My uncle, take it easy

"I'm very happy that you can say these words. Really, in fact, these days, after you woke up for such a long time, I've been thinking about whether I've been doing something wrong all the time, whether I didn't give you the opportunity to say what you really thought in your heart, and as a result, you didn't want to say anything to me?" He said quietly, looking at her. "Now it looks like I'm really wrong. For so many years, since we were together and in Cloud City, I have been deciding a lot of things for you, and you, it seems, have always been following my direction. However, as a husband and wife, it's wrong to do so, isn't it? If I use my love for you to suppress your true nature and your true thoughts, isn't such love a sin? Is it not killing your personality and thoughts as an independent person? "

Her tears stopped, and she stared at him in amazement.

"After you woke up, the doctor told me several times that you must tell me about the shooting and your fear, so that you can recover completely. We can do physical recovery, we can see it, and the damage to the soul is the most difficult to find and cure. But you have been reluctant to say, I know you are afraid of my self reproach, give me pressure, "he said, fingers into her wet hair gently combing," but, girl, you do this, will only let us be filled with more and more secrets, let us be more and more alienated. I'm really worried. I'm worried that one day, because of your consideration for me and my autocracy, our relationship will turn into a stagnant pool, and our marriage will go back to the old way of Xu man and me, "he said after a pause." I'm really worried. I don't want us to become like that. I love you, and you love me, don't you? "

She closed her eyes, wept and nodded.

He held her tearful face and said seriously, "let's start tonight and live like a couple, OK? What do you think and complain about me? If you want to get angry, we must let each other know, OK

She still nodded and opened her eyes to him.

Tears in the eyes, his face, but it is so vicissitudes.

"I will try not to decide for you, but you have to tell me what you decide. Even if I don't understand it very well, you have to tell me. I will understand it slowly." He said, gently wiping away her tears with his fingers.

She nodded in silence.

"But, as for you and Yifei, I," he said, pausing and looking at her with the same resolute tone as his eyes, "I respect your feelings, I understand your concern for Yifei, and I believe in your innocence. However, Sufan, I won't let you make a choice between me and him. You can't make any more choices. I'm not so generous, I respect your past, I sincerely hope Yifei can be happy, but this does not mean that I want to let you choose. You are my wife, I will not give you the opportunity to choose other feelings, even if this is my final dogmatism, I must also insist

Su fan looked at him and couldn't help laughing.

After a long time, he stopped and said, "it took me so many years to find you. How could I let you go easily? So, Sufan, you have to remember that in your life, you have to sleep with me when you live, and stay with me when you die. I will never let you go, remember? "

She looked at him in silence.

For a long time, the two people looked at each other like this, as if the fierce dispute just now was just for the sake of the moment's peace.

"After all, why, why me? This kind of me, this kind of me, is nothing. How, how can I be worthy of you? " She looked at him in a quiet voice.

"Fool, if you are really nothing, do you think I am blind, or there is no other woman in the world, let me only choose you?" He said with a smile, "you, don't think so much. Don't say anything more about whether you are worthy or not. If you are married, you are a husband and wife. What do you want to say? Even if you have to doubt, you should doubt before you get married, not now. "

She did not speak, he stopped, said: "we are all people with shortcomings, no one is perfect, and I love you, that is, I love your strengths, but also love your weaknesses, how about you?"

Su fan laughed and thought, "do you have any shortcomings? I, I haven't, I haven't, I don't think you -- "

Huo Shuqing burst out laughing. He pressed her down, pressed her under his body, and gave him a fierce kiss. Instead of pushing him, she put her arm around his neck.

He let go of her lips, eyes are full of deep smile, looking at her slightly red pretty face, silent.

But she couldn't help asking, "you, what are you laughing at?"

"What kind of person am I in your eyes?" He stopped laughing and asked seriously.

She thought seriously, but couldn't say it.

"Then why do you say such ugly things to stimulate me today?" He asked.

"I --" she paused, then looked at him and said, "I'm sorry, I'm out of control. You're right. I belittled my feelings and Yifei's personality by saying that. I'm wrong."

