Nonlinear Love

"Susu, you can be cool with others, but with me, I want you to rely more on me. You can tell me directly what you want and what you feel." Chi Wang frowned and spoke patiently.

Su Lian hummed, but still said few words.

Chi Huang lowered his eyelashes and said in a depressed tone: "I don't want to be the same as before, except for more intimate actions, there is no difference. Falling in love is not only kissing and hugging, but what I want to know more about is your current mood. You Happy or unhappy, I want to know as soon as possible."

Su Lian also understands this truth, but the nature is like this, even if it changes slowly, it will take time.

He rarely shows his feelings, especially when it is reflected in written words, he will feel even more shy. I always feel that writing out those feelings is like taking off my clothes and running on the street.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, but neither of them spoke.

The taxi slowly stopped at the entrance of the alley, Su Lian buckled the car door and went out, instructing someone, "Send a message when you get home."

"Yeah." Chi Huang didn't have any spirit, and replied indifferently, "See you at school."

Su Lian didn't want to screw up the first date, but it was obvious that he made Chi Wang unhappy.

The yellow-colored taxi quickly disappeared from sight, mixed with the noisy traffic, and disappeared.

Walking slowly along the alley towards home, Su Lian pondered over and over again for a long time, this matter is indeed something he did wrong.

The diary is what he proposed to write, just a few simple words, in Chi Wang's view, it is perfunctory.

After a long time, at night, he received a message from Chi Wang, the content was very brief: It's here.

Su Lian lowered his eyes, seeing this icy attitude, he was still angry.

How to coax, he really has no experience.

After sending the message, Chi Li threw the phone aside and leaned on the chair in the study in a daze.

He was also reflecting on himself, should he be so eager to force Su Lian, knowing that he had been traumatized in his heart, he probably had an emotional disorder, and it was difficult to express it directly.

From the establishment of the relationship to the present, being very active in intimacy is probably a breakthrough after the inner struggle.

Chili grabbed a handful of hair, opened the dialog, and prepared to type an apology.

In the same second, a banner pops up with an edit record of a new diary.

Chi Huang opened it, and the previous short paragraph was rewritten into a very long paragraph.

December 31, 2018 /? Editor: Su Lian

Today is my first time performing on stage with Chi Wang. I am very nervous and looking forward to it. I am afraid of messing up and leaving a bad memory for everyone.

What's more scary is that he can't understand the meaning of those lyrics, so obscure and sad, he always feels that it will hurt people's hearts.

Every day after his confession, I want to rush in front of him countless times and tell him that I really like it, not wishful thinking, but I dare not.

Because the past period always made me timid, afraid of repeating the same mistakes and losing again.

But Chi Huang is so gentle, it makes me want to fall apart all the time.

When performing, he even wrote his own lyrics, the kind that hides his head.

He is always like this, very capricious and very straightforward to express his love, I am very envious and very moved.

I finally got the hang of it, thinking about the fuckin' future, and I'm going to enjoy every minute and every second with him right now.

I like him, very much.

January 1, 2019 /? Editor: Chiliang

I don't know what the movie is about, but today's brother screamed very nicely.

I like him too, I like him very much.

Su Lian stared at the extra line in the diary, raised the corner of his mouth slightly, and called the other party the next second.

The other side picked it up in seconds, and he said in a foggy voice: "I saw your diary, we are both sour."

Chi Huang followed with a chuckle and said, "Isn't love just about being sour? You did a good job today and will continue to do so in the future."

Su Lian snorted and looked out the window, only to realize that the moon tonight was so beautiful.

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The vacation passed in a flash, and the two of them didn't see each other for a day. Chi Huang almost wrote the diary into a small composition of 800 words.

When they met at the school, Su Lian couldn't help complaining, "You can write in a diary, but can you control the number of words?"

"Didn't I miss you? Wen Si is surging, I can't stop." Chi Wang turned his phone and sat down next to him, "I'm thinking about going to school every day, and learning makes me happy."

Su Lian took out a thermos cup from his schoolbag and pushed it in front of him: "For you."

This situation is very familiar.

"Again?" Chi Yan laughed dumbly.

Su Lian nodded and explained, "This time it's not that bad, I've tasted it."

Really? I believe it.

Chi Li unscrewed the mouth of the cup, raised his head and took a sip. The familiar thermos cup is really a familiar formula.

There was a strange smell of traditional Chinese medicine in his mouth, and he said vaguely: "Forget it, I recognize it as unpleasant."

Gu Anjiu carried his schoolbag and entered the back door. Seeing this picture, his expression was shocked: "Master, you have stopped resisting now?"

Chi Wan casually replied, "I'm enjoying it a lot now."

"Once upon a time, you said it was poisoning, tsk tsk really worthless." Gu Anjiu ruthlessly spurned.

Chi Li raised his eyelids: "I'm happy, you take care of it.

Are you on? This is the love Mr. Su has for me. "