On How Abusive Essays Become Sweet Essays

      It's average, but it has the bonus of technology and temperament, and it looks very handsome.

    When Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian arrived at the bar, Qiao Yunyun was chatting with the little sisters in the circle about them. Nian wanted to make it public, and he didn't make it public for him. The people next to him were asking who his younger brother was, whether he was handsome or not, and whether he had a partner...

    "Okay, you guys, take it easy one by one." As soon as Qiao Yunyun finished speaking, the phone rang, he glanced at the message, "Yo, here we go."

    At the entrance of the bar, two men walked down the stairs one after the other.

    "Did you come here often before?" Qin Xu asked in a nonchalant tone.

    Lin Zhinian walked in front, looking down at the stairs, "I don't often, I come to sit when I'm not busy, I used to work part-time here when I was in college."

    "Really?" Qin Xu said in a low voice, "I've never seen you in a bar uniform."

    Lin Zhinian should have comforted him at this moment, but for some reason, when he heard his words, he unconsciously thought about it, he let out a low cough and said with a smile: "Uniform... Oh, I can't tell, you're fine."

    "I want to see everything you want." Qin Xu said bluntly, sincere and fiery, making it hard to resist.

    Lin Zhinian dug a hole by himself, "Nothing to see."

    "Are there any photos from that time?" Qin Xu asked again.

    Lin Zhinian originally wanted to say no, but listening to Qin Xu's tone of regret - knowing that he was pretending, deceiving Qin Xu would still make him feel uneasy and guilty for a while.

    "Yes, I will show you later." Lin Zhinian said.

    Qin Xu further asked: "Can I save a few?"

    Afterwards, he seemed to be afraid that Lin Zhinian would disagree, and said in a low voice, "It's okay if it wasn't at that time, I want a few photos of you, I'll take a look when I miss you. Look, our photo together... was many years ago."

    The last time I took a group photo was when Qin Xu graduated from junior high school. Lin Zhinian took a photo with him. At that time, Lin Zhinian was still young. Very restrained, he didn't say much, and there was no expression on his face. In order to make him laugh, Lin Zhinian made all kinds of bad jokes.

    In the end, he still used "You laugh at me tonight and I will play games with you all night" to make Qin Xu reluctantly tick the corners of his mouth, still the kind that doesn't smile.

    At that time, after taking the photo, Lin Zhinian still sighed with emotion, Qin Xu, this little ice cube, doesn't understand the style, it will be difficult to find a girlfriend in the future.

    Lin Zhinian had no choice but to respond to Qin Xu's request, Qin Xu would not say so, he would also give him photos, but he seemed determined to pretend his poor little image In the end, and he... just eats this one.

    After they entered, they quickly found Qiao Yunyun, Qiao Yunyun reserved two places according to her words, Qin Xu and Lin Zhinian just approached, the voice over there suddenly dropped, A pair of eyes stared at the two of them.

    "We were talking about you just now, so fast." Qiao Yunyun raised an eyebrow at Lin Zhinian.

    Lin Zhinian laughed and pulled Qin Xu to sit down.

    "You're late, you'll be fined three cups first!" Someone said.

    "Okay." Lin Zhinian was also refreshing.

    He reached for the wine glass that had been poured on the table, but before he picked it up, the mouth of the glass was clasped by the other hand.

    "You have a bad stomach, I'll drink it for you." Qin Xu said in his ear, his voice so loud that Lin Zhinian's ears tingled.

     "Wow"

    He didn't lower his voice deliberately, and the people next to him roared.

    Lin Zhinian asked Qin Xu with a smile, "Can I drink it?"

    "Yes." Qin Xu said, "I can drink."

    Lin Zhinian didn't stop him, he put the tip of his tongue against his upper jaw, and watched Qin Xu drink the glass of wine skillfully. When did Qin Xu smoke and when did he drink alcohol? Yes, he doesn't know.

    Qin Xu said that he was unwilling to miss so many of his moments, and now he also somewhat understands what it feels like to be unwilling.

    What Qin Xu was unwilling to do was not really the little things, but the missed days.

    Lin Zhinian felt that he was not good enough or caring enough for Qin Xu before.

    Those people didn't really ask them to fine them three cups, they just wanted to coax.

    "Zhi Nian, I haven't seen your brother before."

    "Look at this little face, it's so handsome."

