On How Abusive Essays Become Sweet Essays

    Fu Yue gritted his teeth: "Ji Yaochu."

    Ji Yaochu suddenly lost his strength and lay down on the bed with his hands and feet down, and said weakly, "Brother, I'm so dizzy."

    Gu Yaochu knows when to be tough and when to be soft, and understands Fu Yue's heart more. He behaves normally today and has no physical discomfort, but it does not mean that Fu Yue is Forget about his injuries for himself.

    He is serious.

    Gu Yaochu looked like an abandoned puppy, looking at him pitifully: "Brother."

    Fu Yue still felt that it was not enough, and rolled the quilt around Gu Yaochu's body, as if rolling a zongzi, and wrapped him tightly, only one head was left outside, and then he lay down satisfied, himself. Covered with a thick coat.

    Gu Yaochu: “…”

    Alas.

      Open eyes.

    The person who was wrapped in the quilt on the bed struggled to get out of the quilt, his face was flushed, and he looked very hot, Fu Yue raised his hand and turned on a lamp by the bedside, tilted his head to see In this scene, Ji Yaochu raised his head to look at him, his eyes moist.

    "Brother, I have to go to the toilet, I can't hold it anymore."

    The quilt was tightly wrapped around him, Gu Yao couldn't stretch his hands out at the beginning, and he was sweating profusely, and the black hair on his forehead was wet with sweat.

    Fu Yue stretched out his hand to lift the quilt, and Gu Yaochu fell onto Fu Yue with both hands and feet. Because of struggling under the quilt for a long time, the collar of the collar was a little crooked, and the light refracted by the light left a layer on the collarbone shadow.

    He raised his head from Fu Yue's arms: "Brother, I have no strength, can you hold me?"

      support?"

    Gu Yao's first eyes glowed: "Can you?"

    Fu Yue pushed him away mercilessly, "Go by yourself."

    He lay down on the bed, pulled the corner of the quilt and closed his eyes.

    I don't know if it was an illusion, he felt that Gu Yaochu was more clingy than before the injury.

    Gu Yaochu didn't bother much, got out of bed and went to the bathroom. After returning, he covered the quilt on the other side. He didn't make any small movements. He just raised his upper body and reached out to Fu Yue to turn off the lights.

    Fu Yue opened his eyes, pushed him back, and reached out to turn off the light.

    I was too tired on the way, and there was still a good fight on the way back. Everyone took the time to rest to replenish their energy. The next day, after they exchanged materials, they put the equipment into Gu Yaochu’s In the space, a group of people was ready to go. It took most of the day to confirm that it was correct, and they drove to leave.

      They got into the same car with Jiang Chengyu.

      After taking a seat and sitting in the co-pilot, he breathed a sigh of relief.

    From day to night, Da Meng's car suddenly stopped, and Jiang Chengyu, who was following behind, also stepped on the brakes.

    "What's the matter?" Jiang Chengyu opened the car window and stuck his head out.

    Dameng got off the car and walked over.

    "The communicator received a signal for help, and it's around, can you go?" she asked.

    Jiang Chengyu: "Where?"

    Da Meng threw the communicator to him. This communicator belongs to the C base, and the help signal it can receive must also belong to the C base.

    Jiang Chengyu replayed the recording.

    "Can you hear...?"

    The signal connection is not very good, and the sound inside is intermittent.

    "Don't go any further...this is the XX abandoned construction site in G city...please...support..."

      .

    Several people in the car looked at each other.

    Da Mengdao: "When we came, we took a long detour and passed through G city. There are very few zombies in it. How can I put it, it is a bit strange."

    Fu Yue pointed to the communicator and said, "The sound is a little familiar."

    But after all kinds of interference, he was not very able to recognize whose voice was.

    Da Meng succinctly stated the theme: "Go save people, or enter G city?"

    "Since they can talk there, it means they should be safe, why don't you go there first?"

    "But they called for support, saying they were stuck and couldn't get out."

      Get in touch with each other.

    They found a place to park and got out of the car to rest.

    Fu Yue also got out of the car, he touched his pocket, there was no more cigarettes.

    "Brother, eat some." Gu Yaochu got out of the car, holding a roasted sweet potato in his hand, it was cold.

    Fu Yue pushed away: "Eat it yourself."

    This kind of thing is rare in the last days, and I don't know where Gu Yaochu got it.

    Gu Yaochu lowered his eyes to peel the sweet potato, stood beside Fu Yue leaning against the car, and asked, "Brother, are you angry with me?"

    Fu Yue did not speak.

    Gu Yaochu: "Don't you like me kissing you?"

