My Life As Daughter-in-law

This night, half asleep and half awake, so tortured by nightmares until dawn.

I looked at the sky outside the window and slowly covered it with cyan. Later, it began to be white, and then gently Longshang was light red.

I gently got out of bed and reached out to open the window to let the morning air in.

A fresh stream of oxygen rejuvenated the room.

And my heart is still dead.

I know that after today, I will never have a mother again.

Never loved my uncle Wen again.

Since then, the world is no longer dangerous, only me and Wen Liuguang are left to face it together.

I sat in bed for a while before I opened the door. At this moment, I saw Wen Liuguang sitting quietly at the table with two glasses of milk and some pieces of bread.

Wen Liuguang probably heard the sound of my opening the door and knew that I was out of the room, so he looked up at me.

In the early morning sun, Wen Liuguang's haggard face makes me feel a little distressed.

The blue eyelids showed warm streamer, almost as sleepless as me.

In order to reassure Wen Liuguang, I reluctantly squeezed out a smile, waved to Wen Liuguang and said "good morning."

Wen Liuguang turned his head again, no longer looked at me, and straight up the milk cup.

Then, just as I looked at the edge of the cup and was about to touch the warm streamer's lips, the warm streamer said softly, "go and wash, and then come to breakfast. Today... There's a lot to do. "

My heart pulled again. I know what's going to happen today.

I feel my eyes a little blurred again.

Looking at the warm streamer of slowly eating bread one mouthful at a time, I secretly thought: I want to be brave and strong. From now on, I can't cry any more. I want to shoulder our life side by side with Wen Liuguang.

I clenched my fist and went into the bathroom.

When I finished washing, Wen Liuguang had entered his room and went to change his clothes.

I went to the dining table in the restaurant, sat down slowly before the rest of breakfast, picked up the milk cup and took a small sip. There was no taste.

I picked up another piece of bread and bit it.

I swear, I've never felt food so hard to swallow like this moment.

But when I thought of Wen Liuguang eating in the restaurant just now, I suddenly felt that it didn't matter.

I gulped and thought to myself that warm streamer could always give me courage.

I almost swallowed a few pieces of bread without much chewing, and swallowed them hard down the milk.

All day today, I may have to work hard to be strong. I can. I cheered myself on.

When I finished my meal and changed into a black funeral dress, Wen Liuguang was waiting for me in the car downstairs.

I went downstairs and looked at a dark suit, pale and stubborn warm streamer. I was motivated again. The driver opened the door for me. I sat next to Wen Liuguang and held his hand carefully and tremblingly.

The driver started the car and we drove silently all the way to the funeral.

Along the way, no one spoke or made any eye contact. Just all the way, Wen Liuguang's hands held my hand tightly. Although we are all silent, we can feel the courage to penetrate each other even without words.

I looked at the scenery moving quickly to the back outside the window, and my heart was mixed.

Soon, the car drove to the funeral.

Wen Liuguang and I got off together and walked to the funeral hall under the leadership of a middle-aged man.

Wen Liuguang walked steadily in front of me.

Wen Liuguang's straight back and expressionless face all show a mature and steady style rarely seen at ordinary times.

I try to hold my hand tightly and tell myself that I must be as strong as warm streamer.

I followed Wen Liuguang, looked ahead, looked at strangers in the hall, and couldn't help but start to panic. My nails fell into the palm of my hand, and I tried to keep myself calm.

Many people came to the funeral, many of them were uncle Wen's friends and family. When they saw Wen Liuguang coming, they greeted him with true or false expressions of grief.

Although Wen Liuguang was very sad, he still maintained his superficial calm, mature and steady appearance, and spoke to those people calmly and patiently.

Looking at Wen Liuguang's face unchanged and talking to those people on the scene, I feel that Wen Liuguang has changed a lot. It's really hard to imagine that he used to be such a bad tempered and cold person.

It seems that his father's death is such a big blow to him. I vaguely remember someone saying that things that don't knock you down will eventually make you stronger. I think asking Liuguang is a personal verification of this sentence.

So I secretly made up my mind to be as strong as Wen Liuguang.

Since Wen Liuguang can, so can I.

With mixed feelings, the funeral began. I was led into the coffin in the center of the hall and stood beside Wen Liuguang.