    "Oh, this body looks like it has abdominal muscles, eh? Zhinian, let me introduce you."

    Qin Xu seemed to have entered the hole of pansi.

    Learning Qin Xu's name, someone started calling him Xiaoxu, such an intimate name, Lin Zhinian has never called him that, Lin Zhinian usually just calls him " Qin Xu "Qin Xu".

    "How old are you this year?"

    "University? Ah... I know that university, it's very close to us."

    "Come here for a drink if you have time, my brothers are all here."

    Qiao Yunyun: "What?"

    "I was with him." Lin Zhinian said.

    Qiao Yunyun heard the words and said, "No, how dare I say anything that you haven't explained."

    Lin Zhinian: “…”

      However, when others clink glasses with him, he will not refuse, and he will go down after a few glasses of wine.

    Lin Zhinian put his hand on Qin Xu's waist.

      Roll consciously.

    "What's wrong?" Qin Xu moved closer.

    Lin Zhinian said, "Don't drink with them."

    Qin Xu lowered his eyes: "They are all your friends."

    Lin Zhinian was stunned and understood the meaning behind this sentence. Because these people are his friends, Qin Xu is willing to deal with them.

    "Do you mind making it public?" Lin Zhinian asked.

    Qin Xu: "I don't mind."

    "Xiao Xu, do you want to go to the next game with us later?" Someone asked, "Let's go out and play and get to know each other."

    Qin Xu looked at Lin Zhinian: "Are you going?"

    Lin Zhinian turned his head to the man and smiled: "Forget about the next game, we will have arrangements later."

    "What's the arrangement?"

    Lin Zhinian: "I live in the world of two people."

    The corner of his lips smiled gently: "What? You want to come too?"

    Everyone's voice was lower. Actually, Lin Zhinian brought Qin Xu here.

    "You can, silently."

    "Tsk tsk, old cows eat young grass." Someone said sour.

    "Then I won't be able to leave after the meeting. Let's celebrate together."

    Among these people, there are a few Lin Zhinian who are not so familiar with, still coveting Qin Xu, Qiao Yunyun saw this and came out to control the scene.

    "Run away and show off, what are you mixing in the two people's world."

    Qin Xu did not speak, sat on the side, took Lin Zhinian's cool fingertips, and stuffed it into his pocket.

    Lin Zhinian leaned into his ear and said, "Don't be too warm to my friends, or I'll really be jealous."

    After a while, Qin Xu nodded, holding Lin Zhinian's hand in his pocket and pinching his fingertips.

    It was cold today, he took off his jacket, and inside was a thin sky blue sweater, which made his already soft face look very gentle, he looked at Qin Xu with the same look Different from others, there is a gentle starlight in his eyes, and a lingering meaning of tiredness.

    After everyone's attention shifted, Qiao Yunyun came to Lin Zhinian.

    "Zhi Nian, I see that your brother is different from what you said before."

    Lin Zhinian: "Huh?"

    "He doesn't look like someone who gives silently, he's a little...strong and full of aura." Qiao Yunyun said that he heard Lin Zhinian talk to him about Qin Xu before, I thought it was the little pitiful little pity who was taking care of Lin Zhinian silently behind the scenes, and liked to be bored in his heart.

    When Qiao Yunyun listened to it, he felt that if such a person pursued him, he would definitely not refuse him.

    But today, when he officially talked to Qin Xu, he felt that the impression in his mind had changed drastically.

    Lin Zhinian glanced sideways at Qin Xu's face, "Maybe it's right."

    Qiao Yunyun clicked twice, Lin Zhinian smiled and said nothing.

    It was given to him by Qin Xu.

    Imagine a man who always agrees with him, is careful to him, and only shows a soft side in front of him, how can he not be moved.

    Lin Zhinian confessed that he was planted.

    —

    "It's cold."

    The two walked out of the bar, and the breath they exhaled was filled with white mist.

    Lin Zhinian took a look at the time on the phone, it was past eleven o'clock in the evening, he turned his head, "Is it alright?"

    Qin Xu looked up at the night sky and heard Lin Zhinian's voice.

    Lin Zhinian: "Drink too much?"

    Qin Xu: "No, I can still drink."

    "Go home." Lin Zhinian didn't drink, he sat there, Qin Xu blocked the drink.

    Qin Xu was slow for a moment, "Okay."

      There was a force behind him.

    He fell directly at the door.

