Office Love Affair: Reversal

This is a clearing bar within 200 square meters, with relaxed music. Because it's still early, it's only more than 10 o'clock, so it's not very full. After Huang Xiaoshu and I went in, we found a card seat in the corner and asked for a dozen beers.

"It's no use drinking." Huang Xiaoshu said, "we should keep our heads clear and think of other ways."

"What else? Can you think of it? " Seeing that Huang Xiaoshu was dumb, I continued, "I just want to have a few drinks. You can either drink with me or go home by yourself. Don't talk nonsense!"

Huang Xiaoshu looked at me wrongfully. A few seconds later, she also took a can of beer, opened it and drank it.

"Huang Xiaoshu, I don't even know if fan chili was ferocious in his last life. Why did he do so many good things in his life and his fate was so tortuous? Either this or that. Looking at her childhood, she didn't even know who her parents were. She grew up in an orphanage. Everyone didn't like her and was bullied. Then they are adopted and directly thrown abroad. They only give tuition fees and living expenses. They have to earn their own money. It's hard to imagine that a woman like fan chili has ever done hard work, washing dishes and toilets, respecting noble people in front of others and being humble behind them. Huang Xiaoshu, do you know? Every time I think of these and think of her loneliness over there, I want to cry. When I was a child, my family was very poor, but at least one family was happy. Fan chili never enjoyed this kind of enjoyment. Some were only lonely, lonely and stressed. "

Listen to me, Huang Xiaoshu's whole expression is sad. She knows more about fan Chili's life in France than I do. What does her expression mean? Maybe the pain of fan chili is much more tragic than I thought!

"Fortunately, fan chili survived." I poured a mouthful of wine into my mouth, "but is this sadness or joy? I don't know if I have a problem. I always feel that it's better to die than to live in pain. Maybe you don't agree, many people don't agree, but I really think so. Some people don't understand. They don't have low back pain when standing and talking. They live a good life and don't know other people's pain at all. Of course, fan chili is very strong. I admit that she can bear what people can't bear, so everyone respects her very much, including you, me and many of our friends. This is not without reason. But how many people know and believe that fan chili has suffered so much? "

"When she grew up, she sold herself to Feiya. She sold herself to a bad man she didn't like. She felt that she had no future. The only faith to live was to redeem her future through her own efforts. Another is to take good care of the orphanage and support many people's sky with their thin shoulders. She is a woman. Even if she is strong, how can she do? Besides, the enemy is so strong. Failure after failure didn't bring her down, but she became braver and braver. Who among us has this spirit of repeated failures and battles? Well, finally, freedom finally belongs to her, but she doesn't know how long she can enjoy it. The operation was successful, but you and I both know... It's not safe for her life. Forget it. Look at the current situation. I don't know if God is deliberately teasing her! "

"Fan is always a good person. I believe good people will have a good ending. Even if there are twists and turns in the middle, the final outcome must be good."

"What a fart. How can you survive so much suffering? Do you still have life to enjoy when you get half disabled? " I gave myself another sip of wine, "Huang Xiaoshu, life does not depend on the length. Really, as long as it is wonderful, even if it is just a flash in the pan, it is very valuable. If it is not wonderful, the longer it is, the more painful it will be. " I don't know what's wrong with me. It seems that I've become stupid, idiot and pessimistic. Anyway, I've changed!

"Maybe!" Huang Xiaoshu looked into my eyes, "but life should not be so pessimistic. The misery of many people is a kind of happiness compared with others. If we only look at our own misery and don't look at the misery of others, our life will be in vain."

"No, I watch ancient TV dramas. Have you seen little fish and flowers? Have you seen Ji Xiaolan four with iron teeth and copper teeth? The fairies inside were drained of their internal power. Qian Qian was hit by the falling wild goose sand. They could survive. However, the fairies depended on others to lose their Qi. Qian Qian would be paralyzed. What did they choose in the end? Choose to take a medicine that can return to normal, but the process only lasts for one day, and then you will die. It's very tragic and beautiful, isn't it? A wonderful day is really better than a lifetime of pain. "

Huang Xiaoshu didn't speak. She was drinking and thinking.

I don't know if what I said is reasonable. Maybe not in the eyes of others. Anyway, I think so myself. Of course, not all kinds of pain are like that. Everyone's life will have pain more or less. I just say that, but I don't necessarily do that. However, if, if... I have cancer and incurable diseases, I must end myself and not affect my family. It's not only myself but also my family who suffer so much.

This evening, Huang Xiaoshu and I talked a lot. What we said earlier was organized. What we said later was completely unorganized. It seemed that we were venting all our dissatisfaction with the world. Because I'm drunk, it's strange. I don't get drunk when I want to be drunk. I don't want to get drunk when I can't drink much. I don't want to get drunk today. Every time I get drunk, something will happen. I dare not. But I'm drunk. I don't even know who helped me out of the bar. I only know that when I wake up, I sleep in the back seat of my car, Huang Xiaoshu sits, I lie down, my head rests on her thigh, and she's still sleeping with her hands around my head against the door.

