My Husband Is Gay

Ji qianze sleeps uneasily.

He tossed and turned on the bed for a long time, and finally he could only sigh. He got up from the bed and leaned against the head of the bed, thinking about nothing.

What's the point of always holding Yan Shaoan's hand like this?

No matter how much he wanted to be with Yan Shaoan, he was just wishful thinking. However, Yan Shaoan always stood on the sidelines, resisted the push and said he didn't want to be together more than once, but he always wanted to force Yan Shaoan to follow him through the most unreasonable means.

If you go on like this, when you come to the day when you really die, Yan Shaoan will not feel sad.

Maybe, Yan Shaoan will never be sad for him again.

But sometimes, once or twice, he saw a reaction that had nothing to do with the coldness of Yan Shaoan's face.

What's more, when he said that his leg was injured, Yan Shaoan's expression at that time had no doubt, only a heartache that could not be concealed under shock.

No way, he is a person who always likes to deceive himself. Although it may be that he is wrong again, he still prefers to believe that Yan Shaoan is in love for him.

At least, before he died, he could get this kind of false comfort, which could make him feel warm for a moment.

Even if it seems that they really have no seed, but there is no way, once the heart of this thing, once moved to who, it is impossible to follow the so-called rational forward.

Controlling emotions is not something he is good at or likes to do.

Do what you want, even if it's wrong, it's what you want. What does it matter if there are more mistakes?

I don't know when it rained outside. Before tomorrow, there was a moon hanging in the sky. I thought it would be sunny today, but I didn't expect it would be cloudy and rainy.

Ji qianze coughed twice, his throat was a little itchy, and his chest injury was stable, but there was no possibility of recovery. Unless he found Qin Wanli in Chinatown last time and asked him to help him with those scientific and technological instruments, he should not die very long.

Three months? Or just one month? Anyway, there is no difference between long and short, anyway, no one will want to die with him for his death.

Someone pushed the door in.

There is only one guy in the world who never knocks and treats his house as his own.

Ji qianze looked up at the usual people, there was no unexpected person appeared, it was really that guy who always came to scratch his heart itching, and then waited for him to get close, and then kicked open.

"Go shopping." Yan Shaoan said.

"Eh?" Ji qianze did not understand, very surprised.

"When I say go shopping, is that hard to understand?" Yan Shaoan seems to have a faint sign of anger. It is only in autumn that his anger rises.

However, the content of Yan Shaoan is a little confusing to Ji qianze, and he is flattered by a little self without skin and face.

"Shopping?" He asked subconsciously, affirmatively.

"Ah, are you going or not?" Yan Shaoan's face was stinky, and he seemed to be very reluctant, but he still answered his questions honestly.

This cognition makes Ji qianze's flattery more and more rich.

Although he said to Yan Shaoan, don't pretend to act to make him happy. He doesn't want to be hypocritical. However, Yan Shaoan doesn't look like he is acting.

In other words, he can't see Yan Shaoan as he is.

Come on, as long as it's not too obvious, why bother so much?

Life is short, there is a chance to be happy. Even if half of it may be false, it should not be abandoned because of the falsehood of that half.

He is a man who is willing to be cheated by wise people.

"Now?" Having made up his mind, Ji qianze asked with a smile.

"It's raining, but I've got my raincoat and umbrella ready. It shouldn't be a problem." Yan Shaoan said impatiently.

Ji qianze smile deeper, "then let's go."

Probably because of the rain, the temperature also dropped a lot. The merchants at the garden fair were there, but there were fewer tourists.

A gust of wind, so that because of the free passage, and more than last night, Ji qianze could not help coughing.

“…… Can a doctor be so weak? " Yan Shaoan whispered.

A little awkward concern, or let Ji qianze have no reason to be happy.

"I'm also an ordinary person. I'm not a guy like yuan lang. of course, I get sick."

Before the voice fell, Ji qianze felt the cold atmosphere.

It was a sudden change. The atmosphere was good, but now it is. Ji qianze doesn't have to think much about what it comes from. Just because he said the name of Yuan Lang.

But wait for Ji qianze chin to fall down the reaction."Sometimes I wonder, have you ever been just a friend to Yuan Lang?" Yan Shaoan seems to be very unhappy.

