Office Love Affair: Reversal

I really can't believe that fan chili would take the initiative to say such words. What is this? She knows, I know, it's too hard to accept. Is she voluntary? Didn't you mean to say that? Of course, she's right.

"It's strange that I say such a thing?" Fan chili smiled, "don't be surprised. After so many things, I understand many things. Especially when I go in for surgery, I suddenly feel that nothing is important, what work and what future are not important. Only living well every day is important. When a person dies, if he can do without regret, it is the greatest luck, but how can he do without regret? I think the first condition is not to force. "

"Do you want me to give up?"

"No." Fan chili answered quickly, "there is no such thing as giving up in my life."

"What's that?"

"Don't force it, or you can understand it as letting nature take its course, don't strive for it, don't give up, let it develop, what belongs to you will always belong to you, what doesn't belong to you, you may get it after you work hard, but what you get back is definitely not what you want, and it will be different more or less."

"Maybe you are right, but I don't think so. I also want to understand a lot. I think if a person wants to abandon a talent and return it to another person, it's not what that person wants at all." I lowered my head and continued to trim fan pepper's nails, "so, treat me as cruel and greedy. I can't lose one of them!" I said it. I didn't expect that I would say such words. None of them can be less. Ha ha, why should I?

Fan pepper was speechless.

"Pepper, no matter what happens in the end, I will still love you. Do you remember what I said to you? I said if I get married, the bride must be you. Whether you remember it or not, as long as I say it, I will insist. "

"What was said in the past is not important. What is important is now. Do you understand?" Suddenly, fan chili shouted, "you think you're strange, and I think I'm strange, you know? Jiang Liang's father asked me a question. He asked me if you were suitable for Jiang Bing. What would I think if you married Jiang Bing. I thought, I thought about that picture. Do you know how I feel? I think you're a good fit. I think it's inevitable for you to get married. I don't hate, I don't have anything. It seems that I can bless you. It's a loyal blessing. "

"You and I are more suitable. In order, should the question be you?"

"No, it should be Liang Jia. If it weren't for me, you and Liang Jia might be a very suitable couple. Do you know what secrets Liang Jia and I have? I think she is an innocent woman. She could have killed you or even me. She didn't do that in the end. Because she loves you, I don't know whether you love her or not, but when facing her, everyone is a woman. I feel that... I am the same as her. We should all get an ending, no matter whether the ending is good or not, complete or flawed. This is not the most important. The important thing is that the ending is what we want and will accept. " Fan chili robbed my manicure tool. "If you marry Liang Jia, I really won't feel good, but I can't deny it. I wouldn't feel like this if Jiang Bing changed."

"Do you think you are not as good as aunt Bing?"

"No, but I can't pay like her. At least I will think about it and I will hesitate. Jiang Bing is different. She can react at the first time. I want to do this, and then I want to say it directly. She won't think too much about the consequences, but I will think about it and I will figure it out. " As he spoke, fan chili became excited. "Sometimes I feel ashamed in front of her, you know? This is the point that I am inferior to her. On the surface, everyone is equally excellent, but internally, if it comes to kindness, if... For example, who is good to you, she will be better to you than me. She can also have children for you, including Liang Jia, but I can't help it. I don't even know when I will die. "

"No." I hugged fan chili, "in my heart, you can't be replaced, no matter how excellent you are. As for children, what do you think about these problems? That's not what you should think about. You don't want to, do you? Do you mind if I have so many shortcomings? Do you mind yourself? "

"I don't mind. It's a very realistic problem."

"We won't talk about this. I just hope you can get well. Maybe I shouldn't come tonight to make you so excited."

"Ning Hao, some problems will be solved sooner or later. And Liang Jia, how are you going to solve it? This is a person, not a piece of goods. " Fan chili pushed me away. "At the beginning, Ma Xiaoying, I know she was pregnant with your child. She was really pregnant, not fake. Maybe you think it's fake, but the child won't grow up healthily in her stomach. I don't know if it's doomed. Is it her and your life or me and your life? Do you want to know what I thought and how to solve it? "

I looked at fan chili. I wanted to ask this question for a long time. Now she said it herself. I was very nervous.

"I want to help you. I don't say that because the last thing has passed. You can ask Ma Xiaoying. I asked her to go to Hong Kong. It has been arranged in advance. She can't come back before the child is one year old. This period belongs to you and me. I'll leave you as soon as she comes back. I think so for many reasons, my illness and my freedom. I don't know how long I can live, let alone whether freedom belongs to me, so I have to grasp the happiness in front of me. "

"Now, freedom belongs to me. My illness will not pose a threat to my life for the time being, but I suddenly have no sense of security and am suddenly unwilling to give up until I know Jiang Bing. All my feelings have disappeared. Am I willing to believe it? Why? Because many things happen because of me. Jiang Bing, if it weren't for me, would you have so many relationships with her? Do I blame you? Strange, but don't I have to be responsible? Am I not responsible? No, I am responsible, and I should bear the greatest responsibility. Therefore, all the results, even what I don't want and what I can't accept, are the antecedents of my planting. "

Do you believe me?

