My Love Options Are A Bit Difficult

2021-06-30

  Chapter 503 is actually the big brother wrong.

Seeing Amamiya Izumi still lowering his head and whispering , The big tears of the bean grains kept falling from the eye sockets and fainted on the skin on the back of the hand. Natsume Kaede decided not to pretend not to exist anymore, hesitated and said softly: "What's the matter, I cried all of a sudden?"

His voice seemed very sudden in this environment, as if someone was studying attentively and was interrupted when his ears were not listening to things outside the window. Amamiya Izumi clearly trembled slightly when he heard the voice, but I don’t know. Was it scared or something?

"Brother Oni-sama is awake? I'm sorry, but I awakened you."

Amamiya Izumi turned his head and looked around and found that Natsume Kaede was already awake and sitting Beside him, he stammered a little apologetically.

Natsume Kaede saw tears on her face, and the weeping beauty who was still crying until this moment, couldn’t help feeling a little distressed, extended the hand patted her shoulder, and asked softly: "It’s okay. Why are you crying, is it because the TV show is so touching?" Amamiya Izumi quickly wiped the tears with the back of her hand, but there were a lot of tears dripping on the back of her hand, so she can wipe it anyway. I couldn't wipe it cleanly, and instead fainted the tears that were dripping away, making the whole face and the back of my hands full of tears. Finally, I quickly touched my clothes and wiped the tears from my face with the palm of my hand. This looks better than the face just now.

She barely pulled out an ugly smile on her face. Although the deliberate traces were very obvious, she still explained in a low voice: "I'm fine, I just remembered the past suddenly."

Even Amamiya Izumi feels uncomfortable at the moment, but I still say sorry directly. I was caught because my crying look was so ugly, but I accidentally woke up Natsume Kaede who was asleep, feeling guilty. At the same time it was a little uncomfortable.

People always want to hide their weaknesses, even their loved ones don’t want to be known.

Natsume Kaede hearing this can’t help but be stunned, subconsciously can’t help thinking, is it because I left her out of the cold during this time? After all, Izumi has changed a lot because of her relationship, even if it’s better hidden Sometimes clues are revealed, and it is obvious that he still insists on the previous thoughts.

But after thinking about it again, it feels wrong. Although he should go out on a date, he still has the habit of staying out at night, and once he has time to wait until Amamiya Izumi ends school in the afternoon, if there is no club For departmental activities, she was taken to various places in Tokyo to play.

It is absolutely not enough to say that it is left out.

But if we talk about the past, apart from cheap parents, Natsume Kaede really can't think of anything related to Izumi.

He was silent for a while, took out two tissues from the table and handed them over, after considering a word, sighed and said: "Is it because of father and mother?"

Amamiya Izumi took the tissue and was wiping tears, hearing this lifts the head in amazement, a little surprised that he guessed so accurately, his lips squirmed and wanted to say something, but he hesitated for a while or nodded: "en."

"Do you miss them?" Natsume Kaede finally understood the source of her tears in combination with the story on the TV just now, and also saw that she didn't say what she just wanted to say, and said with a pursed mouth: " If you want to tell your big brother, just say it straight. There is no need to worry that I will be angry and disagree."

Amamiya Izumi's slightly pale lips opened, as if he was hesitating. Speaking out, looking at his face seriously looking at him, his tone did not seem to be false, biting his lip or making up his mind, couldn't help saying: "Oni-sama don't want my parents and mother?"

"Me?"

Natsume Kaede was shocked at hearing this.

Amamiya Izumi thought that he had already said it, and looked at him firmly nodded.

Natsume Kaede was silent for a while.

"I want to."

"Then why are you."

Natsume Kaede looked at Amamiya Izumi's hesitation and stopped speaking, and looked down. He asked her softly, "Why don't you look for them, right?"

". Hmm."

Amamiya Izumi is a little nodded who dare not admit it, It was as if he was afraid that he would be angry next second.

But then Natsume Kaede did not act abnormally, even her face did not deteriorate as expected, she couldn't help but let her be slightly relaxed in her heart, and she couldn't help but speed up the action of wiping tears. The tissue wiped from the tears was held in his hand.

It's just a sentence from Natsume Kaede that made her panic.

"In fact, the big brother was wrong."

"ahhhh?"

Amamiya Izumi held the tissue in his hand tightly, looking at the apologetic face Natsume Kaede, she couldn't help but opened her mouth slightly, she didn't understand why he suddenly wanted to apologize.

"I'm sorry, Izumi."

Natsume Kaede saw that she hadn't reacted yet, and touched her head with a wry smile, and softly explained: "Actually you can see me I didn’t have too much willingness to find them. It was also because I and my father hadn’t seen each other for many years, and Aunt Amamiya was just your mother after all. My real mother had already passed away."

"If you say something ugly, it means that I don't really care about them. The relationship between my father and me is probably nine out of ten by blood, and Aunt Amamiya is even more consistent in my memory. I almost don’t remember the appearance."

"Although you may hate me by saying that, I don’t think I should lie to you."

Natsume Kaede said nothing like this. Without concealing it, he spoke the truth in the most straightforward words.

Actually this is also true.

Originally, he was a counterfeit traveler, and he had never seen the original parents. How could he have any feelings? Even if he occupied the body of others and thanked the original, he would definitely not turn to the original. On the heads of the father and the stepmother, the original body should be thanked.

After all, from an objective point of view, the father of the original body has not fulfilled the corresponding responsibilities. There is no reason to live independently.

A child in a country can live independently and live independently, so everyone is a genius and a guest!    With Natsume Kaede searching for the memory of the original body in his head, he was often bullied when he went to work in middle school, and he was also bullied by the bad things in the school when he went to school. This is also the original body's later exercise. The main reason for the body.

Until later, the original body alone practiced hard, and through receiving the repair list, he could pay the expensive high school fees, but life was still not satisfactory, and the energy was distracted, and his schoolwork was definitely not successful. In the end, he was in the second year Reluctantly dropped out of school.

Even if some places inherited the shadow of father, I am afraid that gratitude is more of a fertility.

Natsume Kaede feels that asking Asaka Fukai to look for it is considered as an effort. In reality, he can’t find any effective way. After all, his parents’ identity is also outrageous enough. He is just a bit ordinary and extraordinary. Ordinary people are not omniscient and omnipotent gods.

"I don't blame oni-sama, in fact, I take it for granted. If you look at it from the perspective of oni-sama, even if you don’t go to find father, it’s a matter of course. I. I. I can understand."

After listening to Natsume Kaede’s explanation, Amamiya Izumi said that he could understand Natsume Kaede. He just thought that Natsume Kaede once lived on his own. Basically, you can imagine each Kind of difficulty and hard work.

But being distressed for my brother is one aspect, and missing my parents is another aspect. Her tone is still a bit sad.

Natsume Kaede also sighed slightly, feeling that this kind of thing is really hard to tell.

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