New Love

You care about it, otherwise it wouldn't be such a reaction.

Human nature is contradictory, and I understand some truths.

She just made up her mind the day before, bought flowers, and prepared them carefully this morning. When she couldn't fall asleep, she thought of coming over earlier, but she didn't expect the expected scene, but what she saw was that she had a relationship with the other party for a while. friend.

There is no right or wrong in this.

Whether you care or not, whether you talk about it or not, is actually the same.

Both of them are too sensible. No matter how young they are three or four years old, they can still make a fuss. After venting their emotions, they turn over, but now no one is impulsive. Do you want to talk.

However, there was no misunderstanding in everything this morning, there was nothing to talk about, and all that had to be said was said.

The period they were in was more sensitive, and details were very important.

Emotions are often selfish and unreasonable.

And now this situation is just a flashpoint, not only because of the obvious cause, but also because of the previous troubles.

Jiang Yuncai was desensitized from the last relationship, and her life calmed down a little. Before she could enjoy a few days of stability, she met someone from the Lu family again. Lu Tingmu did not have much influence on her, she still listened to her inner choice. , took this step, but it was like this again.

If Ming Yin hadn't suddenly appeared this morning, Jiang Yun would have called Lu Nianzhi out and handed the bouquet of red roses to the other party. They should be more presumptuous in the future, and their love would be tacit, and they might become intimate together. Go to the upstairs room.

It's still a long time before the official date. According to Lu Nianzhi's character and style, the two of them should be making love now.

Lu Nianyi has always been direct, and now he is also straightforward. He clearly understands Jiang Yun's thoughts, but he still asks.

This is the way they are used to getting along with each other.

However, this time, there was no response from the other party, and the living room was silent without a single sound.

Jiang Yun looked down at the porridge in the bowl, as if he didn't hear the question.

It was this silence that made this morning extremely depressing.

After eating and washing the dishes, the two had little communication during this period.

The TV was on, they were all sitting on the sofa, and the two cups that had been on the coffee table had been taken to the kitchen to wash.

Lu Nianzhi came over with two cups and poured a glass of water for Jiang Yun.

Jiang Yun didn't answer.

Lu Nianzhi put the cup in front of her.

Neither of them paid attention to what was on the TV. In the end, Lu Nianzhi spoke first, breaking the silence.

"Where to eat tonight?"

Jiang Yun's expression changed, but there was still no big reaction. After a long time, he said slowly, "North Street."

"Which store?" Lu Nianzhi asked again.

"Housing together."

A Chinese restaurant that focuses on light flavors. It has been in the restaurant for many years.

"Where is Jiangyuan?"

"Um."

Lu Nianzhi sat down a little bit, but he was close to her but he didn't, and he was still a certain distance away.

"What time do you go out?"

If it wasn't for the accident this morning, they would have gone out now.

Jiang Yun looked up at the TV, and the pictures on the screen kept changing. After a while, she said softly, "Later."

Lu Nianzhi wanted to ask more questions, but Jiang Yun picked up the water glass at this moment, probably because she didn't want to communicate, she lowered her head slightly.

The atmosphere was stagnant again at this moment, finally eased a little, and then cooled down the next moment.

When there was an advertisement on the TV, Jiang Yun went out for a while, but came back soon. She wanted to go out to smoke, but she restrained herself and tried her best not to smoke.

Smoking cessation is a particularly difficult thing. Once you get addicted, smoking one will make your whole person feel much better, and the restlessness in your bones and blood will be appeased, comfortable and relaxed. But if you are addicted and don’t smoke, the degree of discomfort will be doubled, and people will become a little restless and unstable, as if something is slowly eating themselves.

Jiang Yun has been holding back since yesterday, sitting on the sofa, his hands are shaking slightly, he can't control it.

Lu Nianzhi noticed her abnormality, lowered his eyes, and sat down a little longer.

The conflict between the two continued, but Lu Nianzhi still raised his hand and hugged Jiang Yun at this time, whether Jiang Yun would like it or not, would he push her away.

Jiang Yun didn't move, and was very uncomfortable, but it wasn't because of the person in front of him. It's not the first time that she has quit smoking, she has experienced it all. These are just physical and psychological problems. If you endure it, it will be better, at least not so tormented.

For a short time, the two of them relied on each other.

Lu Nian put one hand on Jiang Yun's back and the other on the back of her head, and pushed the person against him with a little force.

Jiang Yun pushed it slightly, maybe he didn't want to or something.

Lu Nianzhi was reluctant to let go, so he hugged harder.

Feeling a little tired, his chest was stuffy, Jiang Yun was bored, so he didn't bother to push him away.

Tobacco addiction lasts for a long time, mainly because the psychological effect is relatively strong, and it cannot be relieved for a while.

This process is actually not very painful, but it is too abrasive, like cutting a steel cable with a dull knife.