    Qin Xu rubbed behind him, raised his head and breathed behind his ear, "Brother Lin."

    Lin Zhinian said, "It's cold on the ground."

    Lin Zhinian got up and took off his coat, touched Qin Xu's side face, kissed his face, and kissed the corner of his lips, "Go take a bath, I'll give you Make a glass of milk."

    "Hmm." Qin Xu hurriedly moved to the bathroom.

    He took a shower quickly. After leaving the bathroom, he sat on the sofa in the living room with wet hair on his head. Lin Zhinian was not in the living room. Qin Xu touched the mobile phone on the table and entered the password. It's their school's confession wall.

    Not his phone.

    He and Lin Zhinian have the same password, both use Lin Zhinian's birthday, but Lin Zhinian doesn't know.

    Qin Xu knew in his mind that this was not his cell phone, so he flicked his hand uncontrollably.

    [Submission, ah ah ah I saw Qin Xu today, but he was so cold, I sat opposite him, he didn't look up for an hour, he seemed to be chatting with someone, Looking at the phone for a few minutes, as if afraid of missing the news, it's a girlfriend. 】

    This submission was a week ago, I don't know how long it took Lin Zhinian to turn it, and it still stays on this page.

    "Washed?"

    The voice of another person appeared in the living room. Qin Xu, who was fascinated by the phone, almost didn't hold the phone steady, he raised his head.

    Lin Zhinian stood in front of him with a glass of milk in his hand, looking down at the phone in his hand.

    Qin Xu: "I... check the post."

    Lin Zhinian: “…”

    He couldn't help laughing, the corners of his lips raised, "What did you find?"

    The lights on the ceiling were a little dazzling, Qin Xu squinted: "You secretly pay attention to me."

    "Have an opinion?" Lin Zhinian calmly bent down and put the milk on the table, "I'm following my boyfriend, what's wrong?"

    Qin Xu pursed her lips, "Nothing."

    In a good mood.

    Lin Zhinian: "Drink."

    Qin Xu: "Oh."

      "

    Qin Xu grabbed his wrist and took a sip of milk with his hand.

    "Why are you drunk, I make honey water for you, and I drink milk, so I drink milk?" Qin Xu reacted after drinking a big mouthful of milk.

    Lin Zhinian: "I only asked now, is it too late?"

    Qin Xu squinted at him, Lin Zhinian put the cup to his mouth again, Qin Xu still finished drinking.

    "Why..." Lin Zhinian put the cup on the table slowly, turned his head to lift his chin, and looked at him condescendingly, "Because..."

      your taste."

    Qin Xu supported his waist, leaned on the sofa, raised his head, the light and shadow in front of him were blocked by Lin Zhinian, he lowered his eyes.

    A soft and ambiguous kiss, in a quiet environment, the ambiguous sound of kissing can easily make people think about things.

    "Qin Xu, do you want to see the photos?" Lin Zhinian still remembered this.

    Qin Xu's voice was hoarse: "Yes."

    Lin Zhinian stepped back, his knees on the sofa, sinking a little, he took the towel hanging around Qin Xu's neck and wiped his wet black hair for him, "Then I exchange."

    "But I don't have any pictures." Qin Xu said, "I don't take pictures."

    "You don't need photos." Lin Zhinian said, "Tell me about your past, when you were in high school."

    He whispered: "The first time I smoked, the first time I drank, the first time I was heartbroken, the first time ... dreaming of me, when, tell me."

    Lin Zhinian's voice tempted Qin Xu, and asked in a nasal voice, "Huh? How is it?"

    Very sexy.

    Qin Xu, like a tamed wolf, lowered his eyes and said obediently, "Okay."

    The prey jumped into the hunter's gentle trap, and it was very comfortable to stay in the trap.

    Qin Xu usually rubs his hair with a towel after washing his hair, and waits for it to dry naturally, but every time he is here, Lin Zhinian will help him wipe his hair and blow dry For his hair, Lin Zhinian took a towel and pulled it from him, and went to get a hairdryer.

    While Lin Zhinian was blowing his hair, he opened the album in Lin Zhinian's mobile phone, and he didn't forget to turn his head and ask, "Can I watch it all?"

    Lin Zhinian bent over and rubbed his earlobe, "As long as you like, guest."

    Qin Xu: “…”

    He turned around, and the place where the earlobe was pinched was crimson.