    Fu Yue played with the lighter in his hand, and said, "Don't do that next time."

    Looking back on last night, he couldn't tell whether he hated it or liked it. At that time, he was not in the mood to resist, but felt that Gu Yaochu was very bold.

    Gu Yaochu said: "But I like you, so I want to get close to you."

    Fu Yue even thinks that he is a kind of fledgling plot. This kind of love may come from the attachment illusion that they were helpless and hugging each other at the beginning of the last days.

    He put the lighter in his pocket, put his hands in his pockets, and said, "Hold it down."

    "...Can't hold back." Gu Yaochu whispered.

    Fu Yue: "…"

    "Brother, eat it." Gu Yaochu handed the peeled sweet potato to Fu Yue.

    Fu Yue frowned, looked at the city shrouded in darkness in the distance, and said, "I'm not hungry."

    Gu Yao was quiet for the first time, then suddenly leaned over to Fu Yue's face and kissed him, and he left with a gentle touch, like a dragonfly on the water, leaving layers of waves on the water.

    Fu Yue tilted his head and threatened in a low voice, "You give me another kiss!"

    Gu Yaochu blinked: "Oh."

    He didn't realize that his bottom line for Gu Yaochu dropped again and again, and if someone else kissed him like this, that person had been beaten until his nose was blue and his face was swollen.

    "You haven't eaten for a day." When Ji Yaochu spoke, his breath sprayed on Fu Yue's palm, and his lips moved.

    Fu Yue let go of his hand and took the sweet potato from his hand.

    Never mind.

    Two hours passed, and the communicator did not contact the other party anymore. It's Dahui and Xiaoliu. They are relatively stable and have been partners for a long time.

    The rest of the people waited in place, and after an hour, Dahui and the others came back.

    Dahui brought a piece of news that surprised everyone: "G City has no zombies."

    "How is that possible!?"

    "It's true." Xiaoliu added, "Dahui and I are almost in the center of the city, and we haven't seen a single zombie, and... some rooms are lit, like Someone lives like that."

    Dahui said: "We saw that a figure was waving to us, but it was too far away. We were not sure if it was a figure. We didn't dare to go too deep and came back."

    Even if they were around City C, they didn't dare to say that they could clean up the zombies. They contacted that person for help after what they said, and the group fell into silence.

    After discussing for half an hour, they decided to first go to the abandoned factory mentioned by the helper. The map shows the location, it is very remote, and the surrounding buildings are far away.

    They drove around there.

    Just now Dahui and the others went. This time Jiang Chengyu and Lu Yu took the initiative to stand up. There were trees and plants around. If there were mutant plants, the two of them would be the most suitable.

    They went in and time passed by.

    The team fell into silence, no one came out, and no one sent a message.

    Fu Yue said, "I'll take a look."

    "I'll go too." Gu Yaochu followed him.

    His words were opposed by a group of people. Gu Yaochu was the key protection object of their team, and he must not have an accident.

    Fu Yue also objected: "You stay."

    He went because he was 70% sure to protect himself. Gu Yaochu followed, which would only increase the danger.

    Gu Yaochu took his wrist and said, "I want to be with you."

    Fu Yue's voice was deep: "Ji Yaochu, don't be emotional at this time."

    Ji Yao pursed his lips at the beginning, his face was pale in the dim light, he clenched Fu Yue's hand tightly, his fingertips were cold: "You left me like this last time. Yes, I won't give you another chance."

    The last time Fu Yue turned around, he never came back.

    This is like accusing a heartless man, so the rest of the people can't help but turn their eyes to Fu Yue, Fu Yue's face crossed a blank for a moment, and asked inexplicably: "When will I? left you?"

    Gu Yaochu: "Two years ago."

    Fu Yue brushed his hair, feeling a little headache, "Now is not the time to talk about these things."

    "Let's go together." Da Meng leaned on the car and said, "Either stay all or none."

    Dahui: "I think so."

    Liu Liu: "Okay."

    In short, now they judge that city G is more dangerous than here.

    There are trees on both sides of the cement road, the shadows of the trees swirled at night, no one spoke, the sound of light footsteps echoed in the ear, Gu Yaochu took a step forward, clasped Fu Yue's hand, Fu Yue tilted his head , he whispered: "I'm afraid."

    Fu Yue took a puff, but did not take it out. He noticed that his palms were sweating, so he let him go.

    The journey went smoothly, and soon they arrived at the abandoned factory. There were some cement tanks piled up in front of them. There were voices from inside. They cautiously pushed the door and entered.

    There were several people talking in the middle, including Jiang Chengyu and Lu Yu.

    Jiang Chengyu was annoyed when he saw them: "Damn, you still came in."

