Office Love Affair: Reversal

I continue to push fan pepper.

"Stop it. I'm sleepy."

"But I'm not sleepy. I want to talk to you." First adjust the atmosphere and enter one by one. Don't rush. Start climbing as soon as you play. It's poultry mating, not fish love between men and women.

"Say it tomorrow!" Fan pepper opened my hand.

Give up? I asked myself, the answer is: No.

"Not tomorrow, if there is tomorrow tomorrow, if there is tonight tonight." I continue to push fan pepper.

"Push me again and cut off your hand!"

Do you still return it? Cut off your hands, play to such a big... Fight, fan pepper is not willing.

"Spicy..."

Before I finished, fan chili suddenly sat up and stared at me with those evil eyes.

"OK, don't get you, sleep." I quickly lay down, pulled the quilt over my head and turned my back to fan pepper. I'm very disappointed, extremely disappointed. I don't blame fan pepper, only myself. How can I be like this? What's the matter with me? I spent the whole night thinking with my lower body. I must be very tired to run with chili from a long distance. I don't care about her at all. Hey, come to the "day" leader, forget it for the time being!

I sighed

Fan pepper went back to bed and kept a certain distance from me.

I can't sleep, but I don't have that mind. Really, some parts are not strong anymore!

Suddenly, fan chili stepped over and put one leg on my belly, and then... She began to move towards me a little bit. I'm not sure about fan Chili's intention, so I don't dare to move. I even wonder if fan chili is asleep and doesn't know anything? All actions are unconscious? I always thought and analyzed until fan chili was infinitely close to me. One hand broke through my chest, grabbed my arm, leaned my head against my brain, and a hot smell blew in my neck.

I can't stand it, but I dare not act rashly. Although I did it in some way, my mind didn't intend to do it.

I slowly took off fan Chili's legs, then took away her hands, put her head open, and gently pushed to the empty position on her side to avoid being squeezed to the bedside. After several minutes, I finally put fan chili back in place. I was relieved. Although I was worried about gain and loss, I was no longer in a hurry. I had to find a time when fan chili was energetic to fight with her again, kill her, abandon her and surrender.

But the problem is, after a few minutes, fan chili copied the posture just now. His legs are still on my belly, his hands are still across my chest, and he is still blowing on my neck. I'm itchy and ready to move the beauty who slept in a mess again

"You're so stupid. How many times do I have to show you before you react?" Fan Chili's curse.

"Ah? What reaction? " I was startled. "Aren't you asleep?"

"Asleep, I sleep now." Fan chili left me for dozens of centimeters and took a big breath with the quilt.

"Pepper... I... actually... I." I finally understand, but I'm so nervous.

"Fool."

Spell it!

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An hour later, I took fan chili for the first time and said, "chili, what do you want me to be yours?"

Women don't like men who look like dead pigs afterwards. Fortunately, I'm not that kind of man. I put my arm around fan chili and thought I should say something, so I asked a question I suddenly wanted to know.

"Give me a set, don't you?" Yes, fan chili can lift her legs and kick people in the quilt. Strangely, I didn't shout pain. She shouted first.

"What do you say? You'd better not kick around. It hurts you. "

"It's all your fault." Fan chili stared at me.

"It's strange... Forget it, you answer my question quickly."

"It's hard to answer. I'm afraid you'll be disappointed, so... I'm determined not to answer this question."

"I'm more disappointed if you don't answer."

"Disappointed?" Fan chili disdained, "people will be numb. When you go out of a way, the former heartache is not heartache, the former suffering is not suffering, and even the former happiness is no longer happiness, but something you don't want to have and want to discard."

"A little mysterious!" I kissed fan chili on his forehead, "chili, why are you so smart? You can't be looked down, you know? Even if I try hard, I feel a distance from you. It's a very large distance. You're like a snow lotus on the top of the snow. I wear a thin summer coat and want to pick it, but I haven't been frozen. You are more like a fast fighter, and I am just an ordinary Boeing 747. I can't catch up with you no matter how hard I step on the accelerator. So, even if I hold you now, I still feel like a dream. I don't know when I will lose it. It's just... What I'm afraid of is not losing, but... Losing my life. "

Fan chili didn't speak, looked at me with a complicated look.

