My Youth Began With Him

"Ni Yang... Only after experiencing the pain that ordinary people have not experienced can you get everything that ordinary people can't get... You are now a superstar, the woman doesn't recognize you, she doesn't have a blessing... but you have to Believe that the gift God will give you will be late, but will not be absent... One day, you will get what you have longed for."

"Huo Mian sister... I suddenly feel that it is meaningless... What does my existence mean? I am dead... The earth is also shining, the world will not change because of my departure... Those who miss me Fans will also lose time with time. One day, everything about me will vanish... No traces will be left, and I have never been there before."

In Ni Yang’s words, the sentence is desperate...

Before I fell into sleep, I also saw patients with depression. Most of them did not have hope for life.

There are suicidal tendencies and thoughts...

Ni Yang is no exception...

The lack of maternal love makes him always like a child with no sense of security.

I always admire the happiness that others have...

Mother's jealous...

Mother's meal...

Mother's smile...

Including the blame of the mother...

Everything that all normal children have is a luxury for him...

She really hurts the child in her heart...

"Since God still makes you alive, there are other arrangements... Why don't you calm down, wait and see, see what gifts God will bring to you."

"Is it going?" Ni Yang gave a slight glimpse and seemed to have no confidence in Huo Mian's words.

"I never lie, why don't you be patient, take a look? In fact, sometimes it is harder to live than to die... and you are not so humble in my eyes, not the kind of difficulty to escape. People, so you shouldn’t always die in the middle of the road, because it’s too easy to die, and it’s the hardest to live.”

"Huo Mian sister...?"

"Remember the whirlpool Naruto in Naruto? He was born with his parents dead. Because he has nine tails in his body, he is treated like a monster in the whole village, but he never gave up his faith, even a small wish is to do it. Naruto, to protect this village, to prove its value and existence, you are the same... You are now standing on the stage of high-profile, being an idol, not only because of your beautiful shape, but more importantly, your perseverance The spirit of perseverance, how inspirational, let the fans who admire you, know that you are sticking to your dreams, never give up, so you have to go to this step today, you have to be the dawn of everyone."

"Dawn, am I?"

Ni Yang confused and asked about Huo Mian...

"Of course... you always have." Huo Mian patted him on the shoulder.

"Yeah... I still have so many fans, they have unlimited expectations for me."

"You think they are all because you are high in value. Actually no, they are all smart people. I have seen the most comments on your Weibo. I am deeply touched."

"Which sentence?" Ni Yang is somewhat confused.

"Your fans say that you like a person, starting from the value of Yan, loyal to talent, trapped in character, can see that your fans are not all looking at the face, they see your transformation in these years, your efforts, you every The wonderful risks of a play, the ultimate singing of each song, your efforts, everyone is obvious to all. Why do you deny yourself because of one person?"

"I have ignored these things myself." Ni Yang said to himself.

"So it's useless to think that you think, and you have entered an infinite loop."

"Huo Mian sister... What do I do now?"

Ni Yang slowly got up and stood up from the corner...

Like a lost child, I look at Huo Mian...

It seems that from her words, find the direction of the forward...