My Husband Is Gay

Ji qianze looks at Yan Shaoan who is sitting back in his original position. After a long time, a faint bitter smile escapes from the corner of his mouth.

"Is it fun?" He asked softly.

Yan Shaoan opened his mouth, and his face, which had been red because of some embarrassment, gradually turned white.

She looked at Ji qianze's bitter smile, and her heart was sour. It's a little painful.

What she was not sure of herself could not prove with a kiss.

But she wanted to prove something, proving that her heart is really reluctant to give up Ji qianze. Just like Ji qianze is reluctant to give up her.

If you put aside those boring secular reality, she may be able to easily say to Ji qianze: I also care about you.

However, it seems impossible for her to make up her mind in an instant and give up everything.

How can another space-time own see the corpse of Ji qianze when he pretends to die, so resolutely making the decision of life and death?

At that time, did you really think about her parents, family and her own wonderful career in business?

"Don't you want to?" Her tone did not soften, and she asked with a smile of malice.

In the aspect of duplicity, she has always been better than many people, let alone Ji qianze. When facing her, she even lacks the ability to tell lies and disguise himself.

Ji qianze fixed to look at her eyes, and then shook his head.

"I don't want false, flattering, flattering love."

Yan Shaoan only felt that his heart beat suddenly and stagnated, implicating his breathing, as if the air was thin and his breathing was not smooth.

She slowly half Mi eyes, maintain just that enough to let Ji qianze will not be happy smile, said: "but I want to ah."

Ji qianze's face is wooden, but Yan Shaoan has reason to believe that Ji qianze at this time must be more unhappy than just now.

"I want to do everything with you. All I can do with you is kiss, go to bed. We are all at this age. If we hold back all the time, I'm afraid that I will become the kind of pervert song Anxi said. Then one day, in order to solve the physiological problems or loneliness, we will find someone who can see through and play one night stand. Or, directly to irrelevant people. "

She said it in a soft voice, but every word was clear.

"Who will take the responsibility then, you say?"

Ji qianze's astonishment gradually turned into embarrassment, and Yan Shaoan wanted to take back all his words just now.

"Sorry --"

heard the unexpected answer. Yan Shaoan Leng for a moment, looking at Ji qianze, a little do not believe his ears.

"Although you say so, I still can't let you go."

Yan Shaoan's heart was suddenly filled with something, instantly full, there was a feeling of warmth to settle down.

"I'm selfish and seldom think about you. I owe you those seven years. I know I should repay you, but my reason is still lost to my own heart. I am reluctant to let you go, so I'm sorry, I can't pay what I owe you. Even if there is a next life, the next life, if I meet you again, no matter how, I will hold your hand tightly

Ji qianze said, tears gradually ooze out of the corners of his eyes.

Not because of emotion, but because of sadness. Because of forced Yan Shaoan's sadness and self blame.

"I know you may be very hard, but you can rest assured that it won't be long. Soon you will be able to live the life you want and do anything you want."

Yan Shaoan wondered whether he had heard something wrong or understood some key words? What is not going to work hard for a long time?

"do you want to throw me away when you are bored

Ji qianze grinned bitterly, "how can I be bored with you. It's not what you think. I'm just I don't have so much time to pester you

Yan Shaoan's pupils suddenly contracted.

"What's not having so much time - don't tell me, you're going to die!"

Ji qianze looked at him, did not directly say yes or no, but that expression has been able to explain everything.

Yan Shaoan has the illusion that someone has taken away all the ground under his feet, and suddenly his whole body is suspended in the air. He can't get to the world or land, and there is no place to place himself.

Back in the faint cold, heart in the throbbing pain, there is something in the brain in the sudden pain, and even their eyes seem to strike, fuzzy.

Then she realized that she was crying.

This kind of appearance lets chichen zeton time be in a hurry, want to coax her appearance at a loss, but don't know what to say, good stiff there.

However, she started to wipe away her tears consciously and violently. Her eyes were pained by the hard force of wiping. She didn't care much about it. She just stood up abruptly and glared at Ji qianze, like a wounded animal, grinning and grinning."You said you lied to me!"

Ji qianze slightly raised his head and looked at her, hanging the expression of crying and laughing in his face, let her see more and more angry.

"Say you're not going to die, say it!" She didn't know that her pupils were a little red with blood, and the blood was suddenly covered with them. It looked really terrible.

She was really angry, angry and Heartache. She would rather just Ji qianze lied, but to her death, she knew that Ji qianze would never tell her such a lie.

Only once. In another time and space.

