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I feel like the priest’s opening remarks may have two meanings.

If so, what do you need to confess? Or maybe, why do you, a foreigner, come to confess?

Roy, who was experiencing such a scene for the first time, felt a little nervous.

The greeting to Bishop Lavoisier inevitably led to some overthinking.

However, thinking of the subsequent vows made by Priest Duerke who asked for questioning, she felt a lot more confident and spoke with a hint of polite apology:

"Mr. Father, I don't understand the law very well. The things I want to ask you about may be quite complex and fragmentary."

"Don't mind it, you and I can chat casually." Fan Ning raised his hand and said it's okay, "I need to express my congratulations to Miss Roy in advance regarding the Janus Cinema chain. This is what I have made clear before. "

In fact, it’s not me you should thank, but him. Roy sighed in his heart, but still had a smile on his face, and tried to ask: "I am better at casual chatting. For example, I would like to ask Mr. Father, you have just established your majesty and glory in Janus, Now we are about to investigate the abnormal area. What kind of mentality is driving such a plan? "

After asking, seeing that the other party didn't answer for a while, she felt that it might still be a bit abrupt, so she kept adding: "Actually, I asked this because of an old friend. He has been away for some time, and I have been in contact occasionally. No, I don’t know about his circumstances, because of some of his life experiences and his entanglements with the Special Patrol Office, maybe he will face a similar situation to you now or in the future? So I thought, maybe you can have some reference for your state of mind? Value? There may also be some reference value for the knowledge about that place, the estimated risks and the duration, but forget it if it involves organizational secrets."

What does "contact come and go" mean? Don't I basically reply to all your emails? I even added words on purpose so as not to make people feel perfunctory. Why do they say bad things about me when others are wrong and say bad things about me in front of me?

Some inconspicuous keywords in the other party's words seemed to arouse Fan Ning's "grievance" too much, making him depressed for a while.

Then, Fan Ning was really stumped by this question, which he might not be able to answer even if he answered it truthfully.

Entering the state of mind in the abnormal zone?

What kind of tricky angle is the question?

Fan Ning regretted that she boasted about Haikou and said "just chat" before the confession. If she had known that she didn't understand very well, she would have guided her at her own pace.

Now we can only step into the perspective of "Bishop Lavoisier", deeply analyze his life and character, and think from the perspective of his mission.

Well, it has been delayed for a bit long. It only took so long to answer the first question, which led to a deadlock in the Sacrament of Penance. It is really unsatisfactory. I have to think faster and faster.

Going back to the train of thought, the Holy Sun Church, as the "original sect" of Mithraism, inherits orthodoxy. The great achievement of "Trinity" is Lavoisier's ultimate pursuit, and the "theme of God" left by Saint Sebastian is also Clues related to "Key No. 0"

"Mr. Father, do you need to change it?" Roy smiled sheepishly.

"Pilgrimage! Yes, it is pilgrimage." Fan Ning finally found a word.

He was satisfied with the accuracy of the word's summary, but he seemed to be a little weaker in terms of momentum and demeanor, so he decided to immediately take the initiative to pursue the remedy, pretending to be deep and asking questions, first confusing the other party and then saying:

"Has Miss Roy ever had any pilgrimage experience?"

"Well" Roy changed the position of his feet to one side and started thinking seriously, "This sounds like a very serious word that has a lot of meaning in life, and it has a strong religious meaning. My life experience is relatively shallow, and I come from a school of thought rather than a church, so maybe I haven’t.”

"It doesn't have to be a religious category."

"Oh, and for other people, what kind of experience would be considered a pilgrimage?"

"In my humble opinion, two things must be met." Fan Ning stretched out his hand and said, "One is the faraway place that has never been reached, and the other is the pure purpose after taking off the disguise."

Roy speculated on these two key phrases. She was still a little unaware that Father Lavoisier's style of "casual chatting" with her alone today seemed to have changed a little. It means the legacy of ancient monks.

She thought for a while and commented: "The first point is easy to understand, it is to travel far away, but the second point, what is the 'purpose after taking off the disguise'?"

Fan Ning smiled meaningfully: "Except for physiological needs such as 'eating and sleeping', in fact, many of the things each of us do in daily life are dominated by the purpose of 'identity disguise' rather than Motives that are truly your own.”

Roy asked three questions in surprise:

"Identity disguise?"

"Everyone has one?"

“For example, does Mr. Father also act under ‘identity disguise’?”

Well, there must be some metaphorical imagery or essential analysis in it.

"Of course, people act under disguise and get tired after a long time." Fan Ning's answer was heartfelt and sincere.

Roy was increasingly surprised.

She actually heard a hint of fatigue in Father Lavoisier's tone, which she had never felt before.

“For example, a worker in a factory or an employee in a company, everything he does is due to his employment status, responsibilities from family members, requirements from professional ethics, pressure from external survival, etc., without these, 'Identity disguise', he is not willing to spend most of his time and energy on this matter."

“For another example, young people who are lovers need to consider each other’s preferences when it comes to dates, outings, and meals; married wives and husbands must devote a certain amount of energy to housework and childcare; and those who attend social gatherings People must consider their image in the eyes of others in every move they make; when a singer standing in the choir performs a musical phrase, even if he has his own understanding, he must always keep an eye on the conductor's movements and expressions. Without these 'identity disguises' , they might as well act entirely based on their own habits and comfort when they are alone."

"As for me, when preaching to others, I must always consider how the lambs and masters around me will understand and imitate them; when dealing with mysterious issues, I need to consider how to handle the relationship with other official organizations; when dealing with the current situation of military personnel When committing some transgressions, we also need to prevent excessive force, which will cause the overall situation of my Janus to be unstable."

"I see, so Father Lavoisier is also wearing an 'identity disguise'!" Roy smiled.

Fan Ning's spiritual sense penetrated the partition and looked into her blue eyes.

He saw the other party gradually showing a surprised expression, so he nodded sincerely:

"certainly."