Now I want to be a good person

Liang Kun doesn't live in a presidential suite, but a comfortable and spacious luxury personal suite. There is no problem receiving guests.

He is not low-key. Male stars don't have so much demand.

Hamasaki wants to live in the presidential suite because she follows a team every time she does activities, carries countless sets of clothes and has to change a lot of shapes. Liang Kun can't take the "changeable" route. Having a quiet residence is enough. He doesn't like to take too many people out.

"Look at this song first and I'll pour you tea." Liang Kun handed over two pages of manuscript paper and smiled.

Zhang Guorong's face is much better. He can control his mood now. Liang Kun's success in keeping him away from the terrace is not enough. He can still jump from a building another day. The song in the second step and the tea in the third step are the key.

Liang Kun doesn't understand the tea ceremony. His "tea" is simply a hodgepodge. Put the honeysuckle, lily, black tartary buckwheat, Ophiopogon japonicus, medlar and so on together and flush them with hot water. The color looks very strong.

He poured a cup of tea into the cup and then put a "broken throat lozenge".

Hamasaki feels like a sugar bean. It tastes good and melts quickly. The buccal tablets melted into the tea cup soon, and the medicine was integrated into the tea water.

Liang Kun plans to use this method to treat his friends with voice problems in the future. Recently, he just completed many yellow tasks by signing people and obtained a large number of disposable props. After using one for Zhang Guorong, there are still 20 left in his warehouse.

But yellow props are not enough. Liang Kun is going to give Zhang Guorong an orange props intermediate recovery potion. He doesn't know whether this medicine is helpful for the treatment of depression. It can certainly treat other diseases.

Take time to give Zhang Guorong an injection, Liang Kun can rest assured.

He was obviously very ill, sallow and thin, his hands often shook, and he used buccal tablets to treat the symptoms rather than the root cause. As long as the problem of acid reflux is not solved, it will still affect his voice.

Liang Kun arranged the teapot and cup, sat in front of the sofa without saying a word, and quietly watched Zhang Guorong watch the song "ordinary road".

Zhang Guorong has been attracted by this song. He feels that he is the one who wrote the lyrics.

"Wandering, on the road. Do you want to go? Viavia. Fragile, proud, that was once my appearance. Boiling, uneasy, where are you going, viavia. Enigmatic, silent, are you really listening to the story?"

"Via" means road and road in Latin. In English, it means through. In Pu Shu's song, maybe it's just an onomatopoeic word, which rhymes.

This song is the work of parallel world park Shu in 2014 and the theme song of the film "see you later". Liang Kun thought it was suitable for Zhang Guorong. When he decided to save him, he wrote it out.

Liang Kun didn't want to replace it with an easy to understand word and copied the ordinary road. After he copied many of Lin Xi's words, fans know that he also attaches importance to rhyme and doesn't study the meaning of the lyrics. No matter how difficult the lyrics are, can they be better than aliez written by "rolling the keyboard"?

Zhang Guorong had no special feelings about the main song, and the chorus aroused his interest.

Obviously, this is a song to encourage him. He feels that Liang Kun is a person who understands him.

"I have crossed mountains and seas, and I have also crossed a sea of people (peak period). Everything I once owned is like smoke in the twinkling of an eye (after coming out). I have been disappointed and lost all directions (now). Until I see the ordinary, it is the only answer."

The lyrics let Zhang Guorong suddenly have some insights.

Yes, people live, ordinary is good.

Writer Yu Hua said: "people live for themselves, not for anything other than living."

His popularity is declining, his age is getting older and his voice is getting worse... Is it really such a terrible thing? Why can't he live ordinary? Can he do it like the lyrics say?

"I once destroyed everything and just wanted to leave forever. I once fell into boundless darkness and wanted to struggle. I used to be like you, like him, like the wild grass and flowers, desperate, eager, crying and laughing."

After the chorus, there is a harmony. The chorus is like Zhang Guorong's life, and the harmony is like Liang Kun's encouragement to him.

"Go forward, just go, even if you have been given anything. Go forward, just go, even if you have been taken away. Go forward, just go, even if you will miss anything. Go forward, just go, even if you will..."

The lyrics of the fourth sentence of harmony adopt the form of leaving a blank. After "you will", the chorus is connected, as if saying that there is no barrier in life.

The ending of the lyrics is a problem. "Time is speechless, so and so. Tomorrow is in hiahia HIA. The wind is blowing, and the road is still far. Where is your story?"

"Wind" is a label of Zhang Guorong. He became popular with "the wind continues to blow", and then sang "uninhibited wind" and "when the wind rises again". These songs seemed to foretell his fate. He swept the music world of Hong Kong and Taiwan like the wind and left in a hurry like the wind, which made fans and film fans cry.