After a long time, Lu Nianzhi asked, "Uncomfortable?"

Jiang Yun moved, but did not look up.

Lu Nianzhi held her tightly in his arms, and asked, "Is this the same as quitting smoking in the past?"

Jiang Yun didn't want to answer, for a long while, maybe because he was a little tired both mentally and physically, he couldn't help but put his head on this man's shoulder and remained silent.

The other party patted her soothingly on her back twice, and rubbed her face against her temples. After an unknown amount of time, she suddenly lowered her voice and called her name, leaned over and said, "Jiang Yun, I feel bad too. …”

The numbness in his ears made Jiang Yun stop and hide to the side.

This person didn't let her hide, the arrogance and self-control of the past were no longer, a little bit of a broken jar, and he just finished talking.

"If you ignore me, I'm also uncomfortable."

Jiang Yun did not move.

"It was me who was wrong today," Lu Nianzhi said, "I didn't handle it well, and I shouldn't have asked you that."

Jiang Yun pursed his lips, feeling a little irritable, but suppressed it.

Lu Nianzhi knew that what she wanted to hear was not an explanation, nor was she bothering about it, but she just hugged her and said, "But I don't want to end like this today."

Both of them are too rational and silent, just because they both understand each other and restrain their feelings too much, so they both remain calm. When encountering such a thing today, most people would either quarrel or vent, and would not treat them calmly and suppress their emotions, but both of them could not bear it.

If it goes on like this, even if I go to Jiangyuan tonight and carry out this appointment to the end, the final result will be the same.

The deadlock will not change.

And until tomorrow, this situation will continue.

For the two of them, it was just the beginning, and they moved forward tentatively, and let this emotion continue for one night, just like the meal overnight, many things will deteriorate quietly.

Jiang Yun fell into contemplation and listened quietly.

Lu Nianzhi didn't say anything, just hugged her.

After a long time, the man approached to find Jiang Yun's lips. Jiang Yun wanted to avoid it subconsciously. One fell unsteadily on the back of the sofa, and Lu Nianzhi pressed him up to face him.

Jiang Yun whispered: "You get out of the way..."

The person in front of him is not only absent, but he is closer.

But never kissed, never touched.

Maybe Jiang Yun moved, maybe Lu Nianzhi came over, and their lips accidentally touched.

It was light, but both felt it.

No one continued, and stopped for a moment.

In the end, Lu Nianzhi started to drive, and Jiang Yun sat up straight.

The atmosphere is no longer so stagnant. Although it is still silent, it has opened a hole, not like before.

After a while, Jiang Yun suddenly said, "I'm a little concerned."

The tone is very light, but the words are clear and can be heard clearly by the other party.

Lu Nianzhi listened and hummed.

This is human nature, and anyone who leaves it will feel uncomfortable.

Lu Nianzhi said, "It's my fault."

Jiang Yun murmured, his lips moved, and looked at her, "I don't mean to blame you, it's just that she came so early, I..."

She paused and was speechless for a while, not knowing what to say.

"What?" Lu Nianzhi asked.

Jiang Yun was silent for a while, and finally confessed: "I don't like this."

In fact, today is quite special for her, otherwise she would not have done this series of behaviors that did not conform to her usual style, buying flowers, insomnia, getting up before dawn, and coming over without prior notice.

Jiang Yun has always been a very planned and rational person. She rarely does this kind of more emotional behavior, without thinking, without hesitation, without any worries. .

This is the change after getting along with Lu Nianzhi, and the reason why she cares so much today.

Lu Nianzhi couldn't see it.

"Not anymore," she said, earnestly.

"I don't need any promise from you." Jiang Yun said, not wanting to make the other party make a promise because of his momentary emotions.

There's no need for this in a relationship, it's like being forced.

Lu Nianzhi didn't think so.

"Not a promise."

Jiang Yun looked at this man.

Lu Nianzhi came over, held her upper lip and kissed her, and then gently bit her lower lip. After a while, he asked softly, "Can't you see it?"

Jiang Yun was motionless and stiffened.

The man simply said, "It's just that I like you."

The author has something to say: It's been a long time.

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Moral Moral Mourning, 1 all wrong;

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: 7 Wei Wuxian; 1 SQ, Abao, Dilireba is very aggressive, passers-by are just passing by, Gon Snow, Fat Lu, Bbbbbb, Nostalgia, Qi Dongyeyu;

Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution: 50 bottles of Qi Dongyeyu and Kido; 40 bottles of Liu Yifei’s wife; 20 bottles of a dean surnamed Wang; 12 bottles of Zannier; 5 bottles of genuine wife; 2 bottles of Three Young Masters, Xiong Cuihua; 1 bottle of Expecto., Koala Cub, Shlter Qi, Hee Hee Ha Ha, Perilla? Shui Glaze, Liusu.