Office Love Affair: Reversal

Fan chili fell asleep with an unhappy expression on his face. She should not want to sleep. It can be seen from her posture that she is waiting for me. She just sleeps unconsciously in the process of waiting because she is too tired.

I sat by the bed and watched fan chili quietly. When she fell asleep, I gently put her away and let her lie down completely. I don't want to wake her up. I'm willing to wait for her to wake up. No matter how long she sleeps, it's only once. Although I promised aunt Bing that I would go to see her today, I can only make a mistake!

But I still woke her up. It's not a wake-up. It's a very slight consciousness. Hug me. She needs me. I went to bed and held her in my arms. Now I found that she was so weak that she was submerged in my arms. I should give her more protection.

Slowly, I also fell asleep. In my dream, I dreamed that everything recently was just a dream. I woke up in the dream. Fan chili was fine, and there was no money laundering or bribery. Everything in the dream was so beautiful. No one left who, and no one needed to leave who. Unfortunately, the dream is always a dream. When I woke up, I found that fan pepper in my arms was gone

"Pepper, are you there?" I shouted as I got out of bed.

I didn't answer. I never answered. I looked for any place in the house where I could hide people, but I didn't find fan chili. Finally, I returned to my room and saw a piece of paper on the bedside table. This paper is not available in fan Chili's family. The paper is very poor. It is old stationery. It is the kind of letter written to prisoners in prison. This letter was written by fan chili in the detention center.

Carefully open the letter paper, the first thing I saw was not the words, but the tears. Fan pepper was crying when he wrote a letter. His tears dropped on the letter paper and turned the words into words. Seeing such a letter paper, I really want to insert a knife into myself.

Ning Hao.

When you see this letter, I have left you. You can see that this letter was written in the detention center. It was the first night I went in. At that time, I had guessed the result. Jiang Liang's father would do so. Don't hate him. It's the same for me. You know, I hope I guess wrong. I hate that I can always guess right, especially this time. But we all have to accept the fact that this is life, and those who want to come always come. Similarly, those who want to pass always have to pass. Perhaps this is the real life. There must be pain when there is happiness.

You have to grow up after I leave, you know? You are always impulsive. You can't do this again in the future. You should think twice about everything, because you can't go back if you do something wrong. You can only leave regret all your life. In this way, living will not be wonderful. See here, you will probably ask how to live to be wonderful. Sorry, I could answer you before, but now I can't! I just want you to remember, remember the happy days we had, and then gradually forget me in this happy day. You have to do it, and I have to do it. Leave our home with a smile and live happily every day. If you don't smile and if you are unhappy, I will feel heartache no matter how far I am, so you have to promise me.

Dear, finally I give you two words, the two words I have given before: put it down.

Treat Jiang Bing well, for yourself and for me.

Goodbye, my once deep love, don't look for, don't think, don't read, just keep the last self-esteem for me.

Pepper, word.

After reading, the letter paper dripped wet again. This time it was my tears.

After a long time, I folded the letter and put it into the interlayer of my wallet. There were already two letters from fan chili, two parting times and two heartbroken times. The last time I left, fan chili asked Huang Xiaoshu to come to see me. Will you come again this time? Yes, as soon as the doorbell rang, I guessed it was Huang Xiaoshu, but I didn't open the door. I knew Huang Xiaoshu had a password. She told me first, so she rang the doorbell.

Sure enough, before long, Huang Xiaoshu came in and sat by the side looking at me.

"Fan pepper is gone!"

"I see!"

"Huang Xiaoshu, I feel my heart is broken and I don't want to live!"

"This is not what President fan wants to see. Do you know why President fan asked me to see you before he left?" Huang Xiaoshu sat close to me, held my shoulder and said to me, "put it down. Listen to President fan. Put it down, or you really won't give President fan your last self-esteem."

Huang Xiaoshu left the room. She left a sentence: I'll wait for you outside. Don't eat or drink. You think you accept it. When you're calm, you'll come out and live well every day.

I got into the quilt and curled up into a ball. I frantically thought about fan pepper and recalled every bit of the past. Every expression of her, what she often said, many, many, even the environment when we had sex, I thought about all I could think of, and then again. An hour, two hours, three hours, time kept flowing. I thought of numbness, I can't remember anything, as if the whole person had been hollowed out

Am I asleep? Forget, my head is really empty and there is nothing, but I can feel the continuous change of the environment. Now there is sunshine outside the window. It's dawn, one night has passed, and a new day has come!

