My Life As Daughter-in-law

I don't know how long later, a large group of doctors came out of Xiaoyue's ward. Chen Lu and I quickly stood up. Tom, who was in the front, saw me standing at the door and walked towards me.

Looking at the wet tears on my face, I frowned and said, "the situation is not as bad as expected. Just now I checked Xiao Yue with the director of the Department, but some conditions still need to tell you. You go to the office with me."

After listening to Tom, I tried to take a few deep breaths. Calm down and turn to look at Chen Lu.

"Lulu, you take care of Xiaoyue first. I'll just go with Tom."

Chen Lu nodded, glanced at me and Tom, bowed her head and silently walked into Xiaoyue's ward.

I know Chen Lu's eyes on Tom and me mean something, but now is not the time to say that. I nodded to Tom and followed him back to his office.

As soon as I sat down, Tom took a film from one side and showed it to me. He pointed to a shadow above and told me that "the white blood cells of Xiaoyue have spread widely. Up to now, ordinary drug treatment has no effect on her, and now the last way is. It's a bone marrow transplant. If you do, I hope you'll be ready. "

Listening to Tom's words, I was stunned. I stared at him incredulously and stammered, "but you didn't say that just now. You said Xiaoyue wasn't as serious as you thought. Why should I be ready now?"

I looked at Tom angrily. My anger surged again and again. I didn't know what I was angry with. At the moment, I just wanted to find something to vent, otherwise I thought I would collapse.

Listening to my question, Tom lowered his eyebrows silently and didn't hurry to answer me. The whole room was quiet, and he could only hear me panting alone.

After a long time, Tom looked up at me again.

"Ruoyue, you know, I will try my best to keep Xiaoyue, but there are some things I can't do with my best. This requires our joint efforts and Xiaoyue's own efforts. Do you understand?"

I closed my eyes and wanted to shield all external interference and calm my heart. After a moment, I opened my eyes and looked at Tom.

"Now, haven't you found a suitable bone marrow for Xiaoyue's operation." since things have developed to this point, no matter how self blame and self sorrow have no effect, in that case, I will let Xiaoyue live, even if it takes my life. Xiaoyue is still so young, She still has a great life to enjoy. God can't just take her from me.

Hearing the speech, Tom was relieved. He thought that since I asked him like this, he was no longer as confused as just now, but had rallied up to fight the interference of the disease.

"I know that when Xiaoyue was found to have leukemia, you all matched her, but in the end, the highest matching is Shouyue, but the appropriate probability is not high. In fact, after all these years, I think some things will change, so I suggest you all do bone marrow matching again, and here, We will also try our best to find a suitable bone marrow match for Xiaoyue, so ruoyue. I believe we can overcome the past, and we must stay together. "

Tom looked at me pale and wanted to reach out and hug me. But he can only hold back silently, because he knows that this is the only way for me and him.

At the moment, I am already confused. I nodded hard as if I had promised, and my heart is more firm. Now, I will not leave my children, and I will accompany them all my life.

"Well, thank you, Tom. I think you should go back and have a rest. First go back to the ward to see Xiao Yue, and then go first. Bye. " I smiled at Tom, then got up and walked out of the office.

I didn't notice that Tom behind me smiled so sad, helpless and hopeless.

On the way back to Xiaoyue's ward, I was thinking about how to tell Xiaoyue the news, but when I really reached the door, I still didn't dare to go in. After hesitating for a long time, I raised my hand and gently knocked on the door.

The person who opened the door was Chen Lu. She looked at me and smiled. She turned her head and looked at Xiaoyue in a light tone. "Xiaoyue, look who's coming."

Hearing Chen Lu's voice, Xiaoyue looked back at me. For a moment when we looked at each other, Xiaoyue smiled, still so brilliant and beautiful.

"Mom, you're back."

It is this simple sentence that makes me feel very warm in my heart. She is still my Xiaoyue, the little angel who hides in my arms and whispers to my mother, just like the warm sun in winter.

