The silence of the room is terrible. Bai Su can almost hear the sound of drops of water falling from her hair. The box of contraceptives on the ground falls between them, stabbing her nerves. Han Zhaoxue is still glaring and waiting for her to say something.

Bai Su suddenly felt relieved. She bent down to pick up the towel and said faintly, "I don't want a second child."

Han Zhaoxue's heart suddenly shrinks. He thinks that his understanding is wrong, so he asks, "do you think you are busy now, so you don't want a second child for the moment?"

For the first time, Bai Su heard Han Zhaoxue plead for his reasons. He didn't know what it was like in his heart. He whispered for a long time, "no, I never thought of having a second child. You're right. My daughter's body is the best punishment for my stubbornness and selfishness. I can't afford to take care of my second child any more, and I can't stand this kind of punishment any more."

Bai Su's understatement suddenly made Han Zhaoxue's heart ache. He clenched his hand and stared at her with red eyes. "You have to remember my stupid words for the rest of your life, don't you? My daughter is my daughter. Will my heartache be half less than yours? Can you expect me to say something nice to you about our relationship back then? Now we... "

"What's the difference between us now and before?"

Bai Su interrupts and avoids his sight. "I don't want my daughter to lose her father's love and be separated from her mother's love."

Han Zhaoxue suddenly lost her voice. It seems that she didn't hear Bai Su's words clearly. After a long time, she regained her mind and looked at her in a daze, "is this your true words?"

"Yes," Bai Su turned around and said faintly, "my daughter has already exhausted my energy. I can't take good care of my second child. I'm afraid I can't let my parents do what they want."

Han Zhaoxue stares at her thin figure and says in a low voice, "what if I want to, what if I want to have another one with you?"

Bai Su's hand trembled for a long time before she said, "my daughter is six years old."

She only said such a sentence, but Han Zhaoxue suddenly understood her meaning.

After six years, if you really want to have another child, how can you make me wait for so many years? When a heart is cold and dead, you say you want it. You take the custody of your daughter and force me not to get divorced. You also want me to be willing to give you a second child. Han Zhaoxue, you can't have all the benefits in the world by yourself, I am very tired in this endless marriage.

Han Zhaoxue's heart suddenly became very cold, very painful, that kind of thing slowly pulled away from life, let him fear, but can't do any way to recover, can only do nothing to let it pull away a little bit.

He thought that happiness and harmony, fragile vulnerable.

But she still cares about Xu Anyan's contact with him. Since she cares, shouldn't she seize the opportunity firmly? Just like when she tried to keep her, he couldn't understand the white pigment at all. How could they become like this

Han Zhaoxue was so sick that she couldn't breathe. This is the first time for him to experience this feeling of helplessness and heartache. Even when he knew that Xu Anyan had chosen mu Yunze, he had never experienced it. All his passionate feelings were reflected in the things related to Bai Su, as well as the warm and happy feeling of being together today. Up to now, he still does not understand his feelings for Bai su, Thirty two years is nothing.

The most ridiculous thing in the world is that I don't love you when you love me. When I find that I love you, you have turned around.

He knew that Bai Su stopped talking about divorce because of the custody of her daughter, and maybe part of the reason was that she was afraid of her parents' sadness. In a word, there was absolutely no one who couldn't let Han Zhaoxue go. The one who didn't care at first became the one who couldn't let him go at last. Bai Su did his wife's part in this marriage, but that's all.

Han Zhaoxue is a little out of breath. He is afraid of losing his temper and emotional impulse. He does something irreparable and turns to the bathroom.

When Bai Su heard the sound of closing the door, she raised her head and stared at the bathroom door for a while. Suddenly she remembered something. She went downstairs to bring up the hot milk and put it on Han Zhaoxue's bedside.

More than ten minutes later, Han Zhaoxue came out of the bathroom wet and threw her bath towel on the stool at the end of the bed. She caught a glimpse of the milk at the head of the bed and suddenly stopped. For a long time, she took a sip of the milk at the side of the bed.

Bai Su didn't know who he was chatting with. He looked quiet.

Han Zhaoxue put down the cup, opened the quilt and went to bed. She put her mobile phone on the head of the bed, put her waist around her from the back, and pressed her chest against her back. With such close contact, Bai Su could almost hear the steady heartbeat in his chest.

Han Zhaoxue buries her chin in her hair, sniffs the fragrance of her hair and says in a dumb voice, "don't move, I'll hold it for a while."

Bai Su doesn't move any more. She doesn't know if it's an illusion. She hears a trace of vulnerability from Han Zhaoxue's voice.

She has seen too much emotion, anger, gentleness, pity and indifference in this man, but there is no vulnerability. He is always so superior, so invincible. The word vulnerability seems to have nothing to do with him. It's an illusion

"Don't take that medicine again in the future," he said quietly, but his body was still stiff. Han Zhaoxue's heart also trembled, and then he said, "that medicine can't be taken for a long time. It's bad for your health. I'll take safety measures in the future."

The body of the white element, this is not so rigid.

This is not the first time that leukoplakia has used contraception. In the first two years, she always chose her own safety period to make love with him. As an old man, he naturally didn't think of this layer. As a result, he once ran into her own safety day notebook and knew that she was using contraception.

At that time, he didn't want to have a second child. Although he was angry, he just quarreled a little, tore up the book and disrupted her plan. Later, Bai Su didn't take any action. He thought it was a turn over for a long time. He didn't expect that she just wanted to hurt herself in a different way rather than have another child.

Han Zhaoxue's life has always been smooth, but his emotional affairs have always been unclear. Now that he has achieved this, he doesn't have so much emotional experience and doesn't know how to keep this person. He can only force her to stay with him in his own way. No one knows. Han Zhaoxue, who was killed in the shopping mall, is emotionally helpless, like a drowning man, Only by instinct can we survive.

"Bai su..."

He called her name very lightly, Bai Su answered, and then felt his hand hold her more tightly. Then he heard Han Zhaoxue's voice ringing in his ear, "I will never force you to do anything again."

Bai Su seemed to hear it, but she didn't hear it. She sighed for a long time and pressed the back of his hand on her waist. She whispered, "sleep."

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