I wanted to wake up Huang Xiaoshu, but my head was dizzy, and I found it very comfortable to lie like this, so I didn't wake up Huang Xiaoshu immediately. I'm thinking about fan chili. She's been in the public security bureau all night. I don't know how she is? And I, I went to drink. I'm not fucking human. But what can I do without drinking? The only person who can help is Jiang Liang, his father. He refuses people thousands of miles away. Should I try to find Yuan Lin's uncle? This is not an ordinary thing. Will he help me? Even if you like, far water can't save near fire.

No, at this point, you have to try everything!

"Huang Xiaoshu, wake up." I wanted to sit up, but I couldn't. Huang Xiaoshu hugged my head. I had to wake her up first.

Huang Xiaoshu whispered and didn't respond.

"Huang Xiaoshu, it's dawn!" I tugged at Huang Xiaoshu.

After a while, Huang Xiaoshu finally opened her eyes and saw me lying on her lap, and she hugged my head. A flash of panic flashed in her eyes and she immediately stood up. Her stop caused a series of chain reactions. Her head hit the top of the car, and I slipped down and pressed her feet, and then she stepped on me

"Huang Xiaoshu, what are you doing?"

"Sorry, I didn't mean it!" Huang Xiaoshu stood on the seat and pulled me up. Her face was very red. "I didn't think you slept very well last night, so, then..."

"It's all right, stop talking!" I opened the door and got off.

Outside the car, I did some stretching exercises to restore my muscles and bones. Then I took two bottles of mineral water out of the trunk and handed one of them to Huang Xiaoshu who had just got off the car.

"I'll go to the bathroom." Huang Xiaoshu pointed to a hotel opposite and walked over.

I drank half a bottle of mineral water, and the rest was used to wash my face. After washing, I went back to the car to find a cigarette and light it, waiting for Huang Xiaoshu to come back. Huang Xiaoshu came back in more than 20 minutes. She said she was hungry and wanted to have breakfast. I'm also hungry. I didn't have lunch or dinner yesterday. I drank wine without eating anything. I feel weak all over!

I took Huang Xiaoshu to a nearby restaurant. It's Hong Kong style. Although it's only more than seven o'clock, there are many guests in it. They are old people and noisy. There are few young people like us.

I ordered a lot of snacks. When I ordered, I wanted to eat very much. When I really ate, I found that I couldn't eat much. When I ate, I thought of fan pepper. I don't know whether she ate it or not, and then I didn't feel at all!

"What's the matter?" Huang Xiaoshu asked me.

"We eat so well here. I don't know if fan chili has anything to eat."

"Call my uncle later. Isn't he looking for someone to deliver clothes and medicine? You should have no problem with breakfast. "

After breakfast, it was eight o'clock. It was estimated that director Ding got up. Huang Xiaoshu called him about breakfast. Director Ding said it was no problem. He said that if people were still in the Municipal Bureau, they could ensure that fan chili had something to eat and water to drink. Huang Xiaoshu hung up the phone. I called Yuan Lin's uncle and explained the whole thing to him. He asked me to wait for the phone. He inquired about the situation and then replied to me.

After leaving the restaurant and returning to the car, Huang Xiaoshu asked me where to go. I said there was no place to go.

"Go to manjo! You can sleep in the office. Manjo is not far from the City Council. It's too far for you to go home! "

I agreed. I don't want to be so far away from fan chili, and I have to wait for uncle Yuan Lin's call. If Uncle Yuan Lin can't help, I have to ask Jiang Liang's father. Anyway, this is the last straw. Even if I kneel down to him, I'll go whatever I want. Anyway, I'll rely on it. I don't believe he killed me. It doesn't matter if he killed me, As long as he is willing to save fan chili, he will die. Didn't he tell him that one life for another in Wenzhou?

And Huang Xiaoshu went back to manqiao. Before it was time to go to work, they saw a reception coming back!

I went directly into aunt Bing's office. My office was used by Huang Xiaoshu. Later, it became her office. I wasn't there. She didn't need to be responsible for the Secretary, but the deputy general manager. So she was very busy and needed a slightly larger office.

I sit in my chair and don't know what I can do. I can't sleep and work... I certainly don't have that heart. I can't read the documents if I let me read them. I'm waiting, very anxious, waiting for the call of Yuan Lin's uncle. But damn it, the phone hasn't called at more than 10 o'clock, and I dare not dial to disturb him. Even if I dial, it's useless. He must inform me the first time when he has news. He may not find out now. After all, it's so far away.