My youth love story does not need a white album

Under normal circumstances, there is a difference, but in practice?

This is obviously another question that I couldn’t answer right away. However, Senpai seemed to have already got the answer. She held the microphone, smiled and said, “Well, if you don’t want to say anything, I won’t ask. , I'd better go back quickly so as not to be scolded by Aunt Inoue again, I don't want to be complained by her when I come next time!"

It was as if the whole person was seen through by seniors. I left room 21 in a bit of embarrassment. It should be said that Senior Xiao Muzhu is really a very smart person, plus her understanding of me, many times even myself She can see through things more keenly if she hasn't figured it out-but on the contrary, I don't seem to be of any help to the seniors. Many times it is really sad to think of this matter.

However, this seems to be a consistent impression given by the predecessors of Xiao Muzhen!Although she seems to show richer emotions in front of me, her keen sense of feelings and precise grasp of the atmosphere have never changed.

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Under normal circumstances, a person will naturally fear the kind of person who can easily see through his own ideas, and then become increasingly dissatisfied with the other person's behavior that wants to force him to make a decision.For example, if Xuexiaxuena fully understands my personality and makes this inference, she will definitely use her more keen analytical power to dig out every inch of the facts, which will only make me feel against Xuena. The worries and worries of "omniscience" below.

However, in the face of Senior Xiao Muzhen, this situation will not occur. The main reason is that the senior has grasped a scale very accurately, although in a sense, grasping the scale is actually more terrible. The thing, because when your tolerance level has been figured out, the other party can predict and control your behavior in a certain sense.However, the human contradiction appears here. In this more severe situation, the fear caused by the other party's understanding of you will be vanished because of the other party's more reasonable scale choice.

Of course, my discussion is based on a more extreme situation. In most cases, being able to understand a person’s thinking and then choose to control it at the appropriate time means that the other person is releasing a kind of understanding and kindness. This is how the current senior Xiao Muzhen is. She is leaving enough room to think about the fact that she has not yet figured out the truth of the matter, or has understood the cause of the matter but is unwilling to admit it.

Of course, this situation led to the fact that Senior Xiao Muzhen, who was waiting for me to get off work at the counter, did not mention this until the end of the two-hour solo time.

Of course, it seems that the time spent chatting with me was a bit too long this time, and it was not enough after I was scolded by Aunt Inoue. This time I even scolded senior Xiao Muzhen, "Although we all know Xuecai, you didn’t mean it, but it’s always impolite to call our employees out to chat during work hours.” “To be honest, the child Heya is usually bored. But the work is still done very well. If his performance and attendance problems are caused by you, you will be sad as his good friend and good senior, right?"

It’s just this and all sorts of reprimands. In the past, Senior Xiao Muzhen put on an elderly attitude to educate me, but now she also honestly poses this kind of obediently trained posture to face her elder’s education. I always think this is a very interesting thing.

Of course, it is not very interesting to be watched with dissatisfaction by seniors on the way home.

"Heya, did you think the situation just now was funny?"

"Eh, this, just thinking of the predecessors being trained at home, I think this appearance suddenly felt, um, something interesting, that's it."

"I can see that you are snickering!" The senior helped his hat on his head and asked it to cover his long hair in a more reliable way, and then said, "Well, but just Not to mention, this time it is indeed my own problem. I caught you and chatted with you for too long and I have nothing to say."

"Well, I have a problem with this too. I will remind seniors in the future." Although I don't know what Senior Xiaomushu looks like when he is upset and wants to vent, generally speaking, this kind of good-tempered senior Yamato Nadeshiko type Whatever, it should be terrible when you get angry-so at this time, I still take advantage of the topic of senior, it is better to go downhill.

Of course, Senior Xiao Muzhen was also very satisfied with my behavior-from the actual results, it must be like this, because after that, she didn't talk about that topic.

Although the changed topic makes me feel a little awkward.

"That Suginura student is still the student union secretary now?"

"From the information I know so far, it should be."

"I'm a third-year student, I remember Heye, you graduated from Qingquan Middle School, don't you?" Senior Xiao Muzhen asked casually.

"Well, yes, so why do you ask this question?"

"Suddenly I felt a little strange. Why did Heya choose to come to Zongwu Gao instead of the high school affiliated to Qingquan University? I remember that when Heye entered the high school affiliated to Qingquan University, there were still internal preferential places. Right! Direct promotion or something?"

