Damn it! Damn it!

With his eyes closed, the young man clenched his teeth.

What he wants to protect and possess is really irretrievable this time!

He never saw what he wanted to protect, what he wanted to have.

He has this hard won everything, really lost this hard won everything!

At this time, the more he repressed the pain that he did not want to lose, the more clear the warm and happy memories in his mind.

The more clear this beautiful memory is, the more cruel the reality in front of him is. The cruelty of reality and the beauty of memory are like two millstones crushing his reason.

Hongyan, Chennai, jiuxinnai After passing through all the warm memories, that pair of two-way outstretched hands, still vivid, the warmth of that hand, still remains in the heart, and he seems to be able to feel the huge force of warmth pulled out from the cold vortex of indifference and isolation.

The clearer the warm memories, the better the feelings, and the yearning for his friends and friends who held out their hands, the more profound the despair and pain that this yearning can no longer be realized,

he clenched his fist and tried to use pain to reduce the despair pain from the bottom of his heart, but he could not feel anything The nail is embedded in the palm of his hand, but he doesn't ache.

He wanted to walk and run. He wanted to escape the despair and pain from the bottom of his heart by running. However, he found that his body did not move.

Now he can not run to escape, can not feel the pain, only the heart of that despair pain, more and more clear, more and more rich.

Actually, I was so reluctant to part with them

In this darkness, there is no concept of time. I don't know how long it took, maybe a minute, and it seems to be a year or a decade. Suddenly, a light flashed through the heart of the youth, who had been completely occupied by the despair and pain in his heart.

A trace of emotion, slowly emerged.

Originally, he had enough to cherish those friends, those who had warmth, who also radiated light and heat in the dark world. However, after experiencing the despair at this time and being unable to meet again, he deeply understood how much the ties between them were.

Sometimes, after the real loss, he really realized that the friendship he had thought he cherished was really too heavy for him to bear.

Then, miraculously, after crossing the meaning with emotion, he was hysterical, struggling in despair and pain, wallowing in the past, desperately trying to suppress that pain, and almost losing his mind, he suddenly calmed down.

At this time, perhaps, I still need to calm down

Then, after he calmed down, he used to look at it and began to analyze the current situation. He could not move or feel anything. There was only darkness around him, but his consciousness was clear. What he could do was to analyze and analyze the current situation.

First of all, I'm still conscious, but I can't feel anything, I can't move, I can't do anything but move my eyes and fingers.

But I do exist.

In other words, I am still me, just in a state of death.

So What happens next?

Do you want to keep this state forever, or will you make another crossing?

After the analysis, there are a series of questions floating in Chiba's mind.

After all, no one knows the world after death. Although the youth died once, this is the second time, but he did not experience the current situation, or in memory, there was no such situation.

The first death

Yeah?

What was the first death like?

After the first death

It seems that I don't have much memory. I only remember when I passed through the baby Taki Chiba. Moreover, the memory of my infancy seems to be a little fuzzy.

Is this like Mengpo soup?

After a crossing, you forget what happened after you die?

It's not right. Mengpo soup makes people lose the memory of the past life completely, but the memory of my two lives is very clear

This What's going on?

The sight is turning left and right, and the youth's efforts are to see something, but there is only one darkness around, and there is nothing. Naturally, nothing can be seen.

If my first crossing really has the existence of the God of crossing, or some kind of power controlling the crossing, and needs to keep my memory of the first life, then, as a passer-by, I have already died, and I have passed through the world of fire and shadow. What's the significance of retaining the memory of the world of fire and shadow?

I have been a failure. What's the significance of keeping my consciousness and memory?Just to let me in this empty space, suffering?

What's more, what's the point of crossing after the death of the first life?

There is an explanation for everything!

Can't explain, not become a paradox?

I can't cross it for no reason!

Even if it is really not of any special significance, it also has to have a good time, place, people and all occupied, and then through such an explanation!

Now, when I die like this, I still have a sober consciousness, and I don't conform to the world outlook of fire and shadow to walk on the road of doomsday and enter the paradise. Is it a good time, a good place and a harmonious society?

Is there such a thing?

Two times both occupied the time, the place and the people. Once through, the other came to this space, almost still "not dead"?

Then, more doubts arise from the youth's heart,

now his situation is like "not dead". He has sober consciousness and distinguishable body. It seems that there is no difference between him and "not dead".

Is it true that next time, it will be another time

Through?

And this is the answer to a series of doubts that he can finally explain.

He's going to cross again!

Only this conclusion can explain his present situation.

If he is really in the state of soul now, according to various post death theories, combined with his own situation, or according to some rumors about death in the first world, he wanders in the wilderness, drifts between the present world and becomes a "lonely soul and wild ghost", or goes to the hell to judge the merits and demerits, and is determined to be reincarnated. Otherwise, he will go to heaven or hell 。

Or, according to the second death, go to the netherworld, into the bliss.

Or, it is to experience a variety of novels, myths, film and television works in all kinds of death world.

He could not imagine anything else.

The rest, the only reasonable explanation, is that this is the transfer station before another crossing.

"Click

However, at this time, the word "crossing" flashed in his mind. Suddenly, a crack was heard on his left shoulder, and a kind of roommate refusal that almost made him scream out suddenly surged up!

What a pain!

Almost subconsciously, he looks at his left shoulder.

All of a sudden, his eyes suddenly widened, and his face immediately showed a look of horror.

In his eyes, his left shoulder, I do not know when, has already raised a sculpture version of the color of the face, eyebrows lifelike, it seems, but extremely familiar!

This is it!

What!

As if pulling the pain nerve, stimulate all his feelings, but at this moment, he is stunned, the pain color on his face, the color of horror interweave and solidify, the heart has already been shocked speechless!

At this time, the original dark environment, suddenly bright.

The glare of light suddenly radiated from his front end, covering everything in his eyes in an instant.

In a flash, he saw only the brilliant light, everything else was covered by the light!

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