My Sensual Lady

The place where Suya meets is a western restaurant. Because her live broadcast time is from 5:00 to 8:00 every night, she eats after 8:00 every night. But she didn't eat anything, just a fruit salad. I don't know why recently. My appetite for food is getting smaller and smaller. Just ordered a snack and a bottle of red wine, and then the two of us ate.

The dinner didn't last long. We didn't eat it for half an hour. Before the meeting, I had a lot to say, but after the meeting, I suddenly didn't know where to start.

I know, this is a very normal phenomenon. I remember when I was in college, my roommates knew my identity. It took them more than a week to accept my identity. Suddenly know that the loser who is taken care of by himself is the richest man in the provincial capital and the eldest brother in the province. No matter who it is, it will be a shock.

Then the two of us walked out of the western restaurant and took a walk on the road in the provincial capital.

At this time, the weather was cool, the air was fresh, and the cool wind made Suya's beautiful face blush slightly. This is my best girl in junior high school. I have deep feelings for her.

Just walk side by side with her, walking slowly in the night. I looked at the yellow street lights on both sides of the road, thought about it, and gently hugged Suya's slim body, "is it cold?"

"OK." Suya's body moved slightly when I hugged her.

Then neither of us spoke and walked quietly for a while. When five minutes passed, Suya thought and said, "you've really changed a lot."

"What has changed?" I smiled and felt unspeakable peace with the girl.

"Mature, confident and gentleman. Remember when I was in junior high school, my hands were cold and I borrowed your hands to warm my hands? When I touched you at that time, your face turned red." Suya said with a smile.

"Now, I have more girls. I have four wives and many girls who are ambiguous with me." I said with a smile.

"I can't believe you are the eldest brother and the richest man in the province," Suya said.

"Maybe this is fate," I said.

"In fact, when you were in junior high school, the conditions at home were also good?" Suya asked me.

"Well, my grandfather was a general and my uncle was the richest man in Jincheng. But they were not kind to me at that time. Although I came from a famous family, I couldn't enjoy the treatment that rich children should have. In fact, they helped me a lot, otherwise I wouldn't be today." I said.

"But you also worked hard. If you don't work hard, even if others want to help you, you can't achieve you," Suya said.

"Yes, it's hard sometimes. Look at the scar on my hand. I was bitten by a dog before. A big brother let the dog chase me and almost didn't bite me to death." I said.

"If I didn't go abroad at that time, if I took the initiative to chase you at that time, maybe you wouldn't suffer so much." Suya grabbed my hand and showed heartache in her eyes.

"Fortunately, I finally saw you." I smiled. At this moment, the air was full of continuous affection.

"Regret?" Suya asked me.

"I don't regret it," I said.

"En?" Suya's eyes lit up slightly.

"Since I chose this road, I will never regret it. If I were given a chance to choose again, I would still choose this way. This is fate. If I didn't choose this road, I wouldn't know Tang Yuxin, Han Xiyin, Zhao Xier and Na Lanyi. I wouldn't know so many good brothers now. In fact, they are the only ones It's my greatest wealth. And I don't have the ability to protect the people around me. If you can protect the people around me and someone wants to go to hell, it's me. "I said.

"Wang Yue..... Actually......" after listening to my words, Suya couldn't help frowning slightly.

"What's the matter?" I asked.

"I......" she bit her lips gently, and Suya looked at me and wanted to stop talking.

At this moment, I seemed to see something in her eyes. She can't lie to me. I know what she thinks. After thinking about it, I took her hand, took her hand and went on, "Suya, in fact, I am the same person as Wang Shuai. Sometimes I am not as good as him. I am worse than him. I am a bad person. Although I want to wash white, my hands have been stained with blood. I represent sin. I have done something that I can't erase in my life. Although I am beautiful now, I don't know what will happen tomorrow."

"You are a good girl, a clean and kind girl. I am not qualified to have a girl like you. There are many boys better than me in this world. I didn't deserve you when I was in school, and now I don't deserve you. You will find a better boy than me," I said.

Suya didn't speak.

I know Suya's feelings for me, I've known since junior high school. But I don't deserve her at that time, and now I don't deserve her.

All I can stay is Tang Yuxin, who shares weal and woe with me. She said that I am the last man in her life. All I can stay with is Zhao Xier, who has the same background as me and has the status of a gangster. Han Xiyin, who will give it to me for the first time and I can't abandon it. And nalanyi, the largest young master of Wulin aristocratic family in the Jianghu, who is not an ordinary person 。

And if Suya is with me, she will only be implicated by me. Walk into this no return road with me and spend every day in fear.

I like a flower, but I don't have to pick it. I like a gust of wind, but I don't have to keep it.

I feel very good about my current relationship with Suya. Tang Yuxin, she has left sadly. I don't want anything to happen with Suya. I can't even make friends.

And I refused her, my heart is very uncomfortable. I know her heart is also hard, but I really can't be with her.

"The person you are engaged to is the eldest lady of the Zhao family in Lin Province, isn't she?" after a quiet moment, Suya thought and asked me.

"Yes," I said.

"I know. Only girls like her are worthy of you. Ordinary girls like me are not worthy of you." Suya smiled.

"Suya, you misunderstood. It's not that she deserves me, it's that I don't deserve you." I said.

"I wish you happiness." after thinking about it, Suya took out a red envelope from the small bag.

As soon as I took her red envelope, my heart suddenly filled with an unspeakable feeling. Then looking at the calm girl in front of me, I know her heart is so lost and painful.

However, this is fate, which can not be changed in any case. Even if the person I met was her, not Tang Yuxin, I believe I will still be like this.

I have ambition.

And she and I are destined to be predestined, destined not to be together.

I tried to hold back some words that I wanted to comfort her. I bit my teeth and said to her, "thank you."

"I'm gone, have time to contact." her tone was uncomfortable and her voice drifted.

"OK," I said.

It happened to be a crossroads. We looked at each other and walked in opposite directions. At the moment when we separated, our hearts were so uncomfortable.

She doesn't think she deserves me, and I don't think I deserve her. We are not together, because we all care about each other too much. I don't want to hurt her.

"Wang Yue!" she turned and called me.

"Huh?" I turned to look at her.

"In fact, if someone can go to hell......" Suya bit her lips and looked at me with complex eyes.

"What?" I asked.

"Actually......" her voice is not big, and people seem to be struggling fiercely in their hearts.

And at this moment, the way she looked at me changed. Behind me, a dazzling light suddenly appeared. When the lamp lights up Suya's face and her beautiful eyes. I clearly felt the danger and saw that she had run to me. Grabbed my shoulder and pushed me to the side of the road.

In an instant, my whole body fell to one side and passed the speeding car. Suya, however, flew high at this moment and fell cherry blossom like blood on the ground.

"No!" the whole person's eyes couldn't help staring. I fell to the ground and yelled at Suya's body.

Then I rushed to Suya and held her in my arms. And Suya, she was looking at me pale and smiling, "Wang Yue, if someone has to go to hell, I'm willing to replace you..... Sorry, I met you too late......"