My Love Options Are A Bit Difficult

2021-05-29

  Chapter 444 A big mouthful of dry rice is just a stopgap measure    [He who suffers humiliation and then turns his grief and anger into appetite Dry rice] or [Crazy roar with a straight waist and a stomach drenched in heavy rain]

Tsuzuki Aya finally chose the former resolutely and resolutely.

She finally fully understood the first principle in life.

People have meaning only if they live, but they are worthless when they die.

What kind of shit plan is to run away from home for the so-called freedom. How can a lady like me be so downhearted that I can't even beggar? This is definitely because I didn't find the most correct way.

Besides, my starting point was originally wrong, so I should change my thinking and think more comprehensively.

A gentleman can bear the humiliation for ten years before taking revenge, how is she worse than those gentlemen?

Isn’t it just shiver coldly lying on your stomach in the shadow of the old man, and then staying in the warm room with tears in the warm room to eat?

Endure it!

My Tsuzuki Ayai is not weaker than others in my life, and it’s just a stopgap measure!

I was also at a loss because I first met Natsume Kaede, a stranger Onixan, otherwise I would have to catch a cold without him sending myself back, and the clothes I used to be warm and dry would get wet again.

Although it seems that I have missed the "True Fated Son of Heaven" in this dream, I still fell into the hands of my eldest sister. After careful calculation, I will not be a loss. Well, after all, don't let one's own fertile water flow into others' field.

But thinking of this, she began to regret it again. If she could be a few years older, she probably wouldn’t make her eldest sister anymore. After all, I think that Onixan is very good and gentle. At the same time, he was not afraid of his father. If he married him, he would definitely not have to look at his face in the future.

It's a pity.

Tsuzuki Ayai held her cheek in her small hand in thought for a while, saw the fruit plate shelved on the table in front of him, picked up an apple and bit his mouth, suddenly thought of something and asked: "Sister, if you and Natsume big brother, if I get married, can I be a bridesmaid in the future?"

Although I can't be a bride, can I be a bridesmaid?

And when the time comes, I can still wear beautiful clothes, take a beautiful picture and post it in the dynamic line of the line, just thinking about it will definitely be envied by others.

Of course, her fundamental purpose is not to wear beautiful clothes, but to wish her eldest sister a happy wedding.

Although it was just divine light flashed, it made Tsuzuki Hua who was listening in his ears stunned.

Get married?

Obviously, I have never thought about it, but it seems that I am very close to myself now.

And this vocabulary seems to possess a special magic power, which kind of made her breathing become unstable.

Are you married to Natsume-kun?   Then what kind of wedding should be done?

If it is according to her previous ideas, the classical island wedding will be fine. Wearing a plain kimono in the pavilion seems to be the most classic wedding scene.

But now Tsuzuki Hua is a little shaken. The solemn and solemn wedding ceremony is very good, but after careful consideration, she always feels that something is missing. Compared with the solemn and solemn wedding scene, she now prefers Being close to nature is like holding a wedding in front of the sea. Would it be more artistic?

Or in places like Liuyi Garden and Ueno Park, holding a wedding in April when the cherry blossoms are flying, it must be the best memory in a lifetime.

And her instinct always tells her faintly that Natsume-kun must be more inclined to the latter.

After such a long time of contact, although the two people are not familiar with their family members, they also know a lot about each other's temperaments and preferences.

Tsuzuki Hua naturally discovered that Natsume Kaede doesn’t seem to like the solemn scenes, nor the crowded and lively places. Instead, he prefers to go quietly in places close to nature and silent. Hear and watch everything the natural beauty has to offer.

She didn't have much sense of these before, and she liked to sit alone in a quiet place, because she didn't want to be looked at by outsiders, but she didn't really like the taste of tranquility.

But now I like it more and more, of course, there is a prerequisite-that is to stay with Natsume Kaede.

Tsuzuki Hua didn't know that he had gradually become like Natsume Kaede.

Although I understand from the bottom of my heart that I seem to have begun to change a lot, this kind of quiet change does not feel bad.

Seeing that the eldest sister was distracted for a long time just because she asked a question, Tsuzuki Aya thought she was unwilling, put down the apple in her hand and bit half of the apple, extend the hand dangling in front of her After two times, the dainty and delicate Qiong nose wrinkled slightly, and asked in a grieved tone:    "Big sister? Why are you not talking, are you unwilling?"

"en? "

Tsuzuki Hua reacted from Akira, a trace of trance appeared in his eyes.

I just mentioned the matter of getting married, and I have forgotten my worries from last night to now.

After listening to what Aya said in front of her, she pursed her cherry-colored lips, frowned slightly, and asked, "If you count your age, it’s probably better to be a flower girl. It’s more appropriate."

Tsuzuki Ayai hearing this little face drooped and pouted, his eyes gu lu gu lu turned, as if thinking of something, he hurriedly tugged Tsuzuki Hua’s arm Said coquettishly: "I don't want to be a stupid flower girl standing under the stage. People also want to put on beautiful clothes and stand on stage, eldest sister~"

"I am not too much of this kind of process. Familiar, you can ask mother."

Tsuzuki Hua was a little helpless with her such fake and obvious coquetry, so she had to transfer the topic and firepower to her mother.

"Ask Mother~"

Tsuzuki Aya wilted in an instant.

"She didn't want me to get involved with any family affairs. Maybe when the time comes, she would tell me to sit down obediently, just like guarding against the thief outside. It seems that I was born a restless man."

Although Tsuzuki Hua wanted to ask "Isn't it", but couldn't bear to hit her and finally didn't say it.

Seeing that her coquetry tactics had failed, Tsuzuki Aya squashed her mouth and let go of her arm, grabbed the half-bitten apple and began to eat it again.

It seems to be the reason for the suffocation in my heart. Tsuzuki Ayai madly output to the apples, only half a minute to gnaw the remaining apples clean, and then took a little bit of flesh. Throwing his core into the trash can, he took a tissue from the table in front of him and wiped his palm.

Her cheeks bulged up like a squirrel, as if she could vent all the grievances into her mouth.

Tsuzuki Aya fiercely chewed the pulp in his mouth, holding his cheek unhappily, his eyes suddenly lit up, thinking about it and trying to swallow the pulp in his mouth as hard as possible, but because The reason for swallowing too much at one time was stuck in her throat, and she couldn't help but quickly patted her chest.

After swallowing, she almost didn't come up with a breath. Tsuzuki Aya drank a mouthful of water and pressed it down. After several strokes, she let out a long sigh, feeling as if she had lived again.

(End of this chapter)