Although I don’t know why Senior Xiao Muzhen raised this question, I answered honestly: “Well, it’s mainly because the idiot sister is in Zongwugao, so I can’t rest assured of her. My sister couldn’t get the high school attached to Qingquan University. For those who are directly promoted, they come to Zong Wu Gao to take the entrance examination, which means that they have a try. After all, the deviation between Zong Wu Gao and Qingquan High School is about the same. I did not expect my sister to actually pass the entrance examination. I have to follow her too!"

"So it always feels like Heya, do you care about your sister too much? Although your sister and I only contacted that time, from her attitude of defending you at the time, she doesn't seem to be a cause of your absence. Just a person who can’t keep going at a school, or I think she can actually live well in the school!"

"That's it! It's just that I still feel a little worried! After all, my sister is a big fool."

To be honest, sometimes if you think about Yuihama's social situation and academic performance, her performance is much better than I expected, and even better than me. Socially, although The status in Hayama Hayato’s circle is not very high, but in a certain sense, she is also a member of the “top caste” in the class. Moreover, she can also be at the same time as Xuexia Xueno and other people There is no good relationship between people and geniuses, which is a very rare existence.

On the other hand, in terms of academic performance, although it has always been the tail of the crane, it can be said to be miraculous. Her grades are still hovering on the edge of passing. The so-called "pre-exam assault" has no effect under normal circumstances, but For Yuihama Yui, there are still results-of course it is my sister!

So, in this sense, it seems that my grades are mediocre because of my deliberate retention, and there is no outstanding performance in social. When I want to talk about taking care of my sister, I always feel a little inconsistent. It seems that I should be my sister. Take care of me the same.

Of course, in fact, we still maintain the kind of weird younger brother to take care of the older sister, and the older sister occasionally shows a kind of majestic attitude that belongs to the older sister-this should be a kind of inertia between the brothers and sisters that we have developed since childhood. , Not because of some changes in the high school situation.

However, when Senior Xiao Muzhen asked about this, it was still a bit interesting. Of course, it seemed that she was thinking more about the relationship between her and her brother: "So, it really is the age difference between her brother and sister. Is it a minor question? Now I look at Xiaohong, I really care about him! I have been telling him that it is enough to apply for the general Wu Gao, after all, I can also provide him with exam questions from previous years. Yes, but Xiaohong just feels that he is not so sure, so he wants to go to Qingquan University High School to try. This kid."

"Well, it's understandable! After all, sometimes the younger brother is unwilling to keep following the older sister's footsteps, and there is always a kind of rebellious mentality."

"But shouldn't there be any rebellious psychology at this time?" Senior Xiao Muzhen showed a distressed expression. Obviously, even if it is so empathetic to Senior's level, he can't handle family issues well enough. , "Moreover, this year's Qingquan University High School does have some appeal to him. After all, the places directly reported to the Qingquan Middle School seem to be vacated for candidates."

"Well, wait a minute, senior, what are you talking about?" Senior Xiao Muzhen's unintentional words suddenly shocked me, and I suddenly discovered something very important.

"Uh, are you referring to Xiaohong's choice of school?"

"Well, that's why Senior's younger brother chose Qingquan Dazhong High School."

"Well, are you talking about the cancellation of Qingquan Middle School's registration quota? Although it is a more important thing for your alma mater, it should not have a big impact on you, the main impact is It should be classmate Sugura?" Senior Xiaomushu didn't know the specific content of the negotiation between Xiaochun as a representative of Qingquan Middle School when she came to Sou Wu Gao, so she did not express any strange emotions when she said the news.

But for me, it is completely different, because, at the reminder of Yukoshita Yukino, I already know that Sugiura Koharu came to Sotake High to discuss cooperation. This is definitely required, and this requirement, Yukino Xia is not clear for the time being, she needs to investigate, but I already feel it.

In theory, I should make a neutral choice at this time. However, the key issue is that I discovered that at this moment, the word "absolute neutrality" suddenly became a false proposition.

PS

Although the update is late and the quality is average, everyone should see the hard work behind the author, saying that in the cold air of the imperial capital, I resisted the temptation to play games and wrote this chapter update!

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Chapter 7: The cognition that belongs to me and the cognition that belongs to her

The principle of absolute neutrality is based on the rational principle of believing that "people can make decisions that are best for themselves without interference from others."This rational principle includes not only the basic rationality that people will form for maximizing their own interests, but also a kind of basic rationality that people will gain and cost to a certain extent through all the resources they have at their disposal. After the assessment, make a decision about the situation you are facing.

In other words, blindly pursuing the maximization of one's own interests is the same as pursuing something persistently without considering the loss of one's own interests. It is an irrational decision.

