My Life As Daughter-in-law

Zhao Rong never asked me about Xiao Yao again. I don't know what Xiao Yao said to Zhao Rong, but Zhao Rong didn't look particularly sad. I was curious for a long time. Later, I saw that Zhao Rong was really good, so I gave up asking Xiao Yao.

Xiao Yao looked at me and asked him how he communicated with Zhao Rong that day. Now he suddenly stopped asking, "Hey, ruoyue, why don't you ask me what I said to Zhao Rong?"

I looked at him. "Cut, I don't want to ask. It's none of my business. " I know the more I say that, Mr. Xiao Yao, tell me.

He just laughed at me, but he didn't listen to me.

He really didn't want to say it. I looked at his side face and was stunned for a while. I decided to turn the matter over.

Zhao Rong also asked me to go out to play, but I refused.

The activities in the class were all rejected by me.

I don't want to have too much contact with my classmates, because I'm afraid that after my affairs are exposed, my former classmates will turn against me at that time.

So the students in the class began to stay away from me.

Everyone knows that I am a person who doesn't want to get in touch with people. In addition to talking to Xiao Yao every day, I almost go home after class.

Later, the head teacher seemed to find something strange about me. One day, he called me out and asked me, "Bai ruoyue, do you have something on your mind? Why don't you play with your classmates?"

I bowed my head and didn't speak. The head teacher said to me sincerely, "I don't know how you used to be. I just want to tell you that the students really want to make friends with you. You are so beautiful and your grades are really good. Don't be depressed. It's bad for your mood. Playing with your classmates occasionally can change your mood. Ruoyue, do you remember what I said? "The head teacher is a middle-aged woman. I don't know why she comforts me so much, but I'm still very moved. It's just that I still don't want to be too close to some of my classmates. The closer you are, the easier it is to be afraid. As a saying goes, the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment.

At this time, I just feel a lot of pressure. This head teacher is really much worse than the former head teacher Ouyang who made me hate. Why is she such a kind head teacher

I admit I'm a little excited, but I still think it's not good. I am willing to shrink in my indifferent protective shell and spend the last two years quietly without being swept.

When I enter the University, I will find Wen Liuguang. We will be together forever.

I don't know what Wen Liuguang is doing now.

Did you eat on time and study hard.

I don't know what kind of mood he can't find me. Will he hate me for my leaving without saying goodbye.

My heart is very sad.

I'm sorry for Wen Liuguang, I'm sorry for all those who love me.

That day when he came home, Xiao Yao did not return to his room. Instead, he sat at the table as if waiting for me. I looked at his tired appearance and felt a little sad.

"Xiao Yao, what's the matter with you? What's the matter? I think you look very tired. Do you want to go to bed? Don't worry. I'll just wash the dishes. Go to bed. I'll wake you up tomorrow morning. " I walked over and pushed him. He looked up at me with a little tenderness in his confused eyes.

"Ruoyue, let's talk about heart. Well, "Xiao Yao's gentle voice like running water is in my ears.

My heart trembled. I've never seen Xiao Yao like this. I feel that Xiaoyao seems to have something very important to talk to me.

I put down my schoolbag, walked to Xiao Yao, moved a stool, sat next to him, looked at him and waited for him to say something to me.

Xiao Yao faced me and asked me, "why don't you get in touch with your classmates? Many times they came to me and asked me why you are so lonely. If month, are you afraid of anything? Don't be afraid. You can tell me anything. I can be your listener. I promise not to tell others. " Xiao Yao's gentle voice reassured me.

I lowered my head and said softly, "... I'm afraid to be with them. In case... I said in case... They know my life experience, will they still play with me? Will they still be friends with me? I don't want to be like this. I want to be alone. " I raised my head and said firmly to him, "don't interfere with my decision, okay? You're not me. You don't know what's on my mind. You don't know how I feel."

With that, I stood up, pushed the stool to the same place, picked up my schoolbag and entered my own room.

"Ruoyue..." Xiao Yao stood up and chased me and grabbed my arm.

I didn't look back. I broke free and didn't succeed. "What are you going to do!" I was angry with Xiao Yao for the first time.

Xiao Yao waited for his eyes. He slowly let go of my wrist. His eyes were full of worry. He slowly walked forward and hugged me from behind. I struggled, and she hugged me tighter.

"Don't do this..." I think it's too ambiguous to hold like this, I said to him.

