilling back into the car, before long, Yan Shaoan heard a slight, steady breath.

Yan Shaoan felt that it was a little inconceivable that he was so easily let go. According to her understanding of Ji qianze, if Ji qianze really asks for a kiss, he will get it and then give up.

This guy, because of the face of her cold face, so also lost the appetite it should have?

Or should expect, Ji qianze actually has not much interest in him, so will let her go like this.

Yan Shaoan shakes her head. Her brain belongs to the business community. She is not thinking about children's love. It is difficult to say what she really wants for someone.

She is not a person accustomed to warmth. Never.

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