Office Love Affair: Reversal

"All right."

Ma Xiaoying ate porridge and canned porridge with relish. She took a sip of porridge and looked at me. She was a happy child. I'm absent-minded. I've been thinking about a question. What does Ma Xiaoying like about me? I have to mess up what she likes. Should she feel better? Disappointment is best. However, I can't think of it. It's inappropriate to ask directly.

In fact, to be honest, it seems that many women are very kind to me. Everything else is OK except that Tintin doesn't look good when he sees me. I don't know what advantages he has. It was already like this when I was in college. The average quality of girls who like me is better than those who like Jiang Liang. Jiang Liang is also mentally unbalanced. I don't understand that he is the second generation of the rich, And I'm a rural boy. I can't explain it.

After eating, I watched TV with Ma Xiaoying. She pillowed my thigh. There was an emotional drama on TV. I couldn't stand it. I just closed my eyes and took a nap. Because I slept less last night, I finally slept.

I had a dream that fan chili stood in front of me with tears all over her face. I wanted to reach out and wipe her tears, but my hand was not long enough. I took one step forward and fan chili stepped back. It was always like this... I was so anxious to run, but I still couldn't touch fan chili, and the distance was getting farther and farther, from one meter to two meters, from two meters to four meters. I was very tired, I couldn't keep up with my breathing. Finally, I fell to the ground and watched the pepper turn into a small spot and disappear in my sight. Then I woke up and the whole person was sweating.

"What's the matter?" Ma Xiaoying touched my forehead, "have a nightmare?"

I didn't speak and gasped.

Ma Xiaoying poured me a glass of water. I drank it and looked out the window. It was dark. There were many bags on the table. They should have been bought by medical staff. I don't know how long I slept.

"How long have I slept?"

"More than three hours, it's more than eight o'clock now!" Said, Ma Xiaoying's stomach muttered, hungry!

"I'll cook." I sat up and found that my shoes and socks had been taken off and I was covered with a thin blanket. It should have been made by Ma Xiaoying when I was asleep. I couldn't help feeling a little moved.

"I've done it!" Ma Xiaoying brought me slippers to wear.

"Don't you call me?"

"I think you're tired."

Hey, this silly woman.

In fact, this scene was originally very happy. Ma Xiaoying was like a gentle and considerate little wife. She made a wholehearted meal and waited for her husband to come back. Even if she was hungry before her husband came back, she would not eat first. The difference is that I'm not her husband, and I didn't come back from the outside, but fell asleep! There are many impossibilities between us. It was possible before, but now... The past is no longer. Maybe it's unfair to her, but I can't change anything unless I want to hurt two women at the same time... Or the other is more impossible, even a little shameless. I have two women at the same time.

Ma Xiaoying pulled me to the table. It's a small table. It's the kind of table for four.

Ma Xiaoying made an egg soup, then canned it and steamed two sausages. She said that the medical staff didn't buy meat and vegetables for us. Too many people asked for it and couldn't distribute it. Let's bear it for a day and buy it for us tomorrow. I can't help it. Just... I don't like sausage. I even hate it. I feel very oily. My throat is very uncomfortable when I eat it.

After dinner, I continued to watch TV with Ma Xiaoying. My mobile phone was turned off and there was no electricity. Ma Xiaoying told me that the medical staff didn't buy me a charger.

As time passed, it was almost twelve o'clock, and Ma Xiaoying was taking a nap.

"Why don't you go to bed!"

Ma Xiaoying shook her head, hugged my thigh, forced herself to continue watching TV.

"Then... Take a bath?"

"And you?"

"I want to wash. I don't have any clothes to change. It's no difference between washing and not washing."

"I'll find you clothes." Ma Xiaoying jumped off the sofa and entered the room.

I'm depressed. What does that mean? She let me wash it. Do you want to wash it with me? Hey, OK, what do I mention taking a bath? Besides, she found me clothes. What clothes are you looking for? There are men's clothes in her house? Or the man before him? Shit, she's nice to take it out. I'm embarrassed to wear it. It feels awkward. I don't like wearing other people's clothes. I don't wear Jiang Liang's, but the bastard likes to wear mine.

I lit a cigarette for myself and suddenly saw a flash of lightning outside the window. Then it rained not very much, but it was not small. The sound of rummaging through the cabinets came from the room, followed by a bang, followed by Ma Xiaoying's scream.

I immediately put out the smoke and rushed in. I saw the messy room. There were clothes on the whole ground, and there were several boxes, one blue plastic, and three paper. I remember these four boxes were on the top floor of the wardrobe, and now one of them... Was pressed on Ma Xiaoying.

"Are you okay?" I moved the box, picked up Ma Xiaoying and sat on the bed.

