My Life As Daughter-in-law

I squatted at the door of the room where my mother's body was parked, tears streaming down my face.

From then on, I didn't take any steps to protect my mother from the future.

Since then, no mother called me to eat.

How can I live without my mother? What should I do

I really want to wake up my mother inside and ask her.

Is heaven much better than here, so that she can bear to leave me without saying goodbye.

From day to night, I stayed in that corner all day and night.

Cry enough memories, memories began to cry again.

At night, I don't know when a pair of shoes appeared in front of me.

I bought the familiar shoes with him.

I raised my head and looked at Wen Liuguang.

"What should I do?" my voice has become hoarse.

I asked him, what should I do? Will he give me the answer

"Go home, take a bath, eat, sleep." His voice was deep and soft.

Like a pair of big hands, caress my heart that hurts so much that I can't help myself.

"You have me." He looked at me deeply.

I looked at him carefully.

His hair was messy, his eyes were red but bright, and his beard grew a little longer, making him even more haggard.

His Khaki casual clothes are wrinkled.

He didn't rest.

I stood up, but because I squatted too long, my feet were unconscious, and I was about to fall.

He put his hand around me.

I didn't move, neither did he. He approached me gently, as if to hold me tightly, and his head rested on my shoulder.

I felt his weight and angular chin.

After a few minutes, there was no sound except breathing.

I wondered if he was asleep when he slowly raised his head.

The hoarse voice sounded gently in my ear: "go back, pack yourself up, and come back. I'll accompany you to take your aunt away."

"She won't trust you like this." He wants to convince me.

My eyes are red again.

"Yes." I said with tears in my eyes.

He took me downstairs and called a car again.

Uncle Wen is not out of danger. He wants to be here with me. I didn't let him come with me.

I saw his thin figure on the side of the road getting farther and farther. I closed my eyes and everything would be fine, wouldn't it, mom

When I got home, I took a bath, changed my clothes, gave myself a bowl of noodles, forced myself to eat, and then lay in bed.

The street lights reflected the leaves in the yard on the curtains. It was shadowy and the wind was blowing. It seemed that sadness was filled in the air.

I closed my eyes and didn't sleep for a few days. Although I was full of thoughts, I still fell asleep.

The curtains were closed and I didn't know when I woke up.

Suddenly, it seems that a long time has passed, so long that I am a little vague about the peaceful life a few days ago, but what happened seems to be just a nightmare. However, the quiet home immediately proved to me that all this is true.

I got up and got out of bed. I was going downstairs to make some porridge for Wen Liuguang. Uncle Wen was still lying in the hospital bed. I didn't know what the situation was. He stayed awake and couldn't fall down.

My mother is gone. Uncle Wen still needs him. I can't give him any more trouble. I'm not the only one who needs him. I don't want to be his burden.

After the thermos was filled, he took some bread and milk and left home.

Now I am very calm. I know what will happen next. He has not been out of danger. It's hard to say. Wen Liuguang needs me to accompany him.

I came to the hospital. In the ward, Wen Liuguang sat by the bed with his head buried in Uncle Wen's hands. I didn't find it when I came in. I should have fallen asleep.

This is the first time I saw their father and son so harmonious. Uncle Wen often said that Wen Liuguang hated him and didn't want to be close to him since his mother left.

If Uncle Wen can wake up and see this scene, he will be very happy.

It's just that Wen Liuguang can sleep like this. He must be very tired. I quietly put down my things and walked to him.

Just as I was about to cover his clothes, he woke up and asked anxiously, "Dad, are you awake?"

Then he saw me and quickly took back the joy on his face.

Then he took a look at Uncle Wen who was still lying in bed.

Uncle Wen's whole body was filled with tubes of various instruments and oxygen masks, leaving only some faint breath.

This person who brings happiness to me and my mother has even changed my life. I always think he is so strong.

However, fate was so cruel that he became lifeless in the twinkling of an eye.

How I wish he could wake up, at least Wen Liuguang could live as before.

If it weren't for us, their father and son wouldn't be like this.

I blamed myself and felt sad. I covered my eyes and wept silently.

Wen Liuguang lost a lot of weight, and the bones on his back can be revealed through his clothes

"Here you are." Wen Liuguang woke up and told me in a slightly dumb voice.

When I heard it, I didn't dare to look up immediately and wipe away my tears before looking at him.

"Yes." I replied, "I brought something to eat. You have something to eat."

I got up to get the porridge.

"No, put it first." He doesn't want to eat.

I didn't stop.

"If you don't eat, you can't support it. Look what you look like now." I looked at him.

He came and grabbed me: "I'm fine. I don't have any appetite now. I'll eat when I'm hungry."

With a straight face and some seriousness, I said, "yesterday you asked me to go home and tidy up myself. You look like this. You want to fall down in the next second. You fell down first before your uncle woke up."

"If I don't even have you with me, what should I... Do?" My eyes are sore and wet.