"Ruoyue... Promise me to see a psychologist. I want you to be healthy, really. I want you to be like a normal girl, carefree every day... Ruoyue... Please... Promise me. " Xiao Yao's beautiful voice swirled in my ear, and my heart softened.

I slowly broke away from Xiao Yao's arms, and then gently said to him, "I promise you... Xiao Yao... Am I a very troublesome person... Let you worry about me every day... I'm sorry..." my tears fell down.

Xiao Yao was a little flustered. He quickly held my body and asked me to face him. He looked at me seriously and gently wiped away my tears with his hand. "Ruoyue, listen carefully. I never thought you were a troublesome person. You are very kind and strong. I just love you and want to make you happier every day. If the moon, don't worry, I'll always be with you. " Xiao Yao held me in his arms. I've been crying. For so many days, I've been unable to adapt to the new environment, the disappearance of warm streamer, and my disappointment. These make me sad and reach the top all at once.

I tried to cry, and I was relieved to cry. I didn't worry that Xiao Yao hated me.

I don't know when Xiao Yao is second only to Wen Liuguang. I cry in Xiao Yao's arms and think silently that one day I must repay him.

I cried for a long time. Finally, when I raised my head from Xiao Yao's arms, my eyes were swollen.

I feel embarrassed to touch my eyes. I don't want Xiao Yao to see my ugly appearance.

Xiao Yao smiled gently. He patted me on the back. "If you are crying, you will be ugly. I'll wake you up tomorrow and I'll contact you with a psychologist, "Xiao Yao said softly to me.

"Yes. Thank you, Xiao Yao. Thank you very much! " I looked at Xiao Yao seriously. Xiao Yao's good-looking eyes were distressed and smiling.

"Fool, go to sleep. Go wash your face, stop playing, and go to bed later. " Xiao Yao scraped my nose and made me laugh.

After I washed, I went to bed.

I drill in the warm quilt, my body and mind are very warm, and my heart is a little uneasy.

I'm a little afraid to see a psychologist tomorrow.

I'm afraid he has insight into all the thoughts in my heart. I'm so tired of deep insecurity and fear.

So worried, I fell asleep.

The next morning, Xiao Yao woke me up. I saw it was more than seven o'clock. I hurried to get dressed for fear of being late.

Xiao Yao stood and looked at me. "Don't worry. I went to see a psychologist today. I asked the head teacher for leave. You wear it slowly and carefully, and we'll start in a minute. " Xiao Yao smiled softly, and I began to worry again.

We got to the psychologist. It's already over ten o'clock.

The psychologist is about forty years old. She is a gentle woman.

Her expression is special... Gentle, like a mother.

I dropped my guard.

She talked with me for two hours, and I unconsciously guided her to express my inner thoughts.

When I say it, I feel much better in my heart. I talked about all kinds of things I suffered from childhood, including being raped, being abused by my classmates and campus violence. After saying that, I just felt relaxed and put down the heavy burden for a long time.

I felt as if I had been reborn.

The psychologist looked at me gently, and then when I said, he always looked at me with a smile and enlightened me from time to time. I think she is very much like her mother. I remember my mother. Although she is a prostitute, she can still make me feel maternal love when she is gentle.

When I came out of the doctor's room, I felt the whole person light.

I walked briskly. Although my eyes were a little swollen because of tears, I knew that my eyes were happy.

Xiao Yao sat on the sofa and fell asleep.

I walked over gently and shook him. Then Xiao Yao woke up slowly and saw that it was me. He immediately grabbed my hand and asked me, "how is it? Is it better? If Yue, are you okay?"

I smiled and was relieved. I thanked Xiao Yao for taking me to see a psychologist, "I'm fine. Xiao Yao, I understand. Thank you. Thank you, too, doctor. I'm very happy now. I've decided to get along well with others in the future. " I said to Xiao Yao with a smile.

Xiao Yuan was stunned at first, and then his eyes lit up, "I knew you would be fine. "Ruoyue..." he hugged me excitedly.

I'm very happy.

After that day, the students found that I suddenly changed like a person, and I became proactive.

Soon, I had many good friends. I felt very happy and relaxed every day.

It made me almost forget my dark and gloomy past.

In addition to the dream, I still keep thinking of Wen Liuguang, Qiao Lang and his friends.

But it's fun during the day, isn't it

I'm already satisfied.

I pay attention to the official account number. I receive free money every day.