Ma Xiaoying shook her head and touched the breast one inch down. Her face showed a look of pain. Then she did a strange thing and we kissed together. The lightning outside the window flashes occasionally, accompanied by the subtle sound of rain and the wind, forming a wonderful Lepu.

Am I satisfied?

hear nothing of.

I'm upset.

Ma Xiaoying is very satisfied. She lies on my chest with a smile and looks at me smoking. Usually she sees whether a woman is satisfied or not. Just look at their expression afterwards. It goes without saying that she is dissatisfied with her desire, not to mention the balsam pear face. You must have not done your homework carefully.

"What's the matter? I look handsome when I smoke? " I said.

"You are handsome whether you smoke or not, but you smoke very seriously."

I sweat, I don't know. I'm serious not because of smoking, but because of worry. I'm thinking about a lot of things. The second time, I betrayed fan chili. I'm a bad man with no determination. I don't deserve her. Now, what shouldn't have happened has happened. What should I do? I can't completely solve the problem at one time. On the contrary, it gets worse and worse. I originally planned to make it clear with Ma Xiaoying and solve her. Now it's OK. Everything is over and solved in bed

"I'm not right?"

"Yes, you're right." I pushed Ma Xiaoying away and got out of bed. I'm going to take a bath. I'm not feeling well.

In the bathroom, I use frozen water to wash. When I'm very upset, I usually use this method for treatment. It's a little inexplicable. I'm not sure whether this method is effective, maybe not, or even I won't feel very cold.

Halfway through the rush, Ma Xiaoying came in with a pair of pants, a pair of... Relatively neutral pants, a bit like beach pants, hanging in the place where the clothes were hung. Damn it, just now I said to take a bath, Ma Xiaoying went to find the pants, and then a series of beautiful things happened later. This pair of pants is the culprit. After standing for a while, Ma Xiaoying turned around and began to take off her clothes. After taking off, she turned around and came to me. I was a little stunned. Because I didn't feel cold, I didn't remind Ma Xiaoying that I was washing cold water. Without careful attention, she squeezed in directly, stood under the water and jumped out with a scream of... Ah.

"I'm so cold. How is it cold?" Ma Xiaoying trembled.

"It's cold water." I pressed under the water heater, transferred the hot water back, and then waved to Ma Xiaoying, "come here quickly. I'm going to catch a cold later!"

Ma Xiaoying immediately ran over and stood under the hot water. She mixed her body with shower gel and wiped it all over, while I was responsible for flushing her with a shower. When I helped her flush her chest, I saw that the place where the medicine oil had just been applied seemed not so serious. I secretly touched it with a shower. It was strange that Ma Xiaoying didn't shout pain and didn't even show a little pain.

Hey, I think I was cheated, but why?

I suddenly feel very bad, love should not be like this.

I hung the flowers back, cleaned them, and left the bathroom first.

Back to the room, lying in bed, my thoughts flying, I am very unhappy, even painful. In the past, I was very satisfied with Ma Xiaoying. Even if it was boring, I just sat on the other side watching TV with her. It felt great. But now? Possession, sleeping in the same bed, what I feel is only trouble. I can't help asking myself, do I love her or her body? Why do I feel this way when I get it?

Maybe it's because of fan chili. There are so many painful love in the world. I think so. I obviously love fan chili more... Not more, but I have loved it to my bones and can't lose it... Maybe you will scold me for being cheap, false and shameless. Since I love it to my bones, why betray me? I don't know. I can't answer. First of all, I must be wrong, but I can't control it. This feeling is very painful. Sometimes we do something wrong that we don't want to do, but we do it for no reason. I believe many people have this feeling. Love is the most unexplainable thing. What is love? There has been no rule for thousands of years. In fact, everyone has some commotion in his heart. This commotion is like when you go to the vegetable market to buy vegetables and want to buy them when you see them cheap. Some turn their ideas into practical actions, while others are still hesitant. I belong to the former.

I smoked my second cigarette. Ma Xiaoying came back and lay beside me, hugging one of my arms and sticking to her face. Probably tired. She didn't talk to me and fell asleep soon. I plucked her hair and looked at her face. It was an innocent face, the same as fan chili's.

The next morning, someone knocked at the door early in the morning. I felt that I had just fallen asleep. It was very annoying, so I ignored it. Later, Ma Xiaoying was also awakened. She opened the door. I vaguely heard her talking with people in the living room. Her voice was very low and I couldn't hear clearly. Because I was too sleepy, I didn't concentrate on listening. When I almost fell asleep again, Ma Xiaoying came in, opened the quilt, kissed me and touched my face

"What's the matter?" I open my eyes.

"Doctor, give us a simple examination. You should get up."

"What trouble." I scolded, but I had to get up. This is related to my health. The transmission of influenza is too scary. It can spread through the air. No matter how sleepy I am, I have to get up and check.