My Second Marriage

Looking at him like this, I began to be in a trance and didn't know how to face him.

Wen chuyang is beautiful now, like the sunshine in spring, but I don't know how long it will last.

Because he doesn't have any memory of me now, just relying on the things I told him, so he decided that I was always in his heart.

But if he is really remembered as a wise man, his memory can not be recovered, that is to say, he and I are very familiar strangers.

I know all about him, but he doesn't know me at all.

I'm even afraid that if such two people live together in the future, will they suddenly find that he may have no me in his heart one day.

As soon as the idea came out, it got out of hand and made my whole body panic.

"What's the matter with you? Is there something wrong? " Wen chuyang looked back at me and seemed to find something wrong in my eyes.

"No, I'm just a little tired. You can take me back first." I murmured a, lowered his head to no longer look at him, the whole person began to feel sleepy.

Maybe it's because of the baby in my stomach. Recently, I feel that I need more and more sleep.

Wen chuyang didn't speak any more. He just drove the car quietly and sent me back to Jiang Yichen's residence.

He opened the door to let me out of the car. I went directly to the door, then turned back and waved to her. Then I directly turned to open the door and went in.

When the door closed, I couldn't see him or feel his eyes. I was relieved.

Jiang Yicheng was in the sofa of the room. When he saw me coming in, he just nodded slightly, didn't get up, didn't speak.

Since the death of Lu Yuanzhi, we began to feel that life has been very long.

As soon as you open your eyes, you can see how he died.

Jiang Yichen and I are almost too many, eyes flow, with a very faint sadness.

Fortunately, xing'er has been sent to the kindergarten these days, so he is relatively speechless during the day. Looking at each other without speaking, he can survive.

But in the evening, wake up and chatter, it makes people feel particularly irritable, just like there are dozens of sparrows singing there.

This kind of day has lasted for more than ten days. At this time, I feel like I'm crazy. The shadow of Lu Yuanzhi's death is always on me. I often close my eyes to see him smile at me. Then when I open my eyes, I find that he is not in front of me at all.

During this period, Wen chuyang would come to see me every day. Sometimes when he saw that I didn't look right, he would make fun of me or buy me some small things.

He often said: "if you are so unhappy, I'm afraid I won't even recognize you at that time. If you feel so sad every day, the wrinkles in your eyes will get deeper and deeper. Then one day I suddenly find that you have become an old lady. Don't regret it then!"

I know that he meant well to let me come out of my bad mood, but the cold jokes he gave me didn't make me smile at all.

I don't know how long I'll be in such a muddle. Only when it seems like this can I feel more comfortable.

I often go out on foot alone for a whole day. I can't sleep well until he comes back exhausted and lies in bed again.

Before, I never thought about what I would be like when the people around me left.

But now after experiencing it personally, I know that missing is really painful, because you know that he is gone, but you still can't help missing him.

What's more, when you miss you, your heart will start to ache.

Sometimes when I look at the sunshine outside the window, I suddenly hear Lu Yuanzhi calling me from behind. But often at this time, when I look back, I just look at the quiet and cold living room.

Later, I realized that at that time, I might have had a conjecture and confused the reality with what I thought in my head.

On this day, Wen chuyang came to see me again, driving the familiar Maybach.

I happened to be free and worried that I would have some bad ideas at home by myself, so I agreed to go out with him. After getting into his car, I found that the woman who came to me last time was sitting in his car.

"Hello I smile and say hello to her awkwardly. Then I sit in the back seat of the car and don't talk any more. I didn't expect that Wen chuyang would bring her out. What does he mean by looking for me today?

The woman didn't seem to like talking very much. She just looked at me coldly in front of me and looked at me secretly from time to time. When the car stopped, he stepped on the muguang to take it back, and then came down from the car and walked towards the front.

He went to Wen chuyang's side and stretched out his hand to go to Wen Zhuyang's arm, but let Wen chuyang dodge.

Wen chuyang came up to me, ran over my shoulder, looked at me gently and asked in a low voice, "where are you going to eat today? How about the western food I took you to last time? Or the last time I took you to eat the steak, if it's not enough, I can also go to the last time to eat the hot pot. "

When Wen chuyang was talking to me, his face was full of joy. He did not hide his doting on me.

"Whatever. I think the hot pot I ate last time is pretty good. Now if there are three of us eating western food, it's not very good. Let's go to eat hot pot!" I said a, then broke away from the embrace of Wen Zhuyang, walked directly in front, also did not care about the two of them.

The atmosphere was a little embarrassed. After the two of them caught up with each other from behind, the three of us walked shoulder to shoulder, and no one answered.

Wen chuyang stretched out his hand several times and wanted to hold me, but he was dodged by my clever side.

I don't know why in front of this woman, I feel uncomfortable when Wen chuyang and I do too intimate actions.

After several unsuccessful attempts, Wen chuyang obediently walked aside and put his hands in his pocket.