My Paranoid Crippled Husband

After dinner. Doctor Bai Mo accompanied Sihan to play chess, while Yin Qingning and Nuoyi were comfortably enjoying the peace of the night on the rattan chair in the back garden.

"How's Yin Qingqing?" Nuoyi still cares about it. "Did you embarrass you because of me?"

"Can she embarrass me?" Yin Qingning suddenly felt whether she had been underestimated. "As for the ability to be pressed by her since childhood, if she really doesn't have such ability."

"It only shows that you are tough enough." Nuoyi's head gently leaned against Yan Qingning's shoulder, cupped his mouth and said with some pain: "if it weren't for your heart as hard as stone, you would have been bullied by the good mother and daughter for so many years."

"They didn't dare to do anything while their father was still there." Yin Qingning mentioned her father, and her beautiful eyes dimmed slightly. "Although the father said he was very kind to Mrs. Yin, he always knew that it was someone else's child, not the Yan Family's child."

"But your father still had to disclose Yin Qingqing's identity because you were absent from the charity party because of me."

"You're not to blame for that." Yan Qingning subconsciously raised her voice, but her voice softened immediately after seeing noyi's surprised eyes. "It's all in the past. There's no need to mention it again."

"That was supposed to be an executive moment in your life." Nuoyi said, and whispered, "but did you just hurt me? Sure enough, you still care about it."

"I said I didn't mind." Yin Qingning kept tightening her hand holding the cane chair, and it seemed that she was suffering something. "For me, it was just a charity party. Even if Yin Qingqing's identity was exposed, it doesn't matter."

"Yeah." Nuoyi leaned her head on Yan Qingning's shoulder again, and said somewhat discouraged, "but it has always been a knot in my heart for so many years. I always think it's because of me that I delayed you."

"Don't think so." Yin Qingning's heart is really cramped, and even makes people unable to breathe. "Don't think about it day by day."

"All right." Nuoyi yawned and muttered, "if you don't mention it, don't mention it. Anyway, now that you have Sihan, everything will be all right."

"It's never broken." Yan Qingning's beautiful eyes flowed, and when she looked up at the balcony on the second floor, she met the deep eyes. "Before I married him, I had my own way of doing things. After I married him, my way of doing things still hasn't changed, but there is a backer behind me and a harbor where I can rest when I'm tired."

"I'm different. I want to be someone else's backer." When Nuoyi said such words, the corners of her mouth always smiled sweetly. "But so far, there has been no one for me to protect, so I haven't played my role."

——*

On the way back. Bai Mo drives the car steadily and can hold hands with Nuoyi from time to time.

"Let's be together." He said this sentence out of guard, and then pretended not to care and looked at the road ahead. "I've been thinking for a long time. I think we're very suitable to be together."

"Where does it fit?" Nuoyi is full now, and her stomach is also swollen. "How long have we been together? Do you know we are suitable?"

"Isn't it appropriate?" Bai Mo holds the steering wheel in one hand and Nuoyi's small hand in the other. "Haven't I done that now? You haven't had any relationship with other men since you were with me."

"Do you think I'm defending myself for you?" Nuoyi shook off Bai Mo's hand and looked out of the window. "I'm just busy these days, so I don't have time."

"I really love you." Although Bai Mo knew that she might not believe such words, she still wanted to say them. "I want more than just the relationship we have now."

"You don't want to say you want to marry me?" Nuoyi looked at Bai Mo with an unbelievable appearance, then covered her mouth and laughed loudly. "No, no, no! What we agreed was just for fun! You still want to get a red book with me now?"

"Is marriage such a funny thing?" Bai Mo doesn't quite understand what Nuoyi thinks in her heart. "Don't all love end up trying to get married?"

"Will there be no divorce after marriage?" Nuoyi's words are like pouring a basin of cold water. "If this is true, the divorce rate will not be so high."

"You..."

"What's more, you don't know what I used to be like." Nuoyi is still smiling sweetly at the corners of her mouth, but the fleeting pain in her eyes makes people care. "If you knew, you wouldn't want to be with me."

"Did you need to know before?" Bai Mo directly parked the car on the roadside with a double flash. "Nuoyi, what I love is your present and future. I don't mind or want to know what your past is."

"But if you don't understand my past, you don't really understand me." Nuoyi was startled by the sudden white ink, and couldn't help but say with a conditioned reflex, "Why are you suddenly sticking so close?"

"I love you." Bai Mo didn't say anything else. He just hugged her gently in his arms and repeated it in her ears. "I love you, I love you."

"Hey, you're crazy." Nuoyi really thinks that the three words "I love you" are the same as what he said on the tip of his heart. "If you are like this, I won't be with you in the future. I'll save you a misunderstanding at that time."

"What did you look like in the past?" Bai Mo's voice is a little hoarse, as if he is forcibly enduring some emotion. "If you know the past, can you really be with you?"

"How can you possibly understand me in the past?" Nuoyi thinks this is a dead circle. No one can understand his real past, the past he doesn't want to mention. "Well... I remember there is a milk tea shop ahead. Would you buy me a cup of milk tea?"

"OK." Bai Mo slowly released her and looked at her very seriously. "Milk tea can be bought for you, but I will understand your past."

"Hey, say that again." Nuoyi really thinks it's boring. "We're just playing. Can you be reasonable?"