He gently stroked her face and said: "you don't need to force your inner thoughts in the future. No matter you are happy or sad or angry, don't bear it. At least don't bear it in front of me. I want to see a living you and don't want you to swallow your breath like you do in front of others, OK? I'm your husband. You don't have to pretend in front of me, OK? "

She laughed awkwardly, sighed, and said, "I'm afraid. I've always been afraid. I'm afraid that you think I'm a vulgar person. I'm afraid that you don't want me and don't love me. I --" she paused and stared at his face seriously. "When I was in Cloud City, you know, I was scared when I first met Xu man."

He didn't understand. He looked at her.

"You don't understand my mood. At that time, I admired her at first. I really admired her. I was so resolute and resolute. Unlike me, I couldn't make any decisions. I even had to think about eating for a long time. However, when I heard that she was yours, yours and your wife, I was really scared when I saw her in the bathroom. I don't know why. Later, I thought about it. I felt that I was still myself. I felt that there was a big gap between myself and her. I felt that only a person like her could stand beside you and be your wife. But I, I, "she said after a pause," I am the same up to now. I don't have self-confidence. I don't have self-confidence in front of you. You are such an outstanding person, and I, I -- "

He took her hand and put it on his lips, kissing her tenderly, but his eyes were locked firmly on her face.

"You love me, and I know that the more you love me, the more afraid I am of losing you. And Yifei, and Yifei in those years, I know how others think of us, even Yifei's mother and Yiqiu sister think that way, not to mention you? I'm afraid you doubt what I've done with him. I know you don't say it now, just don't want me to be sad, but I - "her voice trembled, but without saying the words behind, I was blocked by his kiss.

Tears rolled down her eyes.

Deep in the night, Huo Shuqing listened to the sound of people around him breathing evenly and got out of bed.

She has never been angry with him, today is the first time, not for them, but for Yifei.

Yifei, Yifei and Huo Shuqing are very complicated when they think of their little brother. He doesn't understand the feelings between Yifei and her. Yifei loves her. Although she has been together for two years, she keeps a good distance. Although she can't say it to Yifei, he knows that it's an emotion beyond friendship. However, Su fan, Su fan, people, are always selfish!

He went out of the bedroom, sat in the living room on the first floor, took out the lighter from the tea table and sat in the dark. The light of the lighter was shining on his thoughtful face.

The next morning, when Sufan woke up, he had already gone out. Today she got up earlier than usual, but still didn't see him.

Maybe, because it's too far from the unit to live here on weekends, he will go out earlier than usual.

After washing, she took Nianqing to Zeng's home. These days Zeng Quan studied in the Central Party school and lived in Zeng's home. Fang Xiyou also lived here. Fang Xiyou happened to be there when Su fan went.

As soon as she got to the door of her parents' yard, she heard the sound of a piano, a low cello, coming from the nearby yard.

Although she had never studied music, she could also hear the sadness and sadness in the sound of the piano.

Isn't Zeng Quan here recently? Why is she——

Su fan didn't understand. He thought that his brother and sister-in-law might have some questions, but it was hard to ask. He took his daughter's hand and came to her mother's living room.

"Why are your eyes swollen?" Mother took out the gift that someone sent yesterday. It was a limited edition doll. Luo Wenyin gave the toy to Nianqing and asked her daughter.

Swollen? Sufan forgot and didn't pay attention to the eyes this morning——

"It's OK. Maybe I didn't sleep well." she lied.

Luo Wenyin didn't say any more, but sighed and said: "Xiyou has been very busy these days. Your brother, alas, this spring was not like this before. How come now --"

"What happened to my brother?" Su fan asked.

"I don't know. I heard the night before yesterday that they had a quarrel. As you know, your sister-in-law will never argue with others. It's hard for me to ask. Your father has been away these days. Looking at the two of them - "Luo Wenyin sighed," if there's anything wrong, let the Fang family come to you in the end. Your father and I can't explain it to others. You know, your sister-in-law's parents are very open-minded and reasonable people, but we -- "

"Don't worry, mom. My brother and I will be fine." Su fan advised.

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