"He said that you lied to me. He said that you still wanted to cheat my heart, and that you wanted to lie with you. That's why you said that --"

"no," Ji qianze said with a bitter look, "I really am going to die. This time is not the same as last time. Last time I was fake death, this time I was real death. Three months at the most, you don't have to see me again. "

"Damn --"

with red eyes, Yan Shaoan glared at Ji qianze, as if he were staring at an enemy who killed his father.

"Why didn't you say it earlier?"

“……”

"You said earlier that I wouldn't be crazy again!"

“……”

"You said you wanted to live and die with me, right? If you want me to be buried with me, I'm not afraid to die! "

“……”

"Why do you play me like this every time? I can't be killed by playing! "

“……”

"Three months? Death in three months - how? Do you want me to make a funeral for you, and then follow you to the netherworld

“……”

"Don't pretend to be deaf and dumb! When do you want me to die? I will accompany you

"Yan Shaoan..."

"Don't call me by name!" Yan Shaoan said gnashing his teeth and bristling with anger, but his eyes kept pouring out hot tears, dripping on Ji qianze's face.

"I am worldly wise, greedy and selfish. In my heart, there is only the business world that I have beaten down. Since you know clearly why do you want to provoke me and dare not provoke me all the time, what are you? Learn from me? If you take the city, you'll let it go forever? What do you think I am? "

Ji qianze struggled to support the table, stood up, opened his hands and held Yan Shaoan before he could not stand steadily.

This action made Yan Shaoan shut his mouth.

"I can't believe it," he murmured, in a low voice, full of distrust.

"You can tell me that."

All of a sudden, Yan Shaoan's heart was sour. Just because of Ji qianze's whisper.

She didn't know what happened to them. Ji qianze wanted to tie her up. No matter where he went, he wanted to be with her. She always wanted to escape, but in her heart, she didn't have the determination to escape.

The performance of Chinatown, the heartlessness of Yan's residence, and her words and expressions along the way made her feel awkward and inappropriate.

I don't want to, but I can't help it. I can't make myself look soft.

Ji qianze slightly gentle, what's wrong.

"I didn't misunderstand anything, did I?" Ji qianze's voice is full of uncertainty, but still in there very seriously and seriously asked.

Yan Shaoan's nose is sour. How much disappointment did she give this man? Only when she refused to let him ask such questions carefully.

Involuntarily, Yan Shaoan's hands embrace Ji qianze's slightly emaciated body. The natural movement makes him subconsciously tighten Ji qianze.

Ji qianze took a breath of cold air.

"It's easy for me to waver, especially when it comes to being with you, so don't let go of my hand, otherwise you will regret yourself in the end;

when you say something that you think is incredible, your face is burning red, but you still want to continue to say it. Finally, I give up those so-called arrogant self-esteem. Although I think it will be shameless, I still don't Willing to be silent about it.

Some things, she did not admit before, now do not admit, there will be no chance.

"When we are together, I may want to let go and escape from you for various reasons, or I want to go back to the days before. In any case, please take more care of me and treat me as a child. You can let me go for a while, but don't let me leave here;

she knows that she said so very much Selfish, very excessive, very only for her own consideration. But what could be done? It was the only thing she could say.

In fact, she can't even compare half of Ji qianze's maturity. Otherwise, this relationship is always striving for only Ji qianze, not herself.

If you want it, go after it. If you feel bored, you can throw it away. She is a business genius, but she loves this way, but no one can match her.“…… Don't you have anything else to say? "

In a trance, I felt that I had said such shameful words. I waited for a long time, but I didn't wait for the affirmative answer that I wanted to hear. I couldn't help but feel a little nervous, even some faint fear.

Can we say that Ji qianze finally felt tired because of her indecision and caprice, and did not want to continue?

Maybe Ji qianze just set up a bureau to lure her to take the bait. When she confessed her life, he would tell her directly, Miss Yan, that I lied to you, and I didn't care about you so much

All of a sudden, her heart sank and she was not sure what was wrong with her.

Yan Shaoan can't help but let go of his embrace of Ji qianze.

When he just lowered his head to see the expression on Ji qianze's face, his lips were warm and his warm touch overlapped. After realizing that it was a kiss from Ji qianze, Yan Shaoan was as confused as a child who had been secretly kissed for the first time.

"If you insist -"

with his lips parted, Ji qianze looked up at her, smiling.

He said softly and gently, "I'll take it as if you gave me a promise. So, whether you want to or not in the future, I will never let go of your hand. Even if you hate it, you don't mind. "

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