That is to say, the premise of my principle is that my interference will cause confusion for others in evaluating costs and benefits, so that they will be mixed with my thinking when considering these things.Therefore, I should not interfere with the competition between people and the various forms of value judgments and evaluations of the individual.

Still taking the previous case of retaliating against Ye Shan as a member of the Ministry of Service, after eliminating my interference, from the perspective of other members of the Ministry of Service, they might think that defeating Ye Shan in competition is not A great choice, because it will bring unpredictable risks to the future of the Ministry of Service. In other words, from the perspective of a community, it is not a reason to openly stand on the opposite side of the school’s most popular student. Things.However, under my influence, they preconceived that the Ministry of Service needs to fight against foreign enemies with the same hatred at this moment, and they cannot make accurate analysis of the possible results after fighting against foreign enemies. This is my influence through my personal behavior. A case of rational decision-making by the Ministry of Service.

So, in other cases, the situation is the same. For example, in the current confrontation between Xuexia and Xiaochun, no matter what I make between the two to express my own thoughts, or my Biased actions will cause bad misleading of two people's judgments. This misleading may not necessarily come from my direct guidance, but may also come from a self-analysis based on observation of my behavior.

In other words, in the most ideal situation, as a member of the formal ministry, I will have an impact on Xuexia's decision-making. At the same time, as a classmate who was once close to Xiaochun, I will also have Xiaochun's decision-making. influences.At this time, all I need to do is to not express any opinions during the confrontation between the two. This is the so-called absolute neutrality.

However, this absolute neutrality is a false proposition.

Because absolute neutrality itself is a self-constructed concept. This concept, when it cannot be recognized by others, will only make onlookers feel that you are biased towards others.

For example, the famous "Neutrality Act" of 1935 in the United States-prohibiting American citizens from selling arms to belligerent countries in international wars-is a principle that adheres to the theory of absolute neutrality and finally leads to bias in results.I have no intention of discussing what the United States is behind the decision to make the "Neutrality Act". We only need to conclude that the "Neutrality Act" of 1935 is objectively conducive to Italy’s invasion of Abyssinia. This fact.This is also the reason why many people regard their practices as "false neutrality", which may actually implement the "principle of neutrality" as understood by the Americans.

Going back to the information I know now—the direct connection between Qingquan Middle School and Qingquan University High School has been cut off—come up.This information can actually explain that the Qingquan Middle School Student Union is now eager to contact Zong Wu Gao.

The internal recommended places have been cancelled, which means that a large number of students who want to enter Qingquan University High School in this way since entering Qingquan Middle School need to re-invest in a competitive environment with the same conditions as other school students.For this group of students who have worked hard in non-academic areas such as music in order to obtain the registration quota of Qingquan University High School, their preparations for the previous two years have become useless.

Therefore, the current appeal of the Qingquan Middle School Student Union is: without the official establishment of other new contacts, open a channel in Zongwu High School, which is similar to Qingquan University High School in both the department setting and the faculty, to satisfy Qingquan Middle School. That part of the pressure for students with special training methods.

However, I learned this information, should I tell Yukino Yukoshita?Judging from the result of non-interference brought about by neutrality, I naturally don’t have to tell Yukino Yukino this information, because it was not obtained by Yukoshita Yukino’s own intelligence collection and judgment, but through my original It shouldn't be obtained by someone who shouldn't be the source of Xuexia's intelligence.

However, it is precisely because I did not tell the facts of this piece of information about Xuexia, the objective result was beneficial to Xiaochun. Although I did not make a value-biased judgment, in the eyes of others, My approach may be a deliberate concealment of information under the logical premise of favoring Xiaochun.

Or from another perspective, if Xuexia asked me if I had any relevant information, how should I respond.If you answer "no" or "don't know", let's not say whether this is not neutral or not. As I said before, as long as I didn't tell Yukino Yukoshita of this information, it would be someone else's. There is a suspicion that Yubihama Kazuo is biased in his cognition.

And if after Xuexia asked me, I told the information to Xuexia, then maybe I can explain it as I explained the facts that I know from a neutral perspective, or that this is my role as a minister. Members of the Ministry should complete the work without any preference for value choices.However, in the impression of others, my "neutral" posture has actually been lost, because in the end, my side under the snow provided an important bargaining chip under the snow against Xiaochun.

In other words, whether your state of mind is "neutral", although it depends on your own choice, but whether your state is "neutral", it depends on the environment and the evaluation of other people, and the environment and others only Will evaluate you in a more extreme way-the so-called evaluation of you will fall to one side.