My Underachieving Seatmate Doesn’t Need Any Comforting

Qiao Shao pressed on the chest and ate the crab on the table.

After taking a bite, he couldn't hold back his nausea and went to the bathroom to retched.

In fact, there is nothing to vomit, I haven't eaten for two days, and my stomach is empty.

He wanted to wash his face, but saw the man in the mirror.

——Thin as thin as wood, pale as paper, as if crawling out of a grave.

Qiao Shao bowed his head sharply, turned the faucet, and flushed his face.

Cold level restored his heartbeat, and he looked back to normal when he looked in the mirror again.

He was still thin or pale, but it was not the skinny skinny or the bloodless dead face.

He's back, he's back!

Qiao Shao's hand wiping his face with a towel kept shaking.

At 10.40 in the evening, Qiao Zongmin returned home.

When Auntie Wu saw him, she worried and said, "Sir, Shao Shao didn't eat anything for dinner."

Qiao Zongmin froze.

Aunt Wu worried for a night: "As soon as he came back, I saw that he didn't look right."

Qiao Zongmin took off his coat and said, "I'll see him."

Aunt Wu didn't say much, she just took his coat and hung him to the cloakroom.

Qiao Zongmin knew, Zhang Guanting reminded him that the final exam must be a bump for Qiao Shao.

Especially Qiao Shao has just made a little improvement. When his self-confidence increases, he will be hit again, and he is likely to retreat.

Although he was mentally prepared, he was still scared to think that his increasingly normal son would not eat or sleep again.

"Shao Shao?" Qiao Zongmin knocked at the door, "are you asleep?"

Where Qiao Shao could fall asleep, he hid the wooden sign under the pillow, got up and opened the door: "Now falling asleep." He pretended to yawn.

Qiao Zongmin considered it, and didn't dare ask him about dinner: "Are you going to take a vacation?" He didn't even dare mention the exam.

Qiao Shao said: "When we get the results, we will have a summer vacation."

Qiao Zongmin asked, "When ... then return to school?"

Qiao Shaoton said: "Four days later." That is when the results came out.

Qiao Zongmin thought for a long time, and thought of a topic that would make Qiao Shao happy: "Do you want to go out with your classmates these days?"

Qiao Shao stabbed his heart, and was stabbed firmly by Dad.

He casually gave a reason: "I still want to participate in the math club competition, and I will review it at home these days."

Qiao Zongmin heard that he had said this and immediately responded, "Okay! Then Dad won't bother you."

Qiao Shao nodded and said good night to him.

Closing the door, Qiao Shao sat on the floor ...

Before the exam, He Shen said, "When you wait for the league, come to my house and do the questions."

Qiao Shao agreed.

But now ...

He buried his head in his knees and sat for a night against the door.

He thought he was getting better, that he wasn't "mentally ill," and that he could live like a normal person.

In fact, he can't.

As soon as he entered the examination room, he was completely naked.

The penultimate result is shameful, but what makes him most unacceptable is that he has not changed.

Qiao Shao really thought he had changed.

He remembered his mother, his sporadic memories, and even the room under the incandescent lamp ...

But useless.

He still didn't dare to go up to the third floor, still couldn't remember what happened that year, and still didn't know who was the one who kidnapped himself.

He was still the waste in a hard shell, and paralysis himself dragged everyone who loved him to suffer.

How can I recover.

How can I get out.

How can I live like an individual.

Qiao Shao clenched his knees tightly, his nails across his trousers, leaving a deep mark on his calf.

In this way, what qualifications do he have to confess to He Shen.

So good He Shen, how could he have the face to disturb his life.

Qiao Shao did not sleep all night, and He Shen also sat in the rental house all night.

Qiao Shao ignored him completely.

He Shen leaned on the sofa, staring straight ahead without blinking.

There is no TV in the rental house, where there is a set of poor-quality paintings, and dozens of pieces of prints on the floor are so poor that they are of no value.

Ke Heshen is like staring at the world famous paintings, seeing every detail of it clearly and remembering it clearly.

He needs to be distracted like this, he needs to remember something worthless to keep the brain from remembering.

Memory is too good, is it really a good thing?

Do not……

When all memories can be played back exactly like a movie, it is absolutely painful.