The "wind" is also mentioned at the end of the ordinary road, which seems to strike Zhang Guorong's heart. He felt that Liang Kun was a confidant and a person who really cared about him.

Where's my story? Is this a new beginning, or has it come to an end?

Unconsciously, he burst into tears.

Although the tune of this song is very simple, it doesn't accord with his consistent temperament. It seems to have a hanging silk breath, but it accords with his current state of mind.

Zhang Guorong knew that Liang Kun must have guessed that he was suicidal. It's incredible. Today is their first meeting. Although his relatives and friends knew that he was ill, none of them thought that he might commit suicide.

Zhang Guorong always gives people the feeling of a modest gentleman and a rich man. In fact, his character is a little lonely. He can bear hardships very much. After eating hardships, he won't tell others and bury them in his heart.

When he was young, because he broke with his father, he ran away from home and chose independence. He has sold shoes, promoted fashion and worked in various occupations at the bottom. He was once confused about his future, and it took him six years to become famous after his debut.

There is no doubt that he is a man of perseverance. In the eyes of others, he is also a strong man who will not commit suicide.

In the morning, he first called his boyfriend Tang Hede and made an appointment to play badminton in the evening. Then he called manager Chen Shufen and invited her out for coffee. These seem to be two very common things. Who could have thought that he was suffering when he called?

Liang Kun, a young man who met for the first time, knows him better than his relatives and friends?

Liang Kun took out the song at a coincidence. When Zhang Guorong had dinner with his friend Mo Huabing at noon, he was just ready to jump off a building to commit suicide.

Zhang Guorong was immersed in his own world for a long time. Liang kuncai reminded him, "the secret tea is going to be cold. Have a cup of tea first."

"Is this the secret recipe you said? Can my voice really be good?" Zhang Guorong took a sip of the tea cup and frowned slightly.

He still felt very strange. He didn't believe that drinking tea could cure his throat. But why did Liang Kun do that? What good can he do?

With Liang Kun's current popularity, he doesn't need Zhang Guorong's help at all. Play this joke with people with depression? That's outrageous. He doesn't look like such an insignificant person.

Liang Kun nodded and said with a smile, "maybe two drinks will be good tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. I don't know how others work. Hamasaki will be fine soon. She thinks it's magic."

"How can there be such a simple thing?" Zhang Guorong smiled, but this time it was not a bitter smile.

"As long as people live optimistically, things may become easier. I think it's a happy life to eat and drink. I find friends to play every day. The goal of many poor people is to have enough money to play without working all their life."

"You're right, I should be optimistic. I failed as a director recently, the film was not made, and the album was not recorded. It's really unlucky, but this is not the end of the world." Zhang Guorong said with a bitter smile.

He seldom complains with his close friends. He is not so familiar with Liang Kun. Instead, he can say something from his heart.

After watching Liang Kun's song, he didn't want to die for the time being.

In fact, he always knew that he had drilled a bull's horn, but depression made him a little uncontrollable.

When he was young, he was also ordinary. After his debut, he mainly played TV dramas. He didn't have a particularly impressive role. He didn't become famous until 1983. At that time, he was 27 years old and it was not early to become famous.

He once wanted to become a fashion designer and study abroad. Later, he gave up his studies and returned home because of his father's stroke. At that time, he didn't know that he would become a big star in the future. He didn't know what he should do until he won the runner up in the singing competition in 77.

When he was at his worst, didn't he still survive?

Liang Kun asked, "how do you feel about this song? Would you like to sing it?"

"If my voice could sing, I would record this song on the album. I'm curious. It doesn't look like a song written by a young man, and you're trying to encourage me?"

"Yes, I found that your state this year is wrong. I'm afraid you can't think of doing stupid things and want to persuade you." Liang Kun admitted that he knew he had suicidal tendencies.

"Ah Hua told me that you are different. I saw it today. But how can you see my inner thoughts?" Zhang Guorong sighed. He always felt that it was not a coincidence to meet Liang Kun today.

"After watching the news, I vaguely feel that I have friends who are your hard core fans. We usually talk about your topic. I think you can consider changing the environment. If you develop in the mainland and focus on filming, the pressure will be much less."

"I can't shoot if I want to shoot now. I'm not healthy." Zhang Guorong's pessimism came again.

"When you're in better shape, shoot again. You're only 46 years old. As a director, you're a very young age." Liang Kun observed Zhang Guorong and saw his emotional stability. He smiled: "I'm actually better at writing novels and scripts. Are you interested in cooperation in the future? It's OK to be an actor and a director."

"Wait until I'm ready..."