    Lin Zhinian ran his fingers through Qin Xu's hair, his temper was so stubborn, looking at the cold and hard person, his hair was unexpectedly soft and easy to touch.

    Blow-dried hair is messy, Qin Xu has turned the photo to the photo of Lin Zhinian and his classmates when he was in college. Take a photo or two.

    Lin Zhinian unplugged the hair dryer, picked up the phone on the sofa, "I'm going to take a shower."

    Qin Xu was so addicted to flipping through the photos that he didn't even know that his mobile phone was taken away: "Well."

    Mobile photo album, for a person, is almost a very private place. Lin Zhinian's mobile phone has many photos and many screenshots, all about his work. There are many, there are scenery, and there are people, and there are no movies that ordinary boys may have in their mobile phones.

    But it was such an uninteresting photo album, Qin Xu could read it over and over several times, many of the photos in it were traces of Lin Zhinian's life.

    He changed his mobile phone halfway, and moved it along with the photo, so Qin Xu saw it completely.

    It wasn't until a banner popped up on the phone that Qin Xu recovered.

    [Qin Xu: Come to the bedroom and sleep. 】

    Qin Xu touched the sofa—his phone was gone.

    "Brother Lin?" Qin Xu groped for the light switch on the wall, and a rustling voice sounded.

    "click"—

    The light came on, Qin Xu froze in place.

    The window of the room was open, Lin Zhinian was leaning against the window, the beige curtains were fluttering beside him, he looked up at the door, Xinxin pulled the corner of his lips into a smile, sideways Head cocked, brown hair blown.

    He was wearing a shirt and vest, neatly dressed, with a black bow around his neck, as if he was going to sleep.

    "Is it alright?" Lin Zhinian tugged at the neckline, "I haven't worn this dress for a long time."

    The beast that was dozing in Qin Xu's heart began to recover.

    "click"—

    He closed the door gently with his backhand, raised his foot and walked in front of Lin Zhinian, his eyes were half-closed, the depths were bottomless, he put his hands on the windowsill beside Lin Zhinian, "Brother Lin , can I... be by the window?"

    Lin Zhinian tilted his head, his eyes fell on the corner of the wall, "You are the guest tonight, you have the final say."

    About when Qin Xu first smoked, drank and dreamed of Lin Zhinian, Qin Xu promised to tell Lin Zhinian, so he would not be rude, and told him obediently, but at that time Lin Zhinian couldn't listen to him wholeheartedly.

    Even Qin Xu's voice became the best aphrodisiac.

    It's been a long time.

    Lin Zhinian bit the corner of his shirt, looked at Qin Xu with hazy eyes, stretched out his hand and hooked his neck, his voice hoarse: "I can't stand still, tomorrow... I have to go to work ."

    Qin Xu calmed down a little, tilted his head and kissed Lin Zhinian's face, "Just hold me tight."

    He probably will never be able to resist Lin Zhinian's temptation.

    It was cold outside, the air conditioner was turned on in the room, and the two of them were sweating.

    …

    …

    Lin Zhinian was not late for work the next day, but his voice was hoarse for several days.

    Qin Xu was out for two days, and when he returned to the dormitory, he accidentally revealed the hickey on his neck, which completely confirmed that he had a partner.

    It snowed early this winter, Lin Zhinian bought Qin Xu some thick clothes, saying that when Qin Xu started school, he hadn't given him anything yet, so he just gave it to him now Warm down.

    In the afternoon, there was no one in the dormitory, only Qin Xu was there. Lin Zhinian went to Qin Xu's dormitory for the first time except for the trip when the school started. He didn't look around, just sat under Qin Xu's bed. next to the desk.

    Qin Xu's desk was neatly organized without too many clutter. There was a small lamp in the corner of the desk, and a few professional books were placed on the bookshelf. Lin Zhinian glanced at the books casually. Ming, he looked at Qin Xu who was still looking at his clothes.

    He used to go back and buy things for Qin Xu, but at that time, Qin Xu rarely expressed such obvious love in front of him.

    "Is it suitable for you to try it?" Lin Zhinian said, "I don't know if I will buy a smaller one."

    Qin Xu took off his coat and put it on. The clothes fit well and looked ordinary, but they looked good on him.

    "I'll be on vacation in a week." Qin Xu put the clothes in the closet, put his head against the closet, and asked, "Do you...have time?"