Good things are remembered clearly, and bad things are remembered clearly.

An unforgettable person, eventually everything will turn bad.

Just like now, Qiao Shao ignored him.

All the bits and pieces they get along with become painful memories.

And he will never forget it all his life.

After losing his mother five years ago, He Shen thought that he would never like anyone.

Whether friends or lovers, he no longer needs important people in his life.

Because losing is too painful, it is especially cruel to a person who cannot forget.

But he met Qiao Shao ...

A child who looked like himself five years ago but was weaker than he was then.

He Shen unknowingly guarded him.

Can't protect my life.

Qiao Shao became aware of his feelings and began to alienate him. What about the future?

He Shen took a light breath and tried to look at the cheap computer print.

——Be friends.

He can be friends with Qiao Shao.

As long as Qiao Shao has been there, he can still look at him, and that's it.

He will never disturb his life.

If Qiao Shao is really bothering him, he will change his seat when the next semester begins.

He Shen closed her eyes and echoed two words in her heart—

There is only one Qiao Shao in this life.

Will never like anyone again.

The next day Qiao Shao logged in to qq on his mobile phone and saw the message from the president of Mathematics Society: "Brother Larry, how are you preparing? Don't forget tomorrow's league! Let's answer the question online and participate on time. "

Qiao Shao answered him: "Well, I won't miss it."

The top beam pillar happened to be online, and immediately replied to him: "In fact, you don't have to be too prepared. You can play normally. This time, the two brothers joined forces to turn the group of grandsons upside down!"

Qiao Shao was not in a mood to chat, and he wanted to go offline after a perfunctory sentence. Who knows that the pillars of the top beam came again: "By the way, I think we can hope to grab the first place in this final exam."

Qiao Shao froze and asked, "How is that possible?"

The top beam pillar mysteriously said, "You are also in the first examination room, haven't you seen it?"

Qiao Shao was in the first test room of a fart. He typed quickly: "I didn't see it, He Shen ..." After typing, he realized that the name was not good enough. After deleting it, he changed to, "Is he not playing well? "

The top beam pillar sighed and said, "Who knows, every family has a difficult scripture, and learned the Chinese composition of God and handed it in blank."

Qiao Shao jumped heartily.

The pillar of the top beam said: "This time the topic is too simple to say, elementary school students can do it, but the truth is quite fucking. When I write, I think of my mother cooking for me at five in the morning and eleven at night With me doing my homework, I almost wrote myself crying ... "

He chattered a lot, but didn't know that there was no one over there.

Qiao Shao changed his clothes and went out. He couldn't wait to stop the taxi and directly asked the driver to send him to school.

He wants to see He Shen, and now he will see him!

How can he be so selfish.

He Shen came to him when he finished the language test. Why did he kick him out like that?

He was suffering in the face of such a problem. Isn't He Shen suffering?

On the edge of the basketball court, He Shen talked about his mother's lost voice. Qiao Shao will never forget.

What did he do!

I only care about my own grievances, never thought of He Shen!

Miraculously, when Qiao Shao was full of anxiety for He Shen, the shadow that always covered him had a tendency to dissipate.

Being cared is important.

Caring for others is also a kind of redemption.

When Qiao Shao got out of the car, his mind echoed the words He Shen and he said--

We are not the only parents. As long as we go on, we will meet many good people.

Like you.

Like you.

These three words gave Qiao Shao great courage.

He wants to tell He Shen, he wants to tell him all.

Because He Shen regards him as a very good person after losing his mother!

Climbing all the way to the third floor, Qiao Shao was nervous after pressing the doorbell.

The door opened, and He Shen froze when he saw him.

Qiao Shaosheng was afraid that his courage would disappear, and his mouth was: "I want to talk to you!"

He Shen's pupils shrank, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Come in and talk."

Qiao Shao didn't dare to go in. He lowered his head and stood upright: "No!"

He Shen was choked and knew what he was about to say.

He made a mental preparation for the night and did not expect to face it at dawn.

Fortunately, say early and break early, he will put away all the thoughts that should not be.

They spoke at the same time and said two very different sentences.

Qiao Shao: "Sorry, He Shen, I like you!"

He Shen: "I will restrain myself and I won't like you anymore."

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