Ji qianze was stunned, and then some ironic, smiling retort: "is a man, I will fall in love with it? You think I'm too hungry to eat. "

"And you like me who pretended to be a man at that time?"

This is a bit like a trick used by lovers who want to hear sweet words.

Ji qianze doesn't know if he misunderstood again, or he is being cheated.

After all, Yan Shaoan cheated on him, not once or twice.

"It's not like it, it's love. I fell in love with you at first sight. Then, slowly, love rooted in the bottom of my heart, sprouted and grew into a big tree. No matter how much I want to pull it out, it's hard to really remove the roots. "

He said quietly, the bottom of my heart is epiphany. He loved this woman named Yan Shaoan so much that he couldn't give up. Even if there is any difficulty, even if there is no song Anxi's persuasion, he will spontaneously and consciously find a way to find Yan Shaoan, and take pains to hold her hand again.

He rooted, sprouted, and grew into a tree. As for whether it would blossom or not, it was God's idea and arrangement. He had no choice but to work hard and try again.

Yan Shaoan held his head and did not answer. Ji qianze silently grinned bitterly. He felt that his words just like showing his feelings were really out of date. In fact, Yan Shaoan didn't mean to listen. When you ask about that, it's just a casual question.

He's still too smug.

"Do you want something to eat?" Yan Shaoan suddenly asked.

"Ah Good. "

Not far away, Yan Shaoan found a snack stand, which was also part of the garden party. He was selling the most famous snacks there. The business was cold and quiet, but the boss was smiling mildly. He didn't think there was anything wrong with this kind of bad business.

Carefully put Ji qianze down, so that he can safely sit on the stool. The boss came to ask them what they wanted to eat. Yan Shaoan didn't ask Ji qianze. He said that there were two bowls of wonton, one with pepper and the other without.

Looking back, he saw Ji qianze smiling at himself. He didn't want to be looked at like that.

However, Yan Shaoan held back and did not move his face.

"I'm sure I remember your taste right?" Don't want to care about her own discomfort, she asked casually.

Ji qianze smiles, "thank you for remembering."

Can't help frowning, "you are too polite to me."

Ji qianze looks slightly surprised.

"Why? Can't I ask you not to be polite to me? " She was a little angry.

"No It's just that you suddenly do this, and I also Not very adapted. " Ji qianze reluctantly calmed down and replied.

Yan Shaoan looked straight at Ji qianze, "I know your taste. What's wrong with this. Or do you still think I'm still acting? "

Ji qianze froze, biting his lips, speechless.

That made Yan Shaoan feel that the answer could only be what he expected.

Very angry.

"Aren't you very clever? You're so smart that you can't see when I'm real and when I'm fake? " She can't make her voice soft down. In the face of Ji qianze now, her mood is too complicated. Sometimes, only the most instinctive thing is left. What she wants to say, ask and do is so straightforward.

Once again, she seems to have lost the ability to hide her true intentions.

Ji qianze's eyes slowly widened.

"I I can't tell the difference He murmured the words that made Yan Shaoan more angry.

"What is indistinguishable? Seven years together, do you know me so little? Don't pretend to be stupid, we are not suitable to be fools, especially now. Ji qianze, be happy. Otherwise, let me go and let me do what I want. Otherwise, I can say what I want to do

She is aggressive staring at Ji qianze's eyes, her heart beating fast, waiting for Ji qianze's reply nervously.

She didn't want to drag so indistinctly. What is it? Are men and women who like each other so clean and get along with each other? Cheat the ghost. Want to be with her, but always timid, where did the former Ji qianze go? Don't you have any guts?

Ji qianze, however, seemed to be frightened by her words. He was stunned for a long time before he said softly:

"what do you mean?"

What do you mean? When it comes to this, what does it mean!

Yan Shaoan was angry and glared at Ji qianze. He yelled in a low voice: "if you want to be with me, do what you should do together. I mean, that's what I mean! Do you understand? "

If she doesn't understand, she should send Ji qianze back to Chinatown to check her brain. Really, she suspects that Ji qianze's brain is out of order at the moment. Otherwise, how could she not understand such simple words."I'm afraid of misunderstanding..." Ji qianze was staring at her with a silly expression, "you mean, you also have Do you want to be with me? "

Do you need to ask?

Without speaking, Yan Shaoan leaned forward and approached Ji qianze, leaving a faint kiss on Ji qianze's lips.

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