My Love Options Are A Bit Difficult

2021-04-18

  Chapter 362: Life Disappointment Point Wake Up

In fact, compared to the Tsuzuki couple, Natsume Kaede is still Can feel.

Aunt Fukushima is obviously an extrovert. She is gentle but also not lacking in toughness. It is best to describe it as soft, medium with hard outer circle and inner square.

And Uncle Tsuzuki is definitely a cold-hearted person, even if his face always has a sense of majesty, the gentleness in the eyes of his daughter can still be caught by Natsume Kaede .

And he is not a child anymore. Although he has never been a father, he still understands what it means to be a father.

Even if the mouth is harder sometimes, there is still no less to give.

Maybe Tsuzuki Hua really has the personality of his father of common origins, otherwise the personality of the father and daughter will not be so similar.

It’s just that Natsume Kaede has no good way to deal with the difficulties that girls are facing now, so they can only comfort her tentatively.

[I understand, I will ask father.

[Hmm. ]

The topic fell into silence again.

It's really easy to talk about the sky to death, but there is also a unique feeling of shyness for girls.

The chat box quickly refreshed with a new message.

【I didn't accompany you in the past few days. You will not be angry, will you? 】

Natsume Kaede deleted the information she originally edited, and re-edited it after thinking about it for a while.

[If I get angry because of this kind of thing, it is not suitable for living together in the future. ]

[There is an old saying in the celestial dynasty called "of all virtues filial piety is most important". It is your grandfather who dies no matter how emotionally it is. Reasonable in every circumstance, you have to give him a good ride. Please don’t have to Worry about me at this time. ]

[And it’s just a few days, I still have several decades. ]

It’s a bit unpleasant to say something.

Talking about love at such times always feels wrong.

After all, when the other's relatives just passed away and were going to be funeral, Natsume Kaede always felt a little uncomfortable if she flirted with her at the moment.

Sometimes what happens is what you should do. If everything is up to you, regardless of the feelings of the other person, the lifespan of this relationship will not last long.

[I see.]

On the other side of the network data connection, through the endless colorful data ocean, the girl’s cheeks are mapped in front of the mobile phone screen.

Came back to his senses from the information on the screen, Tsuzuki Hua Qiang endured his heartbeat and turned off his mobile phone.

"Natsume-kun, Natsume-kun. Natsume-kun."

"Really. I want to stay with you all the time."

"hu~"

She kept whispering his name, and finally put out a breath slowly.

In response to Natsume Kaede's answer, Tsuzuki Hua immediately felt his heart filled with warm current after a brief loss of consciousness.

She knows that although she is a senpai in the academy, it is very difficult to deal with whether it is academic or other, but facing the maturity of Natsume Kaede, she always seems very clumsy, even many times before, It is also because he is backward compatible with himself, which may not have been much before, but after confirming the relationship last time, she was a little frightened.

When people infinitely amplify the emotion of liking on others, they will infinitely expand any advantages of the other person and explore their own shortcomings more clearly.

Maybe Natsume Kaede was right.

This thing about age may not be so obvious after middle age. After all, it has already passed the years, and the mind has matured to a certain level. The difference is probably the experience, but in the youth The age at that time is really an insurmountable experience gap.

In addition, Natsume Kaede had been in the society for several years before crossing. Even if he changed his body, the red dust still remained. Sometimes Tsuzuki Kaede could even get from him. I saw a little shadow of father on his body.

Obviously I wanted to help, but I was always taken care of.

Although this feeling of being taken care of is very comfortable, she has no sense of security while being taken care of.

Feelings have always been paid in two directions, and the one-way one is called licking the dog.

It’s just that one aspect of the effort has not been rewarded. After all, I still feel bored and even think that I am dragging a bottle of oil.

In general, the failure to give him anything is Tsuzuki Hua’s greatest sense of insecurity.

Tsuzuki Hua slightly lowered her eyes, her fingers wrapped around her hair, her thin cherry-colored lips she didn't know what to do.

"But I really don't seem to be able to help him at all."

"Oh"

A sigh of sadness and sadness sounded faintly in the cold.

"Ah Hua, is there something bothering you?"

This voice sounded a little abruptly, especially in this backyard, where there was no one. .

Tsuzuki's body is slightly trembled, and he turned his head slowly to see the visitor clearly, and his voice asked a little hesitantly: "father? Why are you here?"

Tsuzuki Ryuusuke He pressed his eldest daughter's move to get up, pulled his sleeve and sat cross-legged down, leaning against his daughter's side.

This backyard is very quiet, because of winter, even Insect Cry can't hear it, only the sound of the wind remains.

Standing upright and sitting on the wooden board at the courtyard corridor interface, the clogs on his feet gently stepped on the soft ground, Tsuzuki Ryusuke looked sideways at his daughter.

"What's going on these days, I haven't seen you quite right in the past two days. If you have something to do, just tell me, don't keep it in your heart."

His voice seems to have changed a bit today. It's not as dignified and harsh as before, but rather unusually gentle.

"I'm fine." Tsuzuki Hua hesitated.

"Almost all your thoughts are written on your face, this state is very difficult to see on your face." Seeing her daughter refused to say, Tsuzuki Ryusuke turned his head and looked at the stars, each minding their The shook the head of own business, laughed rather helplessly: "As a father, I can’t be trusted by my daughter. It’s a shame to say it."

Tsuzuki Ryuusuke suppressed the sadness in his heart and looked in his eyes. It gradually became a little hollow, and the shadow was a little bleak under the shroud of moonlight.

He has some feelings recently because of various things, but in fact, some are more able to figure it out.

Perhaps everything I pursue is just a castle in the air, and only family members can really feel it.

Frustration in life can wake up people the most, and he may be in this state now.

And now, the person who can feel this change of state most is Tsuzuki Hua who is sitting next to him.

She looked at her father with a very tired face, but she was kind of gentle from the past. She seemed to be deliberately taking care of her emotions, and she was a little touched for a while.

Tsuzuki Hua shook her palm, gently exhales one breath saying, her face gradually became firmer.

Suddenly she turned her head and raised her neck, and asked softly: "Father, I want to ask you something, can you tell me?"

Tsuzuki Ryukai was stunned. It is rare for a daughter to have such a serious look.

It looks a bit naive, but now it makes him feel a little bit.

"You have grown up, I can tell you what you want to know."

(End of this chapter)