    Lin Zhinian was stunned for a moment, then smiled helplessly, "That's not a coincidence, I'm going to go to another place in a few days."

    Qin Xu: "...what day?"

    "Three days later." Lin Zhinian said.

    Qin Xu: “…”

    Indignant in his flat voice: "You wear more clothes."

    Lin Zhinian: "Good."

    "Gloves, warm babies, remember to bring them." Qin Xu said,

    Lin Zhinian: "Yes."

    "Remember... send me a message." Qin Xu said, "Call me at night."

    Lin Zhinian: "Got it."

    "Brother Lin." Qin Xu called out again in a low voice.

    Lin Zhinian: "Yes."

    Qin Xu: "Think of me."

    Lin Zhinian laughed and replied, "Okay."

    He didn't tell Qin Xu, maybe Qin Xu would be back after a day or two of vacation, Lin Zhinian glanced at the time, "I'm leaving."

    Qin Xu: "I'll send you."

    Lin Zhinian: "I didn't say that."

    Qin Xu looked at him suspiciously: "Huh?"

    Lin Zhinian stepped forward, put one hand on the wardrobe door, raised his head and kissed Qin Xu.

    Qin Xu looked down at his lips.

    "I'm leaving." He just finished.

    Qin Xu clasped the back of his head, licked his cool lips, and hugged his lower back.

    It is very warm to hug.

    The two almost lost their way in the dormitory.

    When there was a knock on the door, both of them were startled.

    Qin Xu opened the door, and his roommate Chen Yousong stood outside the door. He said that he was cold, and walked inside. He saw another person inside, and was stunned for a while.

    Lin Zhinian smiled and nodded: "Hello."

    Chen Yousong recovered: "Hello, hello."

    "I won't stay any longer." Lin Zhinian looked at Qin Xu and pursed her red lips, "Let's go first."

    "En." Qin Xu said, "I'll take you down."

    "No need." Lin Zhinian said, "It's cold, just stay."

    Lin Zhinian didn't let Qin Xu send it, he walked quickly with his hands in his pockets, and when he got downstairs, he let out a breath of white mist, as if he had noticed, and turned his head to look upstairs.

    Upstairs balcony, Qin Xu leaned on the guardrail and looked at him.

    Lin Zhinian waved his hand, Qin Xu also waved, Lin Zhinian lowered his head and took out his mobile phone.

    After a while, the phone in Qin Xu's pocket vibrated.

    [Lin Zhinian: Come in, I'm going back. 】

    [Qin Xu: Good. 】

    In a few seconds.

    [Lin Zhinian: [Kiss]]

    He sent a kissing emoji, Qin Xu didn't hold back and laughed lightly.

    [Qin Xu: [Hug]]

    The two were tired of holding their mobile phones for a while, and then Lin Zhinian walked downstairs. It was not until he could not see Lin Zhinian's figure that Qin Xu walked into the dormitory. I felt that Chen Yousong was staring at him with a pair of piercing eyes. Wherever he went, Chen Yousong's eyes always followed.

    Qin Xu: “…”

    Chen Yousong: "Just now... a friend?"

    Qin Xu sat down at the desk without hiding, and said bluntly, "Boyfriend."

     Having been with Chen Yousong for a while, he knows who Chen Yousong is and doesn't mind confessing to him.

    "Huh?"

    "Fuck!"

    "What what? What boyfriend?"

    In addition to Chen Yousong, two other voices came in.

    Qin Xu: "...?"

    He leaned back and saw the other two roommates looming out of the bed curtain.

    Chen Yousong coughed lightly: "What, they just came back."

    Qin Xu: “…”

    The roommates didn't care much about his sexuality, but they were very interested in Qin Xu and her boyfriend. Qin Xu put on headphones to block their voices and sent Lin Zhinian a message.

    [Qin Xu: My roommates all know about it. 】

    【Qin Xu: Do you mind? 】

    Lin Zhinian hasn't driven yet, so he will reply soon.

    【Lin Zhinian: Did you see it? 】

    [Qin Xu: No, I told them. 】

    【Qin Xu: I don’t want to hide you. 】

    Of course Lin Zhinian didn't mind. When he saw this sentence, he wanted to turn around and go back to Qin Xu's dormitory.

    —

    Lin Zhinian went out of town three days later, and within a few days, Qin Xu finished his final exams, and he was the last to go back in the dormitory.