I looked at the coffin, my mother's face carefully decorated by the makeup artist, and the pain in my heart swept like a storm.

I looked at my mother's face and remembered the scenes from small to large. My spirit was about to collapse.

Why does God always leave all the people who are good to me? Why does mother leave me!

When those people in black put the flowers in their hands into their mother's coffin one by one, I still couldn't hold back my tears. My palm was burning. I knew I pinched it myself.

Compared with the pain in my hand, the pain in my heart is more unbearable.

I tightly pinched the palm of my hand, and the hot pain swept in one after another, as if only the physical pain was more painful, could I alleviate the pain in my heart.

I felt my body shaking involuntarily.

I watched Wen Liuguang slowly walk forward and put the flowers in my hand on my mother's coffin. He looked at his mother solemnly for a while, and then calmly said, "aunt, don't worry. In the future, ruoyue and I will live well. I will take good care of ruoyue. Don't worry about ruoyue any more. I swear, I will take care of her and don't let her suffer any more grievances. You can go at ease. "

With that, Wen Liuguang bowed respectfully to his mother's coffin. Then turn around and look at me.

I know it's my turn to present flowers now.

I tried to calm my body down. In fact, the distance to my mother's coffin was only a few short steps, but I seemed to have walked all my life.

I put down the flowers in my hand with difficulty. I saw my mother's delicate eyebrows, her tall and straight nose, her usually red lips and her gentle cheeks. My mind was almost submerged by sadness for a moment.

The efforts in the brain have been maintained for so long, and the thinking has collapsed all at once. After working hard all morning, the established courage and strengthened appearance have collapsed.

I suddenly fell down on my mother's coffin and cried at the top of my voice. My tears ran down uncontrollably. I shouted "Mom! Don't go! Can you... Don't leave me... "

With that, my legs softened and it was almost difficult to stand alone. When I was out of control, the warm streamer came quickly and hugged me behind me, so that I could not fall to the ground. Wen Liuguang held me out of control and gently said in my ear, "if the moon... Don't cry, you have to be strong."

Hearing Wen Liuguang's words, I seemed more sad. I turned around, buried my face deeply in Wen Liuguang's arms and sobbed bitterly. I really want to be a strong girl, but at this moment, I really can't control myself.

Wen Liuguang always comforted me carefully. When I arrived, my mood calmed down. He slowly hugged me and took me away from my mother's coffin. Under the eyes of others, he said sorry and took me out of the hall. My face is buried in the arms of Wen Liuguang, but I can feel all kinds of eyes of others.

Wen Liuguang carried me into the car, then gently bowed his head and kissed my lips. I won't cry in an instant. I stared at the warm streamer face close at hand.

Wen Liuguang's eyelashes covered the mood in his eyes. I don't know why he kissed me. He probably wanted to comfort me. I thought in my heart, I should be strong and can't make trouble for Wen Liuguang at this time. When Wen Liuguang put me in the car, closed the door and left the car, I realized that I was out of control just now.

The funeral is still going on in an orderly manner. I feel very sad when I think that Wen Liuguang is the only one left to deal with it at the funeral.

When did Wen Liuguang start to lift up my sky like an adult? My heart is full of gratitude and tenderness. I think he will die for Wen Liuguang alone in the future.

I looked at my watch. Now it is estimated that uncle Wen's body meeting has ended. I don't know how uncomfortable Wen Liuguang was when he saw Uncle Wen's body. I know that Wen Liuguang can control his emotions no matter how painful and sad he is, rather than like a weak me. Thinking of this, I can't help but start to feel that a person without any advantages like me really doesn't deserve someone to love me. Tears fell down again.

At this time, the door suddenly opened. I saw Wen Liuguang sit in and do a good job next to me. Then he hugged me and said in my ear, "don't you agree not to cry? If you cry again, your eyes will be swollen."

In fact, my eyes must have been red and swollen. I hate my weakness again, but I can't stop crying. I heard Wen Liuguang say, "ruoyue, from now on, there are only two of us who depend on each other, so we must be strong. Stop crying and go home for dinner later. Be obedient. "

Listening to Wen Liuguang's gentle and steady words, I raised my eyes to see him and wanted to engrave Wen Liuguang's face deeply in my heart. I wiped my face, firmly looked at Wen Liuguang's tired bloodshot eyes and nodded heavily.

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