My life revolves around you

After serving myself, I digged in my food without looking at anyone.Yiang Shao could not stop blabbering about what he wanted his party to be like. Yiang Shao was only two years younger than Yiang Luo they looked so much alike that you would mistake them for twins and when they stood with my father you would mistaken them for siblings and not a father to sons pair.

Yiang Shao was a show off, spendthrift and annoying and really cared about his looks while Yiang Luo was the exact opposite, always quite and goes with anything really did like much picking unlike the little one.

Taken in my thoughts I merely forgot I was holding a fork and thus it slipped from my hands and fell, it made a really annoying sound which made the whole people's attention fall onto me. I could feel their chilling gazes withou having to look at them. 'well atleast you noticed my presence' I thought to myself.

"What is wrong with you even after five years abroad you still have learned nothing about manners have you, still the same filthy little girl from the slums"my grandmother bellowed. She used to also describe my mother in the same way but I guess by giving her two heirs and helping dad handle the family buisnesses then she earned her right as miss while I will forever remain a bast***d born out of wedlock. Well I was already used to her taunts by know 'she will never change will she?'couldnt stop but think.

"Well atleast you noticed I was back! " I thought aloud. 'ooooh my what have I done I actually thought aloud making my words heard loud and clear. I knew I was indeep sheet the moment I saw my fathers glare.

"So what if your back!!! should we kiss your feet and worship you? we already did you a big favour by taking you to the best university so please spare us and go look for something useful to do with yourself or go back to that dirty village of yours " my grandfather roared with clear anger in his eyes. The old man started having problems breathing and waving his hand as if to send me away, I was lost before I was awoken by my mothers angry voice,"what are you still standing there for? do you want to kill him? go back to your room and come out unless summoned for! "

This was the biggest blow for me, I ran into my room with tears trickling down my cheeks like rivers flow. I banged the door behind me and throw myself onto the bed ,holding onto a photo that I had taken with my mother 20 years ago. I just dont know how much I had been crying but I was stopped after hearing a knock on my door.

"Young miss please come out there someone here that is requesting your prescence, "nanny Lin Lan called out. I could meet anyone in this state of mind mind and what the person was only going to inflict more pain on me? no I could not take the bait,"please I don't want to meet anyone "I thought that would brush nanny away but no she kept talking"please Little Jie come out he says its something important something to about a good job opportunity "


'what's that? I didn't remember applying for any job right why are they all tempting my soul, but on second thought it wouldn't kill to take a look right '

"Tell that person I will be there in a few minutes" after giving my reply I went into the bathroom to freshen up, coming out of the bathroom into the dresser looking at window I then realised the sun was already shinning off its golden rays, 'does this mean I cried till dawn '

looking at my appearance in the mirror ''not good! not good!'' My face was all red and swollen from the crying. I applied some cream and concealer to hide the red patches. I dressed in a white T-shirt and skinny jeans, tied my hair into a ponytail and was ready to go see my unknown guest.