"Pepper, don't be surprised. It's really my inner feeling. The distance between us is too far." I feel like a jerk. Just after I went to bed, people said such words, like the opening speech of breaking up, "you are always right. You are good at people, things and work, and you are used to giving orders. Even if you respect people, you will add a little light step. Sometimes you are very angry with you... But you don't have the heart to ignore you. That's your charm, A very unique charm. I don't know when you began to attract me, and I don't know what attracted you. I really want to know. I hope you can tell me. "

"Because you're stupid."

"I'm serious." My serious expression, "you be serious."

"I'm serious. I'm smart. I want to find a stupid one. I'll increase my intelligence a little. This distance is happy and adaptable. I fight with people every day. Finding a deep thinking and smart one will make life more tired."

"You keep pulling, keep pulling." I pinched fan pepper's nose. "Your words are more fake than your beautiful nose."

"OK, I tell the truth. The truth is... I don't know. Maybe because of your character, it seems that you often deliberately annoy me. I want to scold you as soon as I see you. I'm angry with you. If I can't scold you, I'm always uncomfortable." Fan chili changed his posture and looked at the ceiling. "I was very contradictory when calculating you. I couldn't do it, but when I thought of you pretending to be fierce and arguing with me face to face, I felt that I had to calculate you and use you. In fact, I could use others, but I didn't think it was fun. Don't think you are the only one who likes to quarrel with me. I also like to quarrel with you, because you can't win every time. You are so anxious that you want to commit suicide. That's really silly and funny. After the quarrel, you left, and I began to regret it again. Men don't like strong women. I know... Don't ask... I know. When I first had this idea, I found myself in love with you. I didn't expect that I should fall in love with such a fool as you. "

I was shocked that fan chili would do some puzzling behavior in order to quarrel with me. She is not a pervert, but sometimes to make me angry, shit.

"Pepper, in fact, have you ever thought that I am not stupid, not too weak, but you are too smart and strong? My life circle is not big, but you are the smartest one. I sometimes feel inferior, but I can really learn a lot from you. In fact, I'm not stupid. Do you think my performance in blue cat is poor? Not bad. Did I lean on you? No, I won't want to find you if there is a problem. Maybe it's because of my self-esteem. Maybe I began to like you at that time. I can't tell clearly, but I must have feelings, I promise. Then in Feiya, did I really not fight with their bosses during the time when you pretended to be unconscious? Not necessarily? You will use me, and I will also use others, but... I don't think as long as you think. Maybe I don't try as hard as you to calculate a thing. It's not that I'm stupid. We have different ideological styles, gain and loss, what I need, what you want, people and people, things and things, views and angles, and even life pursuit. We all have various differences, What I need is much simpler than what you want. It's always... It makes it difficult for you to see the real me, and I also want to understand the real you. " I'm not defending my stupidity, I'm not stupid, I just say my feelings.

Fan chili digested my words, and then she smiled!

"I think I should be simpler. My way of thinking makes me get a lot of things, but I also lose a lot. In the past, I only cared about what I got and didn't see what I lost. I thought I made a profit, but in fact... I lost." Fan pepper smiled bitterly, "I thought I was superior. In fact, I had no sense of security. I stuffed my time very full. In fact, I was empty..."

"It's rare for you to have this kind of consciousness. It's good." I feel comforted that fan chili would think so, which is at least a good start. After all, people are in a hurry for decades all their life.

"Is it too late?"

"It's not too late. As long as your life continues, it's never too late."

"I hope so!" Fan chili sighed, "I'm afraid I really have to learn to live. My past lifestyle is very tired. I have to give up some things and always give up. What can I do even if I have to occupy it for decades? What do I pay? As long as it is valuable, even if it is only a minute, its value may exceed decades, not in length, but in significance. "

"What are you talking about? Why can't I understand? " I'm thinking about fan Chili's words. I really don't understand. It's not that I don't understand the literal meaning, but that I don't understand the purpose of fan Chili's words. Give up... Give up what?

"One day you will understand." With these words, fan chili suddenly became dim!

"Pepper, don't sell off and scare me. I'll be angry."

"I just like to see you angry."

"I'll be mad at that." I said in my mouth, with my hands, I pinched fan Chili's chest. She took my hand and I turned to the bottom... To explore, "hide, can you hide chili?"

"Don't do it... Don't do it, I still hurt."

"Pain, right? It doesn't matter. I'll make you comfortable. Today I have to let you understand what pain is and be happy."

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The second time I remembered that I didn't use it twice.

Sweat death... There is a sieve on the table, with sets, several brands, goddess oil, snacks, biscuits, plum and so on... Do more advanced hotels have these things? I don't know. I haven't stayed in a fancy hotel.