Need You Now

Hua Xiyu thinks that the most painful thing in the world is that he can't see the person he loves. Once the more happy, the more can feel the sorrow now. Under the intense contrast, the painful emotion unceasingly spreads.

After Tan Yuqi's unremitting efforts, Hua Xiyu is no longer just staying in the small bedroom. Just to now, Hua Xiyu is still reluctant to leave home. She wanted to confine herself in the house so that she could not hear outside. She was worried that her self-esteem would not bear.

All the flowers in the yard are quiet. In the yard, the fragrance of flowers kept coming, and flower words could feel the refreshing taste. She was imagining and remembering the scenes when the flowers were blooming. All along, Hua Xi Yu likes beautiful things very much. Now she can't see, she can't appreciate the beauty any more. Every time I think about it, the heart of Hua Xi Yu is heavy.

The sound of footsteps came and Hua Xi's words were carefully identified. Lips with a shallow arc, Huaxi language to see the direction of the voice: "Yuqi, you are back."

Tan Yuqi came to him and squatted down with his palm on her knee. Tan Yuqi asked curiously, "how do you know it's me?"

Raise your hand to touch his face. Tan Yuqi understood and put her hand on his cheek. Looking at the front, Hua Xi explained, "because I can hear the sound. You can't see. You can only focus on other facial features. Maybe it's because of this that my ears become sensitive. When you hear footsteps, you will recognize them. "

Looking at her expression, Tan Yuqi asked in a soft voice: "Xi Yu, I'll take you out for a walk. It's boring to stay at home all the time

Shaking his head, Hua Xi said with a bitter smile, "I'm not going out. I'm sorry Yuqi. I haven't the ability to face those people's different eyes. Even if it's just imagination, I will suffer, let alone experience it. I want to stay here and not go anywhere until I get back to light. "

Listening to her words, Tan Yuqi looked dignified: "cherish words."

"When we think of some time ago, we said that after we have been busy for a while, we can go to Changbai Mountain and travel for a few days. Now I see you are almost busy, but I can't see the scenery any more. Yuqi, I really want to see those landscapes again. Imagine the snow on Changbai Mountain. I really want to see it with my own eyes. " Flower Xi language sad ground says, tears in the orbit of the circle.

Caressing her face, Tan Yuqi said in a low voice: "there will be a chance. When your eyes are OK, I will accompany you to Changbai Mountain and go to any place you want to go. As long as you like, I will accompany you. So don't give up hope until then. Stay optimistic and wait for the surprise. "

"Surprise..." Hua Xi said with a bitter smile and tears in her eyes. She said with a bitter smile, "my life has no surprise, only fright. The only surprise is to meet you and have a baby. But if you don't meet me, I'm afraid you'll be better off. "

Tan Yuqi hugged her, looked at her head, slightly twisted her eyebrows, and said solemnly, "don't say stupid things, because we can be happy with you. Without you, I would not have had such a lovely child as Xiao Xue and xuan'er. We are destined to meet and love each other. "

Flower Xi language did not speak, just silently shed tears. Tan Yuqi gently wiped away her tears and said heavily, "you have become more and more sentimental. Xiyu, in my eyes, you have always been a strong woman. No matter what kind of environment you face, you will not easily admit defeat. "

After two dry smiles, Hua Xi said with a sigh: "I am desperate for this life. My life is a tragedy. I didn't give up hope completely, but I also know that cornea is more difficult to find than other organs. It is said that there is a whole body after death, who wants to watch their relatives take off their organs after death. It is because of this that there are so few organ donors now. "

What Huaxi said is really the current situation of today's society. Most of them don't want to donate their organs, leaving only a shell. They felt that once they were hurt like this, they would not rest in peace after death. Because of the difficulty in obtaining formal channels, the black market will be rampant. But in the black market, cornea sales are relatively small.

Tan Yuqi held his hand tightly and said earnestly: "even if the hope is slim, I will not give up. I don't believe that the number of billion people in the world can not find a cornea. I will continue to expand the scope and try to find it earlier. "

Flower Xi language shallow smile, no response. The cornea should be removed within two days. Otherwise, it's useless. Therefore, if the distance is too far, the water can not save the near fire. However, she clearly talked about Yu Qi's intention. For her, this is enough.

Turning around and looking at the distance, Hua Xi said slowly, "Yu Qi, you can accompany me to feel the distance." With that, Hua Xiyu listened attentively to the surrounding voices. Her world is only sound.

