My Life As Daughter-in-law

Since Xiaoyao confessed to me last time, I never spoke to him again, because I didn't know how to face him. I didn't answer him, not because I didn't want to refuse, but because my heart shook. I don't know what my feelings for Xiaoyao are. On the one hand, I can't live without him, on the other hand, I think of Wen Liuguang. My idea makes me hate myself very much!

I will pick me up from work as usual these days, but we didn't say a word on the road. My head has been facing out of the window.

It was raining heavily outside when I was on duty that day. Chen Lu and I didn't bring an umbrella. There was only one umbrella in the carefree car that day. He wanted to take me to the car first and then give it to Chen Lu. When he saw him coming and he handed it to me, I gave it directly to Chen Lu, and then walked to the car alone in the rain.

When Chen Lu saw it, she hurried to catch up. She asked, "what's the matter with you two? I don't think you're right these days!"

Naturally, I wouldn't tell Chen Lu about it. Chen Lulu saw that I didn't mean to answer, so she ran to find Xiaoyao. However, Xiaoyao directly got in the car and drove away.

The rain outside is getting heavier and heavier, and the sound of raindrops hitting the window is becoming more and more harsh. Looking at the rapidly regressing scenery on both sides of the road, I found that Xiaoyao is accelerating. I'm a little afraid. My hand tightly grasps the handrail on the car, but I'm still angry and told Xiaoyao to slow him down.

Xiaoyao saw my painful little face and immediately parked the car on the side of the road. Only then did I dare to slowly open my eyes.

I opened my eyes and wanted to see what Xiaoyao wanted to do. I just looked at him with regretful eyes. I wanted to avoid looking at him. He found me dodging him, broke my head with his hand and asked me to look at him. He looked at me and said, "do I really hate you so much? You don't even want to look at me again."

I lowered my head and didn't speak. I only saw his feeling of weakness. Lying on the seat, I said sadly, "I never wanted to replace him in your heart! He has been missing for so long. How did you come over for so long? I know. I don't want you to bear so much alone. I just want you to be happy and help you. I just want to take good care of you for him. I've been with you for so long. I thought you would understand my heart! I just want to give you a home and let the child have a father! "

After listening to what Xiaoyao said, I was stunned. I didn't expect that everything he said was for me. Maybe, as others said, it's natural for me to be with him in the future. After all, I've been with Xiaoyao for so long, but I don't know what my feelings for Xiaoyao are

Xiaoyao looked at me with sincere eyes and said, "Why are you so cold to me these days? Is it just because of what I confessed to you? You can directly refuse me! But you don't, that means you have me in your heart! You just don't dare to face it! "

"I didn't! I didn't! " I covered my head and didn't want to listen any more.

"No, you're lying! Your performance has told me the truth. I think I'm willing to give you a few days to think about it. I know it must be a difficult decision for you. I can wait for you for a decade and wait for you for the second decade! No matter what kind of result you give me, I will gladly accept it! "

What Xiaoyao said directly hit everything in my heart. I'm so selfish, but

Looking at my hesitation, Xiaoyao said, "I know what you're hesitating. Don't worry, I won't force you to do things you don't like! I just want to tell you, don't be thousands of miles away from me at any time, because it's the biggest harm to me! "

I nodded to him. He helped me wipe the tears from the corners of my eyes and spoiled me and said, "look, you're going to be a mother right away. You still like to cry as before!"

I burst into tears and smiled and said to him, "I don't have any!"

He looked at me and smiled. He relaxed a lot in an instant and said, "you'd better stand up and look good!"

In this way, we made up again. Just when we came home, I was about to get off. He grabbed me and said, "I'm waiting for your reply!"

Then I went back to the house. The thought of what Xiaoyao said to me made me meditate for a long time.

I lie alone in bed, tossing and turning, but I can't sleep. I don't know whether I should keep him so selfish. For him, he should also have his own life. I also persuaded myself not to rely too much on him. One day he will leave me.

What should I do if he really wants to leave now? If my child is born and asks me where his father is, what should I answer

I don't know if I should continue to wait for Wen Liuguang, because the people around me tell me that for my child, he needs the role of father very much. I want to give my child the best love in the world, but I can't give him father's love.

