Nightmare Corrosion

For the past five days, Lu En has been watching with cold eyes.

Looking at all of Pete's actions, from hope to despair, but without any action, it seemed as if he was really just a clay and wood sculpture.

Even when Peter angrily hit the statue of Vladimir with a Bible, he didn't feel angry at all. He just mobilized his strength slightly and presented some words he wanted to tell him in front of him.

In a sense, Peter's belief in Volkimir is more like finding a life-saving straw. It cannot be said that he does not believe it at all, otherwise he would not be so angry now. Lu En, who has been observing for several days I know it well, this is probably "the deepest faith, the deepest hatred".

It's just that this kind of belief is like a powerful hypnosis of oneself. A castle built with sand will collapse immediately when the waves come, unless the sand can be turned into stone, or its own properties are changed and the sand is transformed into a castle. Turn into crystal clear glass.

Lu En did have a way to help Peter. Although his wife was already terminally ill and would still be hopeless even if she received the large amount of money she needed, this was not a problem for Lu En.

A little bit of the vitality transformed by blood energy can give it a new lease of life, and it won't be a problem to live for another ten or twenty years.

But Lu En did not choose to do this.

Before, Luen might have done this in order to test or gain a believer, but after the source of faith was transferred from Fukimir to himself, Luen became more cautious about these things.

He wasn't sure what the consequences of doing this would be, and he wasn't sure that doing so would be a good thing at all.

On the surface, performing a miracle at this time and rescuing Peter's wife seems to be a perfect happy ending. Not only can Peter get what he wants, but Lu En can also gain one or even two staunch believers and turn the sand into a new one. The castle turned into solid stone.

But thinking deeper, is this really the right thing to do?

If he responds to every request, is he a god or a wish-making machine for believers? What is the difference between this and essentially bribing ordinary people with money?

Besides, Peter's wife has been saved now, but people are bound to die. What if his wife is going to die again in a few decades, and Peter asks Lu En to save her again. Maybe more than that, he still has a father. Mother, she may even have sons and daughters in the future

At that time, did Lu En choose to save him or not?

If he was saved, wouldn't he become the nanny of the Peter family and protect them well and not let them die? But if he is not saved, Peter's faith in Lu En will most likely collapse.

Human nature is complex. Many times if you are nice to others, the other person may not remember it in their heart. But if you do something bad once, the other person may hate you for the rest of your life. If Lu En did this, he would be with that person. What’s the difference between a rich man who goes home and gives a dollar to a beggar every day?

Lu En can use his powerful power to suppress others from doing anything, but can he still control other people's hearts and prevent them from thinking or thinking?

But faith is an extremely subjective existence. If you believe it, you have it, if you don’t believe it, you don’t have it.

Thinking more deeply, this actually has an essential conflict with Lu En’s own teachings, not to mention that it may have an expanded impact. Will other believers wonder, “Why did the Lord help Peter but not "I" and other questions, the fairness that Peter wants at this time is not unfair?

If the entire Red Book written by Lu En could be summarized in four words, it might be "life or death is determined by fate"!

These four words do not mean that people accept their fate, and everything is arranged by fate, but that life and death are like the rising and setting of the sun, which are common and unstoppable things. Sometimes living may not be a good thing, and dying may not be a good thing. It's also a pain.

Just like Peter's wife, Lu En could actually feel that there was countless pain accumulated in her spirit.

Peter only thought that he could not lose his wife, and even tried every means to keep her, but he never thought about how much pain he would endure while lying on the bed dying, not only suffering from illness, but also watching his wife gradually die. !

Even if her will is slightly relaxed, she may not be able to lift it up in one breath and go straight away.

And the reason why she was able to hold on until now was because of her husband and her love for Peter, which made this woman forcefully break the scythe of death. She was dying but still hanging on to her life, unwilling to die.

She didn't do it for herself, but for Pete. She didn't want Pete to be sad or even blame himself, so even though both of them knew that there was no hope of saving, they still deceived themselves and each other.

This is a great love, but it may not bloom into beautiful flowers.

Because in Lu En's eyes, the spirit of Peter's wife has begun to transform into an evil spirit because of this strong love. Once successful, nothing may happen to Peter for the time being, but those neighbors who dislike him will It would be dangerous to fire his employer or even the loan shark.

Of course, the loan shark will die when he dies, but other people are so innocent.

Therefore, what Lu En wants to tell Pete is that when it is time to let go, he needs to let go. If he really loves his wife, he should consider her, feel the pain she endures, and let her be relieved as soon as possible.

Of course, because he did not want to involve extraordinary power, Lu En did not even remind Peter of his inspiration, but at this time, he hoped to make him understand something through the words of the Bible.

Lu En had a strong hunch that if he could solve this matter perfectly, he might gain more than just a firm believer.

Peter finally left like a zombie. Even Lu En didn't know whether he had some understanding or was really desperate. In short, if Lu En hadn't secretly influenced him, he might have been hit by a car on the street. died.

And if he had been more sober, he would have discovered that the loan sharks who were originally chasing him have disappeared these days and are all drinking coffee in prison.

In short, after returning home in a hazy state, Peter did not ask for a reminder as usual, but quietly entered the door, passed through the gap in the bedroom door, and quietly looked at his wife on the bed, watching her breathing getting heavier from time to time, and when she faced him. , never frowned.

Peter looked like this for a long time, then quietly exited like usual and made some noise. Facing his wife's gentle eyes and smiling face, he bit his lip.

And at night, Peter returned to the church alone, sincerely confessed to the statue of God, and collected the scattered Bibles and bound them together again. Lu En, who was secretly observing all this, finally felt a strange connection. I connected with myself from Peter.