My Second Marriage

But no matter how sad, no matter how much pain, it will not help.

Lu Yuanzhi is very ill now. There is no medicine to cure him, and I can only watch him leave me.

He has been in the hospital for nearly a week, since this week, he can only rely on infusion to maintain life, can't speak, can't eat, can only look at me.

This week, I almost never leave him. I don't even remember to eat.

I thought that if I took care of him so carefully, he might get better. I thought maybe there would be a miracle, but in fact, the miracle did not happen. After another week, on a cloudy morning when the sun did not come out, Lu Yuanzhi still left.

Yesterday I was holding his hand, but after that it was too sleepy, so I squinted for a while. In a daze, I seemed to hear Lu Yuanzhi calling my name.

When I opened my eyes, I found that he had gone, his breath was gone, and his hands began to become cold and stiff. I cried out in horror, but I still didn't call him back.

He just like this, in a quiet morning, suddenly left me.

When I reacted, he had gone far away, even without saying the last word to me, so he left in a hurry.

At the beginning, I couldn't accept this reality at all. As soon as I closed my eyes, all the pictures flashed in my head were his pictures.

In the three days after his death, I couldn't sleep all day, and then shut myself in the room without eating or drinking, and even began to have hallucinations in my head.

It wasn't until the fourth day that xing'er suddenly knocked the door open, and then fell into my arms and cried. His cry became louder and louder, which brought me back from the edge of collapse.

At that time, I didn't know what was wrong with me. After hearing xing'er's cry, I suddenly felt that I was beginning to become clear in front of me, and all the sadness that had been blocked in my heart was released. I held xing'er and cried for a while.

When I was tired with crying, I was afraid that he would fall asleep in his arms again. When I woke up again, my whole life began to recover, and my normal state was gone. So I accepted the fact that Lu Yuanzhi had left me.

After attending Lu Yuanzhi's funeral, I locked myself in my room for three days, sorted out all the things about him, and then put all those things in a safe and sealed them up forever.

After all this, I received a call from Wen chuyang.

"I know you are very sad now, but I still want to see you again. I don't know it's not convenient now. If it's convenient, would you like to come out?" Wen chuyang's words with a trace of concern, the voice sounds magnetic and with a kind of elegant feeling, people feel very comfortable inside.

I hesitated for a while, and then I said, "OK, you can wait for me in the coffee shop where you meet next time. I'll come out in a moment."

It's time for Xiaolan to talk about this, because the baby in my stomach is getting bigger and bigger now, for more than five months.

He has started to move now. If I don't deal with this matter, I'm afraid it will have a bad influence on him in the future.

When I got to the coffee shop, Wen chuyang was already waiting for me there. This time, his smile was obvious, and there was a bunch of red roses in front of his desk.

As soon as I came to him, he stood up, put the rose on his chest and handed it to me with a smile.

"Thank you

I took the rose and put it under my nose for a while before I put it aside.

I haven't collected roses for a long time. I can't remember when I was so kind to me the last time I collected roses, which made me a little flattered.

We are old husbands and wives. After being married for such a long time, we naturally use less means to deal with little girls and send flowers.

I thought we would go on like an old husband and wife, and then gradually begin to grow old.

But what I didn't expect was that so many things happened behind us, which caught us all by surprise.

But now we are sitting face to face, although he is Wen chuyang, I am Jiang Qin, but I don't know why, I always feel that we have become a little different.

It's not the one he used to be, I'm not the one I used to be, and the feelings between me are not as invincible as before.

On the contrary, he and I are estranged once more, and there is more estrangement between them. When he looks at me, although his eyes are still so hard, he lacks a sense of familiarity.

It's all in front of us, and it's starting to complicate our relationship.

We just sat face to face and talked about some very common questions, just about whether we had a good time recently.

It can be said that there is nothing new between us now. Although we are together, it is almost the same as not being together.

"By the way, have you ever had any memory reset surgery? You really can't remember those things before? " I'm still a little unwilling. I look up and ask him.

He nodded, and there was a look of doubt in his eyes.

"Nothing. I'm just asking. Don't be so nervous!"

I watched his face become more and more nervous, so I began to comfort him.

He nodded, sat down again, eyes turned to me from time to time, but not before so many words.

After a long time, when everything in front of him was almost finished, Wen chuyang got up and handed me a small box. He said slowly, "this thing was found when I was rummaging. There was a note on it saying that you like it. I think it should be what I wanted to give you before. It's impossible, I haven't had time to say

My brother took the box from his hand, opened it and found that there was a music box inside. On the music box was a little girl dancing. The little girl was very beautiful and tall.

The music that came out of the music box was sung to me by Wen chuyang.

After hearing the music, I couldn't help but start to see some emission in my eyes. Two tears snored and rolled out.