I don't know. I can't speak with my mouth open!

Walking on the deserted street, thinking about what Fan chili just told me, I really feel heartache. Ma Xiaoying is such a thing? How painful was she at that time? The child is gone, and I still hate her. And fan chili, she thought so at that time. What would I do if I knew these things at that time?

Fan chili, I feel I love this woman more and more. If I want to give up, I'm really dying!

Looking at the cloudy sky, I want to laugh and cry more. Before I cry, God cried first. The rain line fell all over the sky and soon fell on me. I stopped, stopped in the middle of the road and let the dense rain hit me.

I don't know how long later, an umbrella appeared about 30 meters in front of me, and a man came to me with an umbrella. It was Liang Jia. She held her umbrella over my head and didn't say a word. She just stood with me, very gentle.

Liang Jia is also a good woman. I'm not a good man. It's unrealistic to meet so many good women. I also have an ambiguous relationship with them. Is this love? This is obviously injury and torture. Everyone feels very tortured. Besides poverty, the most annoying thing is emotional problems. Poverty is easier to solve. Emotional problems, there is a saying that summarizes very well. It is not only like this, but also chaotic when cutting and managing!

"Jiajia, why are you so docile?" I don't know how long later, I said this sentence, and then the next sentence, "let's go back!" I don't know why Liang Jia suddenly appeared in front of me. Does she know I didn't go back? See the rain, worry about me getting wet? Anyway, at this moment, I was very moved.

I took my umbrella, held it up and walked to the hotel with Liang Jia.

I suddenly feel that there is no pressure with Liang Jia. She doesn't have so many messy things and requirements. She is the most docile. She can accompany you crazy and silent. This is the former she, who I'm used to. I thought of fan Chili's words. She said that if it weren't for her, Liang Jia and I would be a good couple. Is that true?

"Sorry to trouble you!" When I got to the hotel, I found Liang Jia's whole back wet!

Liang Jia went back to her room. I also went back to my room and took my clothes into the bathroom.

Come out of the bathroom, open the curtains and look at the rain line outside. I don't know what I want to see. I just watch while smoking. In my mind is the question asked by Jiang Liang's father. I've asked myself at least a hundred times. Do I want aunt Bing to wake up? Really? Really? Don't you want to? Really not? I'm struggling.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang!

Who is this party?

Jiang liang?

Intuition tells me that it should be Jiang Liang, but intuition sometimes makes mistakes. Liang Jia is outside.

"Can you sleep?" Liang Jia asked me. She was standing at the door in her pajamas.

I shook my head and let Liang Jia come in. She wanted to come in, and I just wanted to find someone to talk to. I hit it off!

"Fan is always a good man, and Jiang Bing is also a good man." After sitting down, Liang Jia said, "I have no prayer. I am reluctant to be happy. I always want more than I need in life. Don't force yourself too much. If you think more about some things, you will have more concerns. Walking by feeling is a better way." These words sound familiar. Who once told me? My mind was confused and I couldn't remember. I was surprised that Liang Jia suddenly said these words to me!

"Jiajia, do you think about your future?"

"The future?" Liang Jia smiled bitterly, "this problem is too far away for me to think about! But I remember that President Fan said a word to me. She said that after knowing you, we are doomed to have no future. She also said that we have all done some wrong things, which have changed many results. Now and in the future, we may have to pay off our debts for those wrong things. Since we have done it, we must bear the responsibility. "

I was silent. Before today, it may be difficult for me to understand the real meaning of fan Chili's words to Liang Jia. Now I can understand.

"Jiajia, I don't understand. Why are you so good? Even if this is a fact, I couldn't believe it at the beginning, including aunt Bing. I found that you all seem to be able to face it sincerely... Do I take myself too seriously? Or are you all rational and clear enough? " Personally, I think many people can't achieve their broadness.

"Heart to heart, okay? One person can infect another. In the face of Jiang Bing's, if you are selfish, you feel very ashamed and can't lift your head in front of her. In fact, President fan can do that, but generally he won't let you see it. " Liang Jia smiled. "I'm the most ordinary and simple. From the moment I live for myself, I found that what I wanted was very simple. I even forgot my father's hatred!"

"I won't forget. I said I wanted your father to close his eyes."

"It makes sense to live for yourself. That's what my father really wants to see."