Wen Liuguang raised his hand, wiped the tears off my face and smiled.

"OK, I'll just eat. I'll be with you. Don't be afraid." He said softly.

I poured him a large bowl of porridge and handed it to him. He looked at the full bowl and laughed again.

"You're really... Like a child." He shook his head helplessly.

I'm afraid he'll eat this meal. I don't know when he'll eat next. Since he promised, I'll eat more.

Children, just children.

I sat down and watched him drink porridge slowly. The sun shone through the window. I reached out to pick it up, but it leaked through my fingers.

Can Wen Liuguang and I still stop the passage of time? It goes so resolutely and never looks back.

"Yes." I said to myself.

"What did you say?" Wen Liuguang looked at me and asked.

"I said uncle Wen would wake up. God wouldn't be so cruel." I smiled at him.

He turned to Uncle Wen and said, "yes, Dad."

There was no sound in the room except the ticking of various instruments.

I sat on the sofa and closed my eyes to feel the sunshine. The warm streamer fell on the bed and slept next to Uncle Wen.

But towards evening, the doctor came and called me out when he saw Wen Liuguang asleep.

"Your father is not doing well. Don't be too optimistic." The doctor said in a deep voice, "tonight is the key. If it passes, it will be better tomorrow. It won't pass..."

He didn't go on.

"Doctor, please help him again. Please help him again. How can I not survive? I can do anything else..." I have been incoherent.

I'm afraid, really afraid, how can I watch uncle Wen

"We have tried our best to do what we should do, and the rest depends on him. You should be prepared, both good and bad." The doctor said and left.

How to prepare? I can make a thousand preparations for uncle Wen to wake up, but I can't make another one.

I turned my head sadly. Wen Liuguang stood behind me without saying a word. He looked calm. I approached.

"Wen Liuguang..." I looked at him but didn't know what to say. Nothing could ease his uneasiness.

"It's okay, I know. You don't have to worry." He rubbed my hair and went back to the ward.

With the curtains closed, he sat on the sofa clutching his hair.

I also sat down. I knew it would be a sleepless night. All I could do was wait.

As time went by, the clock grabbed our hearts with each step.

However, it's time to come.

At 10:20, uncle Wen's heart beat line became a straight line without ups and downs.

Wen Liuguang and I watched it helplessly, and there was no change.

My heart is cold, Wen Liuguang is just motionless, holding the line and waiting. I really want to think that there will be a turn for the better in a while.

Call me the doctor.

Then go and hold Wen Liuguang. I hope he can give me some sadness and I can share it for him.

Uncle Wen was finally pushed out like his mother.

Wen Liuguang is quiet. He makes me more afraid. He holds everything in his heart. What if he can't hold it.

I made him cry whenever he wanted. I begged him to cry. When I cried bitterly, he finally spoke.

"If the moon, I'm not sad, but... There are still a lot of things to do now. I'm so tired, but I have to send my father and aunt away well anyway, so that they can see that we can take good care of ourselves, I can take care of myself and you, so don't be sad, I'm fine, don't let them worry." He said slowly in the shadow.

This passage gave me strength.

Now mom and dad haven't done anything yet. All this depends on us. We don't need anything except being strong.

But even so, the warm streamer stayed up all night and ate very little. If he went on like this, his body would not be able to support him.

I know he is also very sad. My mother left him earlier. Now my father has an accident again. Sometimes I even think that I am a broom star, just like what my classmates say. Otherwise, uncle Wen will have an accident. Now my mother has left me.

My father abandoned my mother as soon as I was born. I feel sorry for my mother, uncle Wen and even more sorry for Wen Liuguang. I think I must do my best. No matter what happens, I will take good care of him.

Unless one day he doesn't need me, I will choose to leave him silently.

Every day I try to get him something he likes to eat. Sometimes I buy things home and do them. Sometimes I go all the way to buy them. In short, I'm trying my best to make him better.

Today, Wen Liuguang and I went home. There was nothing in the hospital.

In the evening, Wen Liuguang sat on the terrace. I saw him smoking again with his mobile phone.

I didn't know he would smoke. I walked over, took down his cigarette and threw it into the dustbin.

He frowned at me.

"You can even smoke." I ignored him and lay on the couch beside him with a smile.

"Occasionally." His eyes turned to the sunset.

"Fortunately, it's time to quit now." I smile.

"It's no big deal." He thought I made a mountain out of a molehill.

"I think it's important." I looked at him seriously. "Whether you are healthy or not is very important to me. I don't care what I do to you."

He didn't speak, just looked at the afterglow and left me an angular side face.

After a while, he stood up, took out a bag of half smoked cigarettes from his pocket, put it on the table, and turned into the house.

I looked at half a pack of cigarettes and showed my heartfelt smile for so long.

The setting sun will usher in another tomorrow.

I pay attention to the official account number. I receive free money every day.