Omega Allergy
Chapter 59: I still can't let go of you
After getting a general understanding of current technology, Shen Jingheng exchanged the information he had obtained with the director of the institute. Then the director of the institute led a group of scientists to publish Shen Jingheng's major discoveries.
The study of knowledge takes time. Shen Jingheng knew that it was useless to be anxious, so he sat under a tree and looked up at the stars in the night sky.
The stars are mysterious and beautiful, just like Chu Yu, they are beyond sight.
After calming down, Shen Jingheng felt terribly distressed. Chu Yu didn't know what method was used to send him back to the SCY-I galaxy. He stayed in Chongxing by himself, and his life or death was uncertain.
This is the case every time, every time there is no explanation. He is always chasing the most unreachable star.
Shen Jingheng slowly took out the jade flute, and gently rubbed his fingers on the jade flute.
"……I miss you so much."
He closed his eyes and kissed the jade flute religiously. There seemed to be the temperature of Chu Yu's body still remaining on the jade flute.
At this moment, the jade flute suddenly glowed with a pale green light. A ray of light slowly overflowed, slowly converging into a translucent human shape.
Shen Jingheng seemed to sense something and opened his eyes.
He saw the figure in front of him, with nice amber eyes.
Shen Jingheng's breathing trembled instantly.
"you……"
Chu Yu's phantom looked around the surroundings, then slowly walked to Shen Jingheng's side, and reached out his hand to touch Shen Jingheng's face.
But his hand passed through Shen Jingheng's face.
He looked at his hand in silence.
"You..." Shen Jingheng had a lot of questions in his stomach, but he didn't know which one to ask first.
Chu Yu seemed to be able to read minds: "I'm sorry."
A sentence of sorry instantly pulled Shen Jingheng back to his senses. He looked at the translucent Chu Yu in front of him, took a deep breath, and slowly asked, "...Are you dead?"
Chu Yu nodded, then shook his head: "I don't know, maybe it is."
"That's what you said... Death has only become another substance." Shen Jingheng's mouth raised a hint of sarcasm, "This is the truth of the so-called ‘ghost’, does it fit the science you found?"
Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu, who was still calm in front of him, and all the emotions accumulated in his heart finally exploded.
His eye sockets were deep red, and tears rolled from his eye sockets instantly, unable to restrain it.
"You spent a lot of effort I didn't know, surpassed time, and leapt into space, just to come to me and tell me... Are you dead?"
Chu Yu did not speak.
At this time, the air seemed to fall into dead silence.
"Please speak!!!"
Shen Jingheng could no longer restrain his emotional upheaval, but his shouts seemed so weak under the starry sky.
He stared at the red eyes, and stared at the translucent figure in front of him.
"All your plans, all your arrangements...I don't know all, I keep chasing you like a fool, I want to be worthy of you, I want to work hard not to let you down, I want to protect you..." Pain pressed into his heart, so he couldn't breathe, "But you came to tell me that you are dead?"
Shen Jingheng blocked all Chu Yu's words and skills: "What's next? What you have to do when you come back is to tell the institute about your ability to travel through time and space, and unlock the real technological veil of'spiritual power', right?"
Chu Yu remained silent.
"I knew it." Shen Jingheng smiled miserably and stretched out his hand to cover his face, "Three times. Chu Yu,...you have abandoned me three times."
"I didn't." Chu Yu finally explained.
"In the face of the survival of the entire Protoss, my feelings for you..." Shen Jingheng's mouth evoked a self-deprecating smile, "It's not even dust."
Shen Jingheng looked at the starry sky through Chu Yu's phantom: "You are the **** of ***, I actually want to blaspheme... it's ridiculous."
"Shen Jingheng." Chu Yu coldly called his full name.
But Shen Jingheng didn't want to listen to an explanation. There were always holes in the words of Chu Yu, and he didn't want to jump in again.
"What do you think I still believe in you?" Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu's transparent face, as if to look through him, "You may never know how much I love you, how much I want to be with you For ordinary days, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, as a real protoss, with warmth and emotion...not... another substance."
Shen Jingheng's words after holding back for a long time finally came out: "I don't understand your romance. Perhaps it is your romance to work hard for the future of the entire Protoss, or to participate in the entire universe. Understanding the rules of the universe is your romance, perhaps technology Your development is also your romance... But to me, it’s nowhere near as real as your being by my side."
"Is it my turn to speak?" Chu Yu calmly listened to Shen Jingheng's words and looked at him calmly.
Shen Jingheng only felt that Chu Yu in front of him was so far away from him.
He laughed self-deprecatingly: "You speak, I won't listen anymore."
"..."
Shen Jingheng raised a gentle smile to Chu Yu: "Go and do what you should do now, sir."
He made a military salute to Chu Yu, then turned away calmly.
The stars tonight are extraordinarily bright in the night sky.
Shen Jingheng went back to his bedroom alone, curled up in the sleeping cabin painfully, his body and heart were all in a ball.
Language is the sharpest knife. He took his own knife and slashed at the one he loved the most, as well as at himself.
Pheromone was uncontrollable and started frantic, exploding frantically in his body, almost tore him to destruction.
Chu Yu's figure slowly appeared in his sleeping cabin, lying beside him abruptly.