    At eight o'clock in the evening, the light was on in the room, Qin Xu was lying on the sofa, the phone vibrated a few times, he casually touched it, it was a message from Lin Zhinian.

    [Lin Zhinian: Still busy, tonight may be late. 】

    【Qin Xu: It’s okay, you are busy. 】

    [Lin Zhinian: I want to see you [sigh]]

    Qin Xu typed a few words, but before it was sent, another message came over there.

    【Lin Zhinian: Don’t you miss me? 】

    [Qin Xu: Sleep on your bed tonight. 】

    Because I can't sleep.

    Lin Zhinian understood the meaning of another layer and sent him several emojis.

    Qin Xu took a shower at night, then went to bed and turned off the light.

      The message reminder woke up.

    Qin Xu sleeps lightly and usually keeps his mobile phone on silent. Today, he was afraid of missing Lin Zhinian's news, so he didn't tune it.

    He touched the phone, pressed it to light it up, the screen prompted one o'clock in the morning, he clicked on the message reminder, suddenly woke up, and sat up like an electric shock.

    【Lin Zhinian: Are you asleep? 】

    Below this message is a selfie. In the photo, Lin Zhinian seems to have just taken a shower. There is a window behind him. The light shines on his face. A drop of water hangs, one hand rests on the edge of his trousers, his hair is slightly wet, and his eyes are lazy and casual.

    Qin Xu made a direct call.

    On the other side, Lin Zhinian was leaning against the window of the hotel. The night scene here is completely different from the night scene that can be seen outside the window. He has a beer can in one hand and has to catch a plane at four o'clock. I'm going back, so I haven't slept yet, I plan to wait until I get on the plane.

    The call came and he answered.

    "Brother Lin." Qin Xu's voice came from the other end, very hoarse, Lin Zhinian could hear it, it was just waking up.

    Lin Zhinian: "Wake up?"

    Qin Xu cleared his throat, "No."

    Lin Zhi Young smiled: "Did you see me?"

    Qin Xu: "… um."

    I saw it, but the stimulation was a bit big.

    "Reciprocity." Lin Zhinian said, "Is it time for me to see you."

    "Not now." Qin Xu said.

    Lin Zhinian: "Why?"

    Qin Xu: "Brother Lin, I'm still young."

    Lin Zhinian didn't know so: "Well,"

    Qin Xu: "We only did it three times this month."

    Do it a few times at a time.

    Lin Zhinian: “…”

    "It's scary for a man to be dissatisfied." Qin Xu whispered.

    Lin Zhinian smiled indifferently: "How terrible."

    Qin Xu closed his eyes and leaned against the head of the bed, his Adam's apple rolled: "Listen to your voice, just..."

    Lin Zhinian was silent for a while after listening to the second half of his sentence.

    Qin Xu: “…”

    Lin Zhinian: "Do you want me to breathe for you? Huh?"

    Qin Xu's ears were hot: "...don't."

    Lin Zhinian: "It's not impossible - but you have to do as I say."

    Qin Xu: “…”

    "Brother Lin." Qin Xu closed his eyes and raised his head, breathing a little deeper, "Have you never had a boyfriend before?"

    Lin Zhinian's low voice was magnetic, very gentle at night, and affectionate: "No, I'm all working hard for you."

    Qin Xu's willpower is very weak, and the opponent is Lin Zhinian, like a tempting fruit, placed in front of a hungry person, he will rush to it regardless of his life.

    In the middle of the night, the bathroom lights came on again.

    The next morning, Qin Xu was still in a deep sleep, the curtains were drawn tightly, and it was unclear what time it was in the room. The door was gently opened, and when the bed sank, Qin Xu woke up After a while, he smelled a familiar scent, and soon fell asleep vaguely.

    I slept better than last night.

    …

    When Lin Zhinian woke up, he opened his eyes and saw Qin Xu's face, Qin Xu propped his head and lay on his side on the bed. The tenderness in his eyes is very touching.

    "What time is it?" Lin Zhinian asked.

    Qin Xu said, "It's almost nine o'clock."

    Lin Zhinian: "Why didn't you wake me up?"

    Qin Xu: "You are very tired."

      Nian lay beside him, the feeling of reassurance was irreplaceable.

    Qin Xu leaned forward and leaned on his shoulder, Lin Zhinian raised his hand and rubbed his hair.

