My World: From Zombies to Demon King HIM

J looked at D in front of him, his eyes revealing deep fatigue and helplessness.

He stared into D's eyes quietly, as if he hoped to see the true thoughts deep in the other's heart through those eyes.

However, D at this moment seemed to be immersed in his own world and could not understand J's good intentions.

"Wake up, don't be stubborn anymore..." J's voice was filled with a hint of pleading.

Although he was disappointed with D's persistence, J was still unwilling to give up this former friend easily.

J has always been a kind and sincere person.

Perhaps because he had never made friends until he met Notch, he cherished friendship especially.

Because of this, he cherished the friendship between Notch and D especially.

It was precisely because of this sincere emotion that J seemed a little contradictory when dealing with the relationship with D. He wanted to maintain this precious friendship, but he didn't want to go against his conscience.

In this dilemma, J often fell into confusion, which eventually made it difficult to take care of both sides. He wanted to stand on D's side and try to redeem D, but at the same time he also wanted to stick to his moral bottom line.

If it were someone else, they might have chosen to break up with D after discovering the sins he had committed.

However, J did not do so.

On the contrary, he first blamed himself, believing that it was his negligence and mistakes that led to the current situation.

So the choice he made was to stand aside when the war came, and then atone with D.

But by doing so, he only washed away his guilt for the creatures persecuted by D.

Although he had no bad intentions, his actions did not play a substantial role, he was just comforting himself.

Moreover, it was precisely because of his actions that his situation became more and more embarrassing.

It was an act that did not please both sides.

HIM and the others would not be grateful to J for not taking action. Even if J did not take action, HIM would still seal him in the void.

And D would not be grateful to him even more. D had repeatedly condemned J for not taking action at that time.

So J's actions not only failed to wash away any guilt, but made him feel more and more guilty.

He felt that he owed the creatures in this game world. If they had not been trapped in the void, they would not have needed to restore their entities, and naturally there would not have been so many sacrifices.

He felt that he owed D. If J could have found a way to interfere with both sides before the war, perhaps this situation would not have occurred.

Because of this, even though he knew that D had always had ill intentions, he still refused to give up D.

I have to say that it is really difficult to evaluate J...

He is just like his image at the moment, giving people a sense of separation and twisting.

It is undeniable that he is indeed a good person, and he is not unconscious.

The reason why he did these confusing behaviors is actually because he really values ​​feelings too much.

Everything is too much, and being sentimental is a good thing, but being too sentimental will become an obsession.

This is also the reason why J has repeatedly persuaded D to no avail and still refused to give up.

But mainly because D's dissatisfaction with J is actually hidden in his heart, D has not made any excessive actions towards J for the time being.

There is a saying that goes, a hundred words are useless, but things teach people once.

Maybe D will wake up after he really hurts J.

At this moment, seeing J's expression, D did not have too many emotional ups and downs, he just felt a little speechless.

It's funny to say that everything J did was to maintain the relationship between the two and refused to give up, but at this moment D has given up.

People with different paths cannot make plans together. At this moment, in D's heart, J and he are no longer the same kind of people, and he doesn't want to discuss any problems with J anymore.

Now he has to consider how to limit the stumbling block in front of him.

When sending out the Witherzilla before, D actually had a plan.

Previously, it was D who controlled the power collected by those consciousnesses, and J basically didn't ask much.

So after sending out Witherzilla, D was going to stop collecting power after Witherzilla collected enough power for D to gain physical form.

Then D would find a way to cut off J's contact with the outside world, and when he met Notch, he would say that J had an accident when he materialized.

At that time, D could make up a story to make Notch stand on his side and take revenge on HIM and Xu Yuan.

D had a good plan, but he didn't expect J to play by the rules.

Not long after D eliminated Witherzilla, J began to inspect the progress of the work.Same, start worrying about gathering strength.

D and J are at the same level, even if J doesn't take care of things, D can't hide it from J.

So D's plan failed.

Just now, after seeing J's gradually materializing figure, D was a little dazed. He wanted to give J one last chance and wanted J to stand on his side, so he asked about revenge.

But obviously, that question became the last question that ended their friendship.

Thinking about this, D was silent for a moment, he took a deep breath, adjusted his mood, pretended to look at J with a sincere face, and said.

"I've thought about it carefully, and what you said makes sense."

"You know my personality. We were the founders of that world at that time... I admit that I was a little arrogant..."

"After all, I have always been a poor boy and have never been at the pinnacle of power..."

"We don't know what happened in the previous world. After all, there were players of unknown origin in that world, so I didn't think the creatures in that world were real lives at that time."

At this point, D showed a wronged expression as if he knew he was wrong, and then continued.

"But the original world, to some extent, seems to no longer exist."

"The previous creatures and players have basically disappeared."

"They disappeared not because of me."

"So, even if I don't interfere in their lives, they will disappear sooner or later, right?"

At this point, D looked at J. J was about to refute D's point of view, but was interrupted by D.

"The past is over. We each have our own opinions. No one can convince the other. There is no need to discuss the past."

"Shouldn't the focus be on the present?"

"Now, we live in this world, no different from those awakened beings."

"So I can understand that they are living beings."

"I really shouldn't hurt these lives..."

"As for revenge..."

"You know me too. If I say I've let it go, you definitely won't believe it."

"But if destroying an enemy means I lose a good friend, I don't think it's worth it."