I went to Xiaoyue's bed and sat down. I looked up and sorted out the hair in front of her forehead. "We Xiaoyue are so beautiful now."

Wen Yan. Xiaoyue lowered her head and smiled shyly. After a long time, he looked up at me, his eyes shining brightly.

"Xiaoyue, mom, I'm sorry for you." Looking at the clever Xiaoyue, the guilt in her heart is getting deeper and deeper.

After listening to me, Xiao Yue raised her head, held my hand and gently stroked, "Mom, in fact, I really want to tell you that I knew you were divorced from dad, but I never said it. I always thought that as long as I didn't open my mouth and say it, you would still have a chance to be together. I didn't expect that I would insist so foolishly, But I hurt you again and again. I'm sorry for you. Over the years, I've bound your freedom. "

I looked up at Xiao Yue in shock. I didn't expect that she had already known about my divorce with Wen Liuguang. I didn't blame her, but I felt more bitter in my heart.

She was so young at that time. She just wanted to have a complete family. She wanted her parents. It was just such a wish. How can I be willing to blame her

At this time, I raised my head and looked into the room. Chen Lu had already gone out at some time.

"Mom, are you still blaming dad?" seeing that I didn't speak for a long time, Xiao Yue turned her head and looked at me.

After listening to her words, I smiled faintly, "after so many years, he and I have already died with the wind. I didn't blame him in those years, and now I won't blame him."

In fact, these words are light and light. In fact, they were summed up during my time out. When I was in the fields and countryside, I had a feeling of physical and mental freedom. At that time, I found that the things I struggled with in my life were just some passing clouds and smoke.

Whether for me or Wen Liuguang, there were too many helpless things we couldn't control at that time. When it comes to blame, it's no wonder anyone.

Hearing the speech, Xiao Yue didn't know what to say for a moment. I looked at her and thought of what Tom said just now. It was even worse in my heart.

"Xiaoyue, you can rest assured that this time your mother will always be with you. Absolutely, you will never be alone again."

Xiao Yue smiled, as if there was something tangled in her heart.

"Mom, dad didn't marry Xiaoke. After you left, they separated. Dad later learned that Xiaoke cheated her. I wanted him to find you, but he refused. He said you've always been very sad. Now he's gone where you want to go, he won't find you again or hinder you." Xiaoyue stared at me as if she wanted to dig something out from the bottom of my heart.

But after listening to him and her, I had no other feelings except some shock, because Wen Liuguang was not the first person in my heart.

For me, Xiao Yue keeps the moon and reads the light. They are the most important people in my life.

"I see. Thank you, Xiao Yue. Thank you for telling me this." I raised my hand and patted her head. "I heard your Aunt Chen Lu say that you haven't had a good meal these days. Tell your mother what you want to eat. I'll cook it for you every day in the future."

At this time, Chen Lu also came in from the outside with a big lunch box in her hand.

"Chen Lu, where did you get the lunch box? You just went out for a while. You didn't make it yourself." I looked at Chen Lu suspiciously. I always felt that the lunch box in her hand was deja vu.

Chen Lu went straight to us and put the lunch box on the table.

"Wen Liuguang just asked someone to send it. She said she knew that Xiao Yue had a bad appetite recently and asked people to make some light dishes, but she would like to eat them."

As soon as I heard that it was sent by Wen Liuguang, I was silent. No wonder I thought this lunch box looked so familiar.

In fact, on the way back, I always have a question in my heart, even some resentment. I don't understand why Wen Liuguang doesn't care about Xiaoyue so much. Even when I came to the hospital, I didn't see his figure.

"Xiaoyue, you have a good meal. Mom will come back soon if she has something to do." I gently soothed Xiaoyue and got up and walked out of the ward.

Sitting on the bench in the corridor, I hesitated for a moment before I took out my cell phone and dialed Wen Liuguang.

I pay attention to the official account number. I receive free money every day.