My uncle, take it easy

On such a night, Sufan didn't know what he was thinking.

Brain, seems to be a little confused, but it seems to be very sober. It's sober, but I don't know what's in the brain, empty, empty in the mind, empty in the heart.

What on earth has she been doing in the past few years? She thought she had found the love she wanted, and now, now, why does she still want to be alone? Why do you still want someone? Why is it still a person?

At that time, she met Zheng Han, the sunny and handsome boy. She received his love letter and was confessed by him in front of so many classmates. At that time, was she ever moved? Later, she met Huo Shuqing, the man who was lured by poisonous wine. Knowing that he was poisonous, she could not control herself to approach him and fall in love with him. At that time, it was her happiest time! When I was with him in Yuncheng, in the home of Shangqing Jiayuan, that was her whole life. It was the happiest period of her life. Later, he met Yifei

If only you left Rongcheng completely at that time, don't let Yifei find it. Why can't she leave Rongcheng with Nianqing? What's in that city that makes her nostalgic? Isn't it the footstep of Huo Shuqing? Huo Shuqing's life, in two cities, Rongcheng and Yuncheng, she can't go back to Yuncheng, in the city of Rongcheng, in the same time and space and he lives in the same city, even if can't meet, it's also worth it, is also her only attachment, isn't it? Because of this, she has no way to leave Rongcheng, will be found by Yifei!

What happened later? Later, why did things go wrong? Is it because of Nianqing, or is she a coward in nature? Can't she live without the love of Huo Shuqing and Yifei? How could she do that? Clearly she can live alone, clearly she can live alone with Nianqing, why does she want to stay in Rongcheng and tangle with Yifei?

After all, it's all her fault, isn't it? Therefore, Huo Shuqing doesn't believe in her and should no longer give her support, right?

She deserves it! She deserves to be alone and ye Minhui deserves to be responsible for everything.

Raised his head, wry smile, tears in the orbit spin, but did not let it flow out.

Now, even if it's tears, it's useless. Tears, never used, is that she forgot this, forget. It is clear that she has known one thing since she was a child. If she wants to be liked and affirmed by others, she has to strive to become what others like and do what others like. But how can she forget it? Must be these years too good, overjoyed!

Yes, I'm overjoyed. In fact, she has not changed at all. No matter in the past or now, she is always Sufan who stands at the gate of Suxiu's courtyard and doesn't know where the door is.

When I was a sophomore in senior high school, my family's income was very poor. In addition, the year before, my grandfather was seriously ill and spent a lot of money to treat his illness. My family couldn't make ends meet and still owed tens of thousands of yuan to relatives and neighbors. Even if it cost money, my grandfather died.

On that day, my grandfather went to the funeral and all my relatives left. And she had to go back to the school in the city, so she was ready to leave. She packed up her books at home, and wanted to get to school as early as possible. After all, it was getting dark, so she had to go quickly, and then she had to take the laundry this week, and of course, the cost of living this week. Because she lived in high school and went home once a week. Although she had saved as much as she could, she had to pay ten yuan for three meals a day. If you buy something like sanitary napkins, soap and toothpaste, it will cost nearly 100 yuan six days a week.

The high school she went to is the best public high school in Xiangshui city. Although the tuition fees are fixed, in order to improve the quality of teaching, the school compulsorily purchased all kinds of learning materials for the students from the first year of high school, and the teachers worked overtime on Saturday. Her high school had to pay a lot of money. At that time, there was no scholarship at all. All the money was paid by parents.

In the first year of senior high school, although the family was under great financial pressure because of her grandfather's illness, her father insisted on reading to her all the time. Since the second year of high school, the pressure has become even greater. So, everything broke out on the night after grandfather's funeral.

She packed up and went to her adoptive parents to ask for living expenses, but before she came in, she heard her adoptive mother say to her adoptive father, "don't let Xiaofan go to school, get married quickly! Today, aunt Zhao came to see me again. That family is Xiaofan. Aunt Zhao said that if we get married now, we can give more betrothal gifts and just pay back all the money we owe. "

Are you going to marry her off?

Sufan's body is stiff.

Late autumn night, the wind is still very cold, not to mention her dress is still very thin.

"Don't say it. Xiao Fan is still so young. Who will he marry? What's more, if you want to marry Xiaofan to the silly son of that family, you can think of it. " Adoptive father to adoptive mother.

"If she were old, would they give us so much money?" The foster mother said, "besides, what kind of school and book does a girl go to? No matter how many books you read, you have to marry a man and have a baby. Why don't you take advantage of the high price and get married as soon as possible. "

"Shut up, are you marrying or selling your daughter? And married at a high price? " The adoptive father was angry.