I know it's unfair for children, but if I cheat Xiaoyao, the person who hurts is him. I don't love him and don't want to cheat his feelings. If I don't meet me, he will live a very happy life.

So I fell asleep unconsciously.

The next morning, it was another fresh day. Xiaoyao was busy putting out the breakfast when he saw me coming out. Although we had already said it, it was still inevitable to be embarrassed. There were some simple greetings during the meal.

As soon as I sat down, my mobile phone rang. As soon as I saw that the caller ID was Chen Lu's, I turned off my mobile phone. Xiaoyao looked at my behavior and asked with a doubt: "who called you early in the morning, why didn't you answer!"

"Oh... Nothing, just a colleague!"

As soon as I finished, the phone rang again. Xiaoyao saw the displayed name and said to me, "it doesn't matter. Take it. Maybe she has something for you]"

"Hello!" I said tentatively.

"Well, you're white ruoyue. You're very brave. Now, you dare to hang up on me. Why did you hang up on me just now! If you don't give me a reasonable explanation, I won't let you go! " As soon as I press the call button, Chen Lu over there has been chattering about me. Her voice is too noisy. I keep my mobile phone away from my ears.

After a while, I heard the voice on the other side of the phone weaken slightly, so I put my mobile phone back to my ear. I patiently explained to her, and then reluctantly put her off.

"By the way, what's the matter with you calling me so early? It's not just to say me

Chen Lu then remembered, slapped her face with her hand and said, "Oh! Just joking with you, I almost forgot my business! Isn't your due date approaching? I mean, I should be a godmother, shouldn't I? It's just that we don't have to work during the day and only have work at night. Why don't I take you to buy something for your children? "

I found it on the phone. Chen Lu asked, "Alas, what do you laugh at? Is it so funny!"

I covered my stomach and said, "nothing. I just think you are more anxious than me! "

Chen Lu said angrily, "nonsense, you're not in a hurry to be a real mother. Can I be a godmother? By the way, I'll pick you up later. You don't have to go back at noon. We'll eat out and go to work at night!"

After I hung up the phone, Xiaoyao asked, "you're going out later."

I "um", Xiaoyao only said to me, "then you should pay attention to your safety!"

Before long, Chen Lu's phone came again

"What's the matter?"

"I'm at the intersection of your house now. It's limited to two minutes. If it's less than two minutes, I'll bear the consequences! Come here quickly! "

When I put down the phone, I realized that it would arrive so soon. I went out with my bag and said, "otherwise I'll give it to you."

"No, Chen Lu is waiting for me at the intersection!"

After saying that, I obviously saw the disappointed expression on Xiaoyao's face. I know that because of the last thing, the three of us can't go back to the past. Even if the two people have let go, it will inevitably be embarrassing to see each other.

With Chen Lu's previous character, she will never wait for me at the intersection. She will rush home. This time, she didn't do so, presumably because she didn't want to face it.

Realizing that I had said something wrong, I quickly explained, "Chen Lu didn't come because he was afraid of trouble! I'll go first! "

Then I ran away like a deserter!

When she got to the car, Chen Lu saw me and said angrily, "you made me wait so long. How should I punish you?"

Then I started to scratch my itch. I cried and begged her for mercy and said, "aunt, please let go!"

Chen Lu let me go and said to me disdainfully, "I'll spare you this time for the sake of my dry son!"

Someone secretly rolled a white eye at her.

Chen Lu drove the car directly to the shopping center. She gave the car key to the security guard and took me into the mall.

There happened to be a tiramisu store at the entrance of the shopping mall. I was drooling. I looked at all kinds of desserts inside. My eyes were staring there. Chen Lu looked at me and laughed: "look at you, you are greedy like a child! Do you have any promise? "

I kicked her hard and told her to shut up quickly. Chen Lu directly took me in and said, "no, it's too expensive. Let's buy it elsewhere later! I know a place is not expensive! "

Chen Lu glanced at me and said, "don't think about it. I don't want to buy it for you. I'll do it for my son!"

When Chen Lu handed me the dessert, I looked at her and shook my head with a smile.

I pay attention to the official account number. I receive free money every day.