Well Are you alive?

Just one person, live well?

Appear some cold white light, staring at the side of the cold body for a long time, a long time later, Chiba slowly raised his hand, holding his cold hand tightly, gently placed on the girl who showed a satisfied smile.

There was no expression on his face.

However, such an idea flashed through his mind.

A thought flashed through the heart, which was mingled with grief, frustration and depression, and was no longer angry. It seemed to question the girl who was no longer able to answer, as well as to question himself.

Then he gently released his hand, the hand he didn't want to let go.

Should I thank who I used to be?

This time!

Then, after releasing his hand, his eyes were fixed on the girl whose skin was almost transparent. The corners of her mouth slowly revealed a bitter smile.

Bitter, as if the smile is worse than crying.

If, if not repeatedly experienced that cruel memory, repeated experience of so many deaths, so much grief, and even the kind of grief that can almost make me lose my feelings and feelings, can I still maintain the most basic reason?

Then, under the ugly smile, Chiba's heart, passed such an idea.

Yes, the reason why Chiba can still keep his mind now is that he didn't make any extreme or even any excited action, because of his cruel memory.

Because of that cruel memory, he grew up.

If he did not experience that cruel memory, at this time, I am afraid he has been thoroughly hysterical, completely defeated by grief and anger, and it is normal to do anything irrational.

Even, the best thing may be that he has been chased out now, regardless of everything, to pursue and kill yuzhibo Xinyan. Then, before breaking the head of yuzhibo Xinyan, what kind of terrible things, what kind of things without bottom line will be done, as long as you can kill yuzhibo Xinyan.

It is estimated that after unscrewing the head of yuzhibo Xinyan, he will not be able to bear the emptiness after revenge, and then, he can end his own life.

Now, after experiencing that cruel memory, repeatedly seeing and feeling the past's own so much loss, so much sorrow, and the kind of hysteria that leads to the loss of feelings and feelings, Chiba knows and knows very well that if he loses his mind at this time, the final outcome may be even more tragic than his own in the past, There's no point in it.

If he loses his mind now, he is escaping, is failing, is The betrayal of jiuxinnai, Hongyan and Watergate is an insult to Chennai's self sacrifice!

So, he can't lose his mind, he can't be hysterical.

On the contrary, if he wants Chennai's sacrifice, jiuxinnai's concern, Hongyan's intention and Watergate's gift to be meaningful, he must live on.

Live well.

Because, his present life is the continuation of their life.

It was they who gave up the chance of resurrection and left the hope of survival to him.

They don't want him to die.

They don't want a world without the name of "Taki Chiba"!

This is their love for themselves, beyond life.

To tell you the truth, Chiba wants to be hysterical and desperate, and even wants to use the power of the light ball at the first time to cause damage to the world, although it can't be destroyed.

But he can't.

Reason told him, No.

Perhaps, in anticipation of the inevitable death of jiuxinnai and Bofeng shuimen, he decided to use the natural art of reincarnation to resurrect all people and sacrifice one of his own to save all. In fact, he had planned to fail all his plans in his heart.

Even the plan of reincarnation is a failure.

All irreparable plans.

At this moment, with the most basic reason, he even has a kind of "as expected, developed to this situation" as expected.

It is also this feeling that neutralizes the negative emotions boiling in his heart and makes him have the most basic reason.

And the ability to think.

And because he has the ability to think, he knows that even if we destroy the world now, it will not help.

It's just in vain.

It's just a moment of anger, followed by endless emptiness.

Destroyed the world, but only one person left.

What you want, you can't come back!

Can't it be that all this is what I expected in the past?

That's why I have to experience that cruel memory?

He knew that I, who had feelings, would eventually destroy myself because of my feelings. Therefore, he allowed me to experience that cruel memory again and again, exercise me with that cruel memory, and let me adapt to the pain of losing the most important person.And, after seeing revenge, the emptiness?

Yeah

Is that right?

In the past, although I have no feelings and feelings, but also see through the two sides of feelings.

Feelings, indeed, can make people stronger.

However, the same, there are advantages and disadvantages, feelings can make people strong at the same time, will also destroy a person.

And it's about completely destroying a person.

Then, the next second, in the heart of all kinds, a lot of emotions intertwined, as if the grinding table general wringing the most basic rational negative emotions, between Chiba's heart, such an idea, slowly emerged.

With this thought, he suddenly found that his past self seemed to have arranged a way for himself.

A straight road leading to the past self in the state of absolute reason without feelings and feelings.

But now, I still keep the mentality of reason and thinking ability in this grief, extreme grief, frustration and extreme frustration, which is the gift given by the past self.

This is, what I want in the past, not only have the emotion that can make me stronger, but also have the reason and sober real strength that even this strong emotion can't shake?

With the emergence of this idea, Chiba's thoughts slowly began to drift out.

So what should I do now?

What can be done?

Now, is it really the end?

Then, with the thoughts drifting away, in the faint, Chiba seems to have caught something, caught what he wanted.

This time, it's not simply that there is hope, nor is it a simple attempt not to let yourself down and force yourself to pursue it, or to think about some naive ideas such as reincarnation of filthy land and the use of reincarnation.

It's a practical way to get what you want once and for all!

"Well?"

Then, just at this moment, when Chiba felt something, his eyes seemed to find something and landed on Chennai's other hand.

Is this?

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