    "Get up."

    "Hmm."

    "The Chinese New Year is almost here, do you want to go shopping together?"

    "Good."

    This is their first year here, and their first year together.

    Qin Xu spent more time with each other during the holidays. They could hug each other and sleep every night, buy New Year's goods together, make dumplings together, watch fireworks together, and New Year's Eve together...

    Qin Xu and his parents had not been in contact for a long time, nor had they called during the New Year. The only place where he could feel comfortable and "home" was where Lin Zhinian was.

      In the last semester of his sophomore year, Qin Xu applied for no accommodation and lived with Lin Zhinian.

    Time flies fast.

    In the winter of my sophomore year, it snowed early, Qin Xu got up in the morning to brush his teeth, Lin Zhinian pushed open the door and came in, with messy hair on his back, he went past him to go to the toilet.

    "Don't wash your face with cold water." Lin Zhinian said as he walked behind Qin Xu. He had a little cold in the past two days, and his throat became hoarse.

    Qin Xu: "Okay."

    Lin Zhinian finished using the toilet, came over to wash his hands, washed by the way, Qin Xu pushed the door out of the bathroom, went to make breakfast, the two ate breakfast, Qin Xu packed up and prepared to go to school.

    "Stomach discomfort?" Lin Zhinian asked.

    Qin Xu: "No."

    Lin Zhinian: "It's really uncomfortable, just say, I just saw you keep touching your stomach."

    Qin Xu: "...it's a little uncomfortable."

    He pulled open the hem of his clothes, the muscles in his abdomen were tense, and there was a tooth mark on it, Lin Zhinian tilted his head and coughed a few times, his earlobes turned red, Qin Xu pulled off his clothes, and his face turned red. Helpless: "You want to ask me."

    Lin Zhinian got up: "Put a band-aid."

    "OK."

    Lin Zhinian tore off two bandages, squatted down, and affixed the deep wound.

    It started snowing at two in the afternoon. When Qin Xu walked out of the school gate, the snow had not stopped. He was wearing a hat and a headset in one ear, stepping on the snow on the ground.

    The cold wind was biting to the bone, bit by bit, it burrowed into the clothes. Suddenly, the snow on his head was covered. Qin Xu raised his head and saw the edge of a black umbrella. He turned his head, and Lin Zhinian followed him for an unknown amount of time.

    "What's so beautiful about snow, go home."

    These words suddenly brought Qin Xu back many years.

    —

    The child had short black hair, and his exposed ears were a little red. He was lying on the corridor, looking at the snow outside. Snowflakes fell on his eyelashes. The door opened.

    "Huh?" The young boy's brows and eyes were gentle and handsome, he took the child's arms and took him down from the cardboard box. Hearing the quarrel next door, he quickly understood what happened.

    "What's so beautiful about snow, come to Brother Lin's house and give you something delicious." The boy's words seemed to lure ignorant children.

    And Qin Xu was also coaxed in by him. He ate a hot meal at his house and was restless. At that time, Qin Xu was very frightened by the kindness of others, but his face Still a sullen autistic figure.

    Lin Zhinian was so kind to him, he could not repay him, he could only promise himself, so he said to Lin Zhinian when he was a teenager: "Brother Lin, when I make money, I will marry you."

    Lin Zhinian was stunned for a while, then laughed for a long time. At that time, he had already realized the difference between himself and others, and he never thought of showing it. He wanted to hide it for a lifetime, and he never told Qin Xu. If a man and a man can't be together, just treat him as ignorant.

    He said, "Okay, marry me when you grow up."

    Since then, Qin Xu has only three goals in life, to study and make money and marry Lin Zhinian.

    —

    There were rows of footprints in the snow, Qin Xu turned his head to look at Lin Zhinian's profile, Lin Zhinian felt his gaze, turned his head and smiled slightly, "What's wrong?"

    In the blink of an eye, a snowflake floated under the umbrella and landed on Lin Zhinian's eyelashes, Qin Xu stretched out his hand, and Lin Zhinian closed his eyes.

    The snowflakes melted on Qin Xu's fingertips, Qin Xu held Lin Zhinian's umbrella with the other hand, and pulled down, the black umbrella blocked the two, he Leaning forward, Lin Zhinian staggered a step back.

    The kiss fell on Lin Zhinian's eyes, these pair seemed to be able to speak, telling the master