Neighborhood lover: Come to my bowl!

Su Yue looked at her handwriting. It was really like seeing her original self. In fact, such things are wonderful. Looking at your previous mood, it seems that you are really immersive. Wonderful, but slightly sad

College life is my happiest time. At that time, I learned my favorite major. Although there are not many people around me, I am still very happy. Since I was a child, I don't want to communicate and contact with other people and want my own world. Therefore, when I was in college, I rarely went with other people, and, I also rent a house outside, not living in a dormitory at school, so I have fewer opportunities to contact others.

Su Yue looked at a letter at the bottom of the box. Su Yue was very confused. She seldom wrote letters because she had no friends or other people who could write letters.

But who can write a letter under his box? Su Yue put down her diary.

I took out the letter and found that there was a diary at the bottom, which was a little thicker than my diary.

Su Yue's heart suddenly had a strange feeling. She appeared in this place. Of course, she knew who these things were, but why did he put his things here? Did he write a letter? Why leave these things for yourself? Has he ever read his diary?

Su Yue suddenly had a lot of problems in her heart. She shook her head. Su Yue took out the letter paper from the envelope.

The envelope is indeed Lu Xun's style, simple, but the appearance of kraft paper, without any other decoration.

When I opened the letter, I saw the date at a glance. It was written after I left.

Lu Xun's words are still so rebellious. Like his people, his words are like his own. He has always believed this sentence. He likes Lu Xun's words very much. When he was young, he often practiced secretly with Lu Xun's calligraphy notes, but no matter how hard he tried, he can't reach Lu Xun's appearance.

"Su Yue." The opening is Su Yue's name. Su Yue feels as if Lu Xun really said these words to herself in front of her. Lu Xun has always called herself Su Yue, whether they are together as brothers and sisters or as lovers.

"You've been away for a long time. I'm incompetent and can't keep you. I'm a very insecure person, and I feel like I don't know what to do with you. To tell you the truth, when you first came to this house, I was very difficult to accept, but later, although I accepted you, I couldn't accept your sister's identity. See Other boys have other ideas about you. I don't know why. I just don't allow it. Later, I found that I have fallen in love with you. " Su Yue looked at Lu Xun's words word by word and looked at them seriously. Lu Xun never said these words to herself. Now looking at these words, Su Yue felt her eyes wet.

"I'm an arrogant and overbearing person, but Su Yue, I'm really a timid person. I didn't dare to say my feelings personally at the beginning, and now I don't dare to keep you. I don't know when you will come back to me on your own initiative, or when I will bring you back from that unknown place. I don't know when you will See these, or what kind of mood you feel when you see these. Or will you forgive me? " Su Yue has burst into tears.

"In fact, it's really difficult for a person like me to express his feelings. Let's see action."

"Finally, I want to say sorry to you. I didn't take good care of you, whether it's my brother or my boyfriend."

Su Yue leaned against the bed. Tears had already blurred her eyes, dripping on the stationery and blurring a few words.

Su Yue held Lu Xun's diary in her hand and didn't open it. She slowly put it on the bottom of the box, leaned against the bed and looked at the ceiling. Lu Xun never said anything to herself. In fact, the feelings between Su Yue and Lu Xun are really complex, which can't be explained in one sentence or two.

It was a few days after Zhang Xin and Lu Ming had a car accident. Uncle Zhang arranged the funeral. Lu Xun locked himself in his room all day. Su Yue actually depended on Lu Xun at that time. Although Lu Xun was not very close to Su Yue when he grew up, he was really good compared with before. He often took books for himself, but he seldom spoke, Su Yue also realized the warmth given by her brother for the first time. So looking at Lu Xun like this, I was very worried.

Su Yue knows that Lu Xun is very collapsed, and she can't accept this fact. Uncle Zhang has no way to take Lu Xun.

Finally, Su Yue went upstairs, came to the door of Lu Xun's room and knocked, but no one promised. Su Yue was always at the door, listening to the sound of wine bottles colliding in the room.

At that time, Su Yue was a high school girl. She really didn't know how to deal with such a thing. She just sat at the door of Lu Xun and cried. After crying for a while, he stood up and knocked on the door. But no one answered. Su Yue leaned against the door and sobbed with laughter. Uncle Zhang was not at home at that time. There were only Lu Xun and Su Yue at home. So Su Yue's fragile feelings are even more fragile at this time.

Suddenly, Su Yue felt the door behind her open, and she was dragged into a chest. Then it loosened.

Su Yue is a little night blind, and the curtains in the room are closed and the lights are not turned on, so Su Yue can't see anything in that environment at all. She just feels the environment with her own feelings.

"Lu Xun?" Su Yue reached out and grabbed it a few times.

"Lu Xun, don't do this. I'm afraid. Don't do this. I'm really afraid." Su Yue's voice trembled, and her whole body trembled.

Then, Su Yue was trapped in a chest, the same as just.

Lu Xun held Su Yue tightly, as if Su Yue would disappear in the next second.

Su Yue frowned, and Lu Xun was out of breath. "Lu Xun?"

"Yes."

When Su Yue heard Lu Xun's voice at this time, she was not so afraid. She felt that her strength was gradually decreasing. She turned around and faced Lu Xun face to face. All that came was a strong smell of wine. Su Yue frowned.