"She wasn't born to us. We can't afford to eat our food, wear our clothes, and spend so much money on her study, can we?" Motherhood.

Su fan standing at the door, at that moment, his heart was broken.

She is not her own, so she is just an item, just like the sheep raised by my grandfather before. If you fatten up, you will sell it, otherwise you will lose money if you eat grass again.

Tears rolled in her eyes.

She didn't know whether she should push the door in for living expenses or promise her adoptive mother to marry someone in exchange for money to fill the loopholes in her family. However, her body, frozen, motionless.

"Kui, Kui, Kui? You know the money in your head! " The adoptive father was still wearing white filial piety clothes. When he heard his wife say so, he was so angry that he came down from the pit, "I tell you, Xiaofan is my daughter. I want my daughter to go to the best university and read a lot of books!"

"Going to college? Do you have the money to send her to college? " Motherhood.

The adoptive father was speechless.

"Listen to me, I'll calculate. We'll pay off our debts and get the flower house up. That's the number. I'll tell Aunt Zhao to marry Xiaofan as long as we can get that number. What's the use of going to college or something? Get married and have children early. " Motherhood.

The adoptive father was angry and pointed to his wife, but he couldn't say a word. An honest man, at the critical moment, can't turn his head and speak.

"You are also angry. Anyway, she will marry sooner or later. It's better to marry sooner than later." The foster mother said, "look back, I'll go and talk to Aunt Zhao."

Su fan turns around and walks into his room step by step. He sits by the bed and looks at the schoolbag he just packed and the handbag for clothes. Tears come out of his eyes uncontrollably.

On the door, there was a knock.

She quickly wiped away her tears and went to open the door.

She's an adoptive mother with a smile on her face.

"Xiao Fan, have you packed everything?" Asked the foster mother.

"Well, all right." She said.

"Later your brother will come and take you to the city. This is your living expenses. Take it and leave early! " Motherhood.

"Well, thank you." Su fan bowed his head, but he didn't know whether he should take the money from his adoptive mother.

"Take it. Oh, there are some steamed buns left in the kitchen these days. You can take some for school." Motherhood.

"Well, I've installed a little." Su Fan said.

At this time, the second aunt's cousin came and wanted to go to work in the city, so he came to pick up Su fan and left on the same road. Su fan carries her schoolbag. Her cousin carries it to her and leaves home together.

When she left home, she looked back at the light in the yard and at her adoptive father, who was dressed in white, standing at the door of the main room. Her broken heart was still in pain.

"Did uncle give you the living expenses?" My cousin asked her in the car.

She nodded.

My cousin took out his wallet and stuffed her with two bills, two hundred bills.

Su fan was stunned and looked at his cousin.

"You are so thin, eat more, or how to read?" My cousin said with a smile, "you are the scholar of our family. You are the first one to take the university entrance examination in our family. If you want to study hard, you can't study without enough food, you know?"

"Brother, I want to do some work to earn some living expenses. Can you introduce one to me?" Su fan asked.

Later, with the help of her cousin, she worked in a restaurant in the city every Sunday. Although it was only 20 yuan a day, at least on that day, she could earn money and eat. Most importantly, you don't have to go home.

Looking at his own appearance on the window, Su fan seems to see the homeless himself, or the one who can't go back home.

Once upon a time, she worked so hard to get out of the fate of being prematurely married, trying to support herself, but now, what has she become? Because she married a husband who was a leader and found her father who was a minister, did she become herself? Become unable to find yourself?

Or, she has never changed, her fate has never changed, no matter when, are alone, are, a person. Now she is no different from the one who went back to school at night and watched her roommates share the delicious food she brought back from home and the new clothes she bought at the weekend.

Where is the home she wants?

Tears, from the eyes, flow out, she got up, went into the bathroom, looking at his face in the mirror, the corner of the mouth of the bruise, as well as the bridge of the nose.

At this time, the wounds on her face, like those on her body from her adoptive mother, were punishments for her disobedience.

Yes, she didn't listen. In the past, she didn't listen to her adoptive mother and gave up her studies to marry that fool. And now, she did not listen to Huo Shuqing's words, obediently away from Yifei.

She is the one who will be liked by others. Why, she is not now?

Be obedient, isn't it? Just be obedient and everything will be fine. And she was overjoyed, thinking that she was free, that she could do what she wanted to do, that in fact, everything was just her fantasy. No matter in the past or now, what she wants to do has never changed. Can't, give others trouble, Sufan, you, remember! Always, remember! You can search Baidu for the latest chapter of "Uncle chatting about jiutao novels (9txs. ORG)"! This novel has been translated by www.readwn.com and if you are reading this somewhere, they have stolen our translation.