I got up and wanted to leave the room. When I was about to open the door, I hesitated, walked back, sat in front of the dresser and looked at myself in the mirror. Ask yourself, can you be calm? Is it acceptable? Fan chili wants me to be calm, to accept, to put down, to leave our house with a smile, and to live happily every day. Maybe I really should listen to her, but I can't give up. After all, no one knows what will happen tomorrow. Fan Chili's departure may not be the end, but the beginning. In fact, fan chili really came back soon. In a very special way, the city we knew became crazy from the day she came back. Of course, this is what will happen later.

I smiled in the mirror with an ugly smile. I smiled ten times and still felt ugly. I seemed to have forgotten how to show a happy smile, or a more normal smile, until I smiled more than 100 times and my feeling came back

When I opened the door, I saw Huang Xiaoshu sitting on the sofa.

"President fan asked me to wait for you all night and said you would give me a smile the next day. Sure enough, President fan has studied you thoroughly!" Huang Xiaoshu said. Fan chili has really studied me thoroughly. She knows me best, knows my character and my thoughts. No matter how the future changes, she will live in my memory, and my heart will always leave her a position, an irreplaceable position.

"Fan chili is a woman like a God." I sat next to Huang Xiaoshu, "can you make me breakfast? I'm hungry!"

Huang Xiaoshu went to make breakfast for me. I sat on the sofa until she was almost ready. I went to wash, then went out after breakfast and left the house. When she left, Huang Xiaoshu changed her password. She said it was fan Chili's meaning. When I can really put down that day, Huang Xiaoshu will change her password back. I can't take anything inside. I can't take it for the time being. If I need it, Huang Xiaoshu will take it for me.

Got on the bus, took a last look at fan Chili's home and I left!

On the way, I asked Huang Xiaoshu where to go. Huang Xiaoshu entered an address in the navigation. It is a community, a very quiet community. It is less than a kilometer north of Feiya group.

"I bought this house." Taking me to a house on the sixth floor, Huang Xiaoshu said, "I was going to move in with my mother. Unexpectedly, my mother was ill and lost her memory. I won't move in. Living in an old house may help my mother recover her memory. You live first!"

"Huang Xiaoshu, thank you!" I can't refuse Huang Xiaoshu's wishes. In fact, I really have no place to live. Fan chili doesn't let me go back to our house for a reason. Anyway, I should respect her.

"You're welcome. Just don't make a mess."

"I will be diligent in hygiene, I will not." I smiled, "really."

I saw this house, less than 100 square meters, with two rooms, beds, tables and everything. The layout is dreamy, which is the feeling Huang Xiaoshu likes.

"You live in this. It needs a little sunshine." If Huang Xiaoshu pointed out, "you need sunshine." Then Huang Xiaoshu handed me a bunch of keys. "This is the key. Don't lose it. I haven't matched the second set yet."

"I deserve it!"

"Go, and go back to manjo."

"Wait, how's my brother doing? Did you find the house? "

"It's almost done. You should have said it earlier. It's not enough time."

Huang Xiaoshu left. I was alone in the house, sitting on the bed and looking at this strange place. I'll spend it here in the future. How long will it take? I don't know. I can't forget the pain so easily. No, I shouldn't forget a person so easily. But if I figure it out, I can bury everything in my heart. Even if it hurts again, I won't show it to others. Isn't fan chili always teaching me not to go home when I'm unhappy and don't expose it outside? She really taught me many things, which should be cherished, because they are very useful on the long road of life.

After staying for more than half an hour, I left the house. I promised aunt Bing to accompany her every day. I've cheated her all day. I can't go today!

When I arrived at Jiang Liang's ancestral house, I smoked a cigarette outside before I went in.

Aunt Bing's mental state today is much better than the day before. She has a sweet smile on her face. She bloomed out the moment she saw me come in. It's very beautiful and beautiful.

"Aunt Bing, I'm sorry I didn't come because I had something to do yesterday." I sat in the chair beside the bed. "Are you better?"

"Better!" Aunt Bing smiled, "the doctor said I could get out of bed tomorrow, but I can only walk in this room."

"Not bad."

"I've grown up in this house. I want to go outside. I've been trapped here for more than ten days. It's really boring." As she spoke, the smile on Aunt Bing's face disappeared and was replaced by a bit gloomy.

"Come on, isn't there no way now? When you are well, I'll accompany you to travel. "

"Really?"

"Yes."

I spent the whole afternoon chatting with aunt Bing. In the evening, the doctor came to examine aunt Bing. After the examination, aunt Bing asked the doctor if she could eat osmanthus cake. When she asked, she had a very poor expression. The doctor couldn't stand her expression and said she couldn't eat more. Aunt Bing was happy and looked forward to looking at me. After the doctor left, she told me an address and asked me to buy it right away.