My Secret Lovelife

I came home feeling heart broken retaining the mask of poker. As I couldn't put forward myself to smile. I couldn't make myself to hurt my parents with my sincere feelings of heartbreak. It was not the first time. Before also he had put me through such a dilemma.

I went to my bedroom and wept secret tears.

I couldn't bring myself to face my parents.

I opened a book and started studying. But my mind was aloof and left reality. I was thinking of those days when he would need my help to solve sums. The days we both would do programming. The days he would help me with the problems I faced in studies. Those informal talks during weekends. Those days where we all would happily spend time in the library. The day I allowed a man for the first time to use my earphones to let him listen the music I was listening to.

Sigh Sigh....

I was even heartbroken when with a mysterious laughter he claimed that he had a wife( I think he has someone in his heart already.. Girlfriend) .

I laughed along with him but my heart couldn't bring that to believe that. But after he mentioned about that wife with a blush so many times I clearly understood what he thought about me when he clearly expressed the feeling of disgust all over his face

Actually I was nothing more than a mere lab partner in his life...