When Shen Jingheng saw him, the pheromone became even more frantic.
Chu Yu stared into his eyes, stretched out his hand to gently caress Shen Jingheng's long silver hair, and then stretched out his hand to carefully touch Shen Jingheng's face.
Finally he leaned down, and his lips lightly pressed against Shen Jingheng's forehead.
Shen Jingheng could see all these actions, but could not feel anything.
The pain is still tumbling and tearing, like a violent wind engulfing countless broken glass in his body and causing chaos. The glass dross seemed to cut a hole in his eyes, and he finally felt a little moist on his face.
Chu Yu stretched out his hand and tried to wipe off the two wet spots, but tears passed through his hands.
Chu Yu stared at his hand for a moment, then slowly stood up, floating in the air watching Shen Jingheng, and said calmly: "...I'm leaving."
Shen Jingheng closed his eyes and rolled over, not looking at him again.
Shen Jingheng didn't know when Chu Yu left.
He only knew that one month after Chu Yu left, the research institute had made important progress-they had developed a way to manipulate mechas with their minds.
This research can be said to have opened the door to new technologies, and the mineral resources that Chu Yu once brought back are important converters that convert brain-controlled energy into digital signals.
With theoretical technology and mineral crystal as an energy converter, soon, the first brain-controlled mech will be available soon, which is far from reaching the requirements of Chu Yu. Chu Yu is looking for the most dangerous and most dangerous places in the galaxy. Aggressive species.
It is said to integrate the violent mental power of this species into the mecha to increase the attack power of the mecha.
The first-generation mecha that was brought back from Chongxing became an experimental product.
——Black Shark.
The people of the research institute developed a method to compress the space through the information that Chu Yu brought back. This technology was put into use in an instant, which greatly improved the portability of the mecha. The merchants aimed at this technology and developed the space storage function for the Protoss... all this is a later story.
In just six months after Chu Yu came back, the technology of the entire Protoss made a qualitative leap in an instant.
Shen Jingheng witnessed such a change. He almost became numb when he heard the good news from the TV news every day.
The cheers and confidence of the people continued to increase. Everyone was waiting for Chu Yu to prepare and go into battle, annihilate the damned Zerg, retake the SCY-I galaxy, and retake their homeland.
Finally, a year later, that day came.
Shen Jingheng and Chu Yu did not meet for a whole year. But news about Chu Yu would still reach his ears.
Even if he didn't want to listen, he would still hear Chu Yu's news.
The whole world, the whole mankind, are all discussing Chu Yu's contribution, all are discussing what a good general this is, he is the hope of mankind, and he is the belief of the people.
Shen Jingheng looked at the Omega who cast his admiration at Chu Yu, and at the Alpha who didn't hide his admiration, and Chu Yu's naked eyes, only feeling that Chu Yu was out of reach.
Chu Yu is a star.
He was just separated from Chu Yu by tiny dust tens of thousands of light years away.
He is not as great as Chu Yu, and can only pretend to be a person.
Maybe this kind of relationship is the best ending for him and Chu Yu. They are one in the sky and the other underground.
He is unworthy.
The news of the expedition spread throughout the galaxy. That day, everyone in the galaxy came out of their homes and gathered in the central square to watch the real-time projection of the expedition played by the sky light curtain.
Cheers and shouts spread throughout the galaxy.
People have never been so united and excited.
Shen Jingheng stood in the crowd—he was not selected by Chu Yu to be in the conscript—looking at the phantom of Chu Yu on the big screen, he slowly left the noisy crowd.
It was three years after learning the news of Chu Yu again.
Facing the Zerg, well-prepared humans are still defeated.
No survivors.
Dark fear once again enveloped people's hearts. People are afraid that the Zerg will follow the traces to find the SCY-Ⅱ galaxy, and they blame Chu Yu that these people on the expedition have once again caused humans to fall into fear.
Shen Jingheng listened to the absurd language all over the world and found it extremely ridiculous.
When he is useful, he is human hope.
When he failed, he became a crime in people's mouth.
Human beings always want to find some excuses and beliefs for themselves, so as to avoid admitting their incompetence.
So Chu Yu...what is the point of everything you insist on?
Shen Jingheng calmly found the director of the research institute. Just as at the beginning, he asked the director of the research institute for starship piloting permissions and a mecha.
If I insist on finding a meaning for life, then my meaning may be...
No matter where you are, whether you are alive or not, I will find you.
I still can't let go of you.
[The author has something to say: I’ve been a bit busy lately and the ending of the memoir is a bit difficult to write. I really want to show Shen Jingheng’s love for Chu Yu to the fullest in this environment, but I find that I can only write what I want. Express one-tenth. Hey... It's still too good. I am very grateful to the little angels who are still chasing changes, thank you for your willingness to see here. Many of them may be attracted by the cookies at the beginning, and it may be boring to write about the main drama... The next chapter is the final chapter of the memory chapter, and soon you will know why Shen Jingheng lost his memory and pave the way for it. The foreshadowing for a long time is finally about to be revealed, and I am still a little nervous, afraid that I will **** if I can't write well. I don't know if you like this slow enthusiasm festival or not. I would really be very happy if I could have some communication with the plot. 】
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