But why?

Why are you afraid to touch this part of the memory?

Although the memory of the past life is basically not a good memory, but the cruelty of that memory, even if it is just a glance at the time of inculcation and integration, makes me a little less confident to accept.

With my other psychological quality, it is impossible to be afraid of that memory.

Even I feel that the weakness is the existence of black history. Moreover, my mother's memory has always been warm and can support him in despair.

Why?

Why?

He's afraid to touch?

At this time, the last two words of the youth "I can't tell you anything about this" fall down, but Chiba's thoughts spread out.

He realized something, but he couldn't figure out why the other self did it.

"So please accept that memory as soon as possible."

At this time, the youth who finished the first sentence of the standard discourse came to the second half.

Accept that memory as soon as possible?

This time, hearing this sentence, Chiba, who was full of doubts in his heart, was slightly stunned. All his thoughts suddenly retracted and finally turned into such a interrogative sentence pattern for himself.

Now the situation is quite clear.

If you want to know what the other self is going to do for this world of fire and shadow, what is the plan, why he has to do it at all costs, or even divide himself. Finally, why does the other self fear his mother's memory and choose to forget the general neglect temporarily, and why he seems to treat his mother like this Take a negative attitude, everything. The crux of all the questions in Chiba now lies. No, it should be said that the only breakthrough is to accept that memory.

Among all the other memories, Chiba is the most cruel and hard to touch. Even Chiba is only a rough one. When the forced rider glanced at the fusion, he directly chose to temporarily forget and put it in the most corner of the memory, which he did not want to recall.

To tell you the truth, it's not that Chiba is unwilling to accept this memory. In fact, he really does not dare to accept this memory.

However, I don't dare to accept this memory, not because of how cruel it is, but because after accepting this memory, you can't choose to forget it temporarily.

At this time, although his situation is said to have been integrated with another self, and the other himself has kept his promise and wiped out his sense of independence. There are still some residues, but they are only some residues, which will be gradually eliminated under the master consciousness of Chiba, which is not a worry.

However, in fact, his integration is still incomplete.

The most obvious situation is that Chiba can clearly distinguish which part is your own memory and which part is another one. The real perfect integration is part of you and me.

It's not possible to selectively look at memory.

Yes, in fact, the reason why Chiba has been able to quickly forget this part of the cruel memory for the time being is that another part of his memory is in a strange position.

It's like bubbles, stored in Chiba's mind.

Chiba, on the other hand, can select that part of the memory with the idea, and select and view it, just like a video folder containing various other memories.

Now, only part of the files in these video folders are assimilated into Chiba's memory.

For example, with regard to the role of the light sphere, Chiba can't tell whether the person inside is another himself or himself. When he recalls this part, his perspective is no longer the name of the third person watching, but the first person who experiences what he said and did at that time, It's like you made it yourself.

No!

It should be said that it was made by ourselves.

However, he still has another concept of himself, so even in the first person, even when it comes to mobilizing this part of memory, even if it is not clear whether it is another self or himself, he still has a vague concept that it is the former self, not the present self.

But the former self and the present self are quite different, he also has no need, moves towards the former self.

It's a wonderful feeling.

However, it also shows that this is the perfect integration.

The former self and the present self, although there are differences, but still their own.

Instead of yourself, there is a sense of separation from another self.

At the same time, the storage locations of these memory bubbles are also different. Like other memories, they are basically in the safe area, just like the permanent memory area. Chiba will not forget them, but will gradually integrate into his memory. The perspective will gradually change from the third person to the first person. The difference between the other self and oneself will become the former self And who I am now.And this cruel memory, Chiba is put in the temporary forgetting area, similar to the recycling bin in the computer, but not empty that kind of situation.

In other words, if this memory is not put in the permanent memory area, Chiba can be deleted before the memory fusion.

Yes, delete.

Now the fusion is still in progress, and it is not completely over, because this memory is only a memory, without any independent consciousness. The dominant power is completely in Chiba. If you can't do it yourself, you can delete it with the light sphere.

While deleting this part of the memory, the photosphere will not consume much energy. The changes of various photospheres using the photosphere from another memory, and the other one has indeed deleted the memory, it is not difficult to infer the energy consumption of deleting memory.

However, this memory is also his experience after all, even if it is too cruel to accept, he will not deliberately delete it.

However, if he is allowed to take the initiative to accept and accelerate the integration of this memory, it may even take the initiative to accept it. In a "personal experience", this part of memory will be perfectly integrated and become the past one, not another one. Chiba is also conservative.

After all, active acceptance is basically a personal experience, which is not the same as the slow and automatic integration unconsciously.

And the cruelty of this memory is a very difficult problem.

Because, Chiba's character is likely to be irreversibly changed because of this personal experience.

Although it will not change the temperament greatly, it may also implant some non positive energy changes.

That's what worries him most.

At the same time, he is also more worried about what kind of mood and mental state he will be after experiencing this part of memory.

After all, after leaving here, after leaving the spiritual space, he has to face the night of nine tails.

Also, in the face of a strong enemy.

Therefore, he chose to put these memories in the temporarily forgotten area, not to think about it.

As a matter of fact, when everything is over and when he is sure of it, he intends to experience it personally and take the initiative to accept it.

After all, this memory is another self, one of the most important memories.

"Is there no other way?"

And think of here, Chiba brow and frown a few minutes, show a bit of hesitation color, then open a way.

"That's the only way."

In response, the youth said.

Is that the only way to do it?

The other I insist on

Maybe there's a reason for him.

Why don't you try it!

At this time, under the heavy doubts, although the heart is afraid, but Chiba's curiosity about this part of the memory eventually rose to a certain height, and at this time, he finally made up his mind.

"Well, I'll try."

With the determination, his mouth, also subconsciously spit out this sentence.

Perhaps, everything is hidden in this memory.

Including, the way back to the previous life.

At this moment, such an idea came into his mind.

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