Looking at her appearance, Tan Yuqi's lips were always tight. But for a few days, talk about Yu Qi's expression then haggard a lot. But he was glad that Hua Xiyu could not see his haggard and did not need to worry about him.In the evening, Hua Xiyu sits in the bedroom in a daze. Door was pushed open, flower Xi language side head, face with a puzzled look: "who?"

Xiao xuan'er stepped forward and looked at the flower Xi language with her eyes closed. Thinking of talking about Yu Qi, Xiao xuan'er's face is sad. But in his voice, it was calm. "Mom, I'm back." Small Xuan son open mouth ground says.

Hearing the voice, Hua Xi's face immediately with a warm smile. Reaching forward, fumbled and landed on Xiao xuan'er's face. "Xuan'er, you are back. Listen to Yu Qi, you and Xiao Xue are both guests at Shirley's house recently. "

Tan Yuqi worried that the two children would talk nonsense, which made Hua Xiyu sad, so she asked Liu Xueli to take care of the children. The two families have been very close. Xiao Xue and Xiao xuan'er stay in Yan's house, and they are very sensible.

"Well, I miss Mom, so I'm back. Doudou's younger brother likes his sister, and her sister is still at her aunt's house. " Xiao xuan'er answered truthfully.

With a smile on his lips, Hua Xi Yu's nose began to speak bitterly: "Mom also wants you, but xuan'er, mother can't see you any more. Mother can only touch you, can no longer watch xuan'er grow up. I'm sorry

Looking at her appearance, Xiao xuan'er's eyes were moist. He couldn't cry. Before he came back, Tan Yuqi once told him not to let Hua Xiyu sad. "It's OK, mom, as long as you can stay with my sister and me. Even if you can't see us, it's ok because My sister and I can still see you. " Small Xuan son such ground says.

Lowering his head, his forehead against his head, Hua Xi said in silence, sobbing, "xuan'er, the most sorry person in my life is you. I'm sorry that I have lost my love for you since I was a child. "

Xiao xuan'er lifted up her hand and wiped away her tears. She said with a smile, "Mom, since you know I'm sorry, you can't leave me any more. If you can't see, you can't run around. In this way, you can always stay with me and take care of my sister and my father

Hearing this, Hua Xiyu said with a bitter smile: "I can't see anything now. I'm afraid I can only let Yuqi take care of it. It's a burden to him. "

"No, you are not a burden. Dad said that my sister and I are the sweet burden of dad. So, mom, too. In dad's heart, the most important thing is mother, not my sister and I. So, mom, don't you think about it, you know? " Small Xuan son says seriously.

Listening to Xiao xuan'er in the road, Hua Xi's lips raised a smile, moved to say: "xuan'er grew up, can tell his mother these truth. Although your father doesn't mind, I still feel sorry for him. If he hadn't met me, he wouldn't have worked so hard. And you don't have to bear it. "

Xiao xuan'er didn't speak, but threw herself into his arms and held her tightly. Hua Xi was surprised and sat stiff. Slowly drop the hand, slowly on his back. "Mom, I love you. No matter what you become, you will always be my favorite mother

Children's words are most touching. Listening to Xiao xuan'er's words from the bottom of his heart, Hua Xi's heart burst out. Tears trembled on her eyelashes, and Hua Xi said sincerely, "thank you, xuan'er."

Tan Yuqi comes to the bedroom and looks at them embracing each other with a smile on his face. See him come in, small Xuan son leave from the bosom of flower Xi language, say: "Mom, you have a good rest, I go back to the room."

"Good." Hua Xi said with a smile.

After a few steps, Xiao xuan'er seemed to think of something and looked back at him: "Mom, don't cry. When you cry, it's ugly. I still like your beautiful appearance. " Leave this sentence, small Xuan son then ran out of the room.

Flower Xiyu tears for a smile, the child is too sensible, let her heart, but also worry. She was afraid that she would be a disgrace to them. After all, it's not a glorious thing to have an invisible mother. Especially in a rich family like them.

Tan Yuqi held her hand and said in a low voice, "cherish your words and listen to your children. Hello, we can all be good. For us, you are our most important presence. "

Hua Xiyu raised his head and looked at Yu Qi's direction. Lips pursed, struggling in the heart. After a long time, Hua Xi said slowly, "Yu Qi, give up on me. If you really love me, love children, let me go, OK