    Dahui asked: "What's wrong?"

    Jiang Chengyu's expression was indescribable: "You guys go out and try again."

    There was an exclamation from outside, and everyone turned their heads, only to see that Dameng turned his head to the intersection again at some point, and the vines in front of him were entwined into a wall, and they were blocked in front of her.

    They can't get out.

    Fu Yue glanced around and saw an acquaintance in the factory - Pei Yiheng.

    He went out on a mission two weeks ago, and he never went back. He didn't expect to be trapped here. Pei Yiheng had already learned of his arrival from Jiang Chengyu's mouth, and he was not too surprised to see him. , smiled helplessly at him.

    "I didn't expect to meet again in this scenario."

     Before Fu Yue could speak, one person stood in front of him.

    It was the beginning of Guillaume.

    Ji Yaochu looked at Pei Yiheng, his eyes flashed dark.

    Pei Yiheng only saw him now, and recognized him at a glance, his face was obviously stunned: "You are not..."

    He couldn't name Gu Yaochu at once.

    "Ji Yaochu." Ji Yaochu smiled at him.

    Pei Yiheng: "I didn't expect to see you again, I thought you were already..."

    He didn't say any more, and looked at Fu Yue again. Fu Yue didn't pay attention to him anymore, and had already turned his head to look outside.

    After getting along for nearly three years, he was not as defensive about Pei Yiheng as he was at first, and just regarded him as an ordinary neighbor.

    "Brother, I have something to tell you." Gu Yaochu pulled Fu Yue's sleeve.

    Fu Yue turned around and said, "What's the matter."

    Gu Yaochu pointed to the corner: "Can I go there?"

    Fu Yue paused and nodded.

    The two walked into the dark place, Gu Yaochu stood in front of Fu Yue and lowered his head, "Brother, if I lied to you, will you be angry?"

    Fu Yue: "Are you afraid of my anger?"

    He felt that his emotions were not so ups and downs, and had been maintained at a constant value.

    "I'm afraid." Gu Yaochu said, "I don't want you to be angry."

    Because I care, so I don't want to make him angry. It's better to confess it than to know it from others.

    He hid it before, just to make his "powerless" character more appropriate, and now he doesn't need that character.

    Fu Yue didn't argue with him for too long on whether to live or not, he said, "Let's talk directly."

    Ji Yaochu: "Actually... I also have wood-type abilities."

    "Space?"

    On the other side, Pei Yiheng looked surprised, "No, he's a wood type."

    Jiang Chengyu: "It's not that you remember it wrong?"

    Pei Yiheng shook his head: "I don't remember wrong."

    "That's why he awakened the space system later. It's nothing strange." Lu Yu said on the side.

    They never heard that Gu Yaochu had a wood system.

    When Fu Yue and Gu Yaochu came over from one side, Jiang Chengyu mentioned this matter, Gu Yaochu smiled apologetically, saying that his wood-type powers were not well mastered, so he didn't say anything.

    Wood-type abilities are not strong in ordinary battles, so no one doubted what he said, and Fu Yue glanced at him vaguely.

    Pei Yiheng told them a lot, the zombies in City G have begun to evolve, they will imitate human behavior, Dahui talked about the shadow he saw, and Pei Yiheng also gave an explanation, it is very likely It's the zombies that confuse them and make them think there are survivors, but it's actually the trap they set up.

    After he finished speaking, everyone present fell silent.

    Pei Yiheng said: "We tried to dig a tunnel from the ground, but there are limited soil-type abilities, and there are vines in some places underground, so we waste some effort."

    Dahui rolled up his sleeves. He is also an earth-type power user and can help.

    The crowd didn’t chat for a long time, and the earth-type abilities started to work. When they encountered vines, it took a lot of effort to detour. Fu Yue suddenly mentioned that if someone could control the vines for ten seconds, he might The vines can be frozen and then shattered.

    The vines on the ground are very hard, but the ground is relatively fragile.

    Lu Yu said he would try, at the same time, Gu Yaochu also said he could.

    The three of them started and quickly proved that this method is feasible.

    When the supernatural powers reached their limit, they rested. Fu Yue noticed that Ji Yaochu's face was getting paler and paler. He had lost too much blood before and his body had not recovered.

    "Don't be brave." Fu Yue said to Gu Yaochu.

    Gu Yaochu buried himself in his arms, hugged his waist, and rubbed his shoulder: "I didn't try to be brave."

    Fu Yue touched his forehead, which was covered in sweat, "Let's rest first."

    He found a place in the corner to sit down, closed his eyes and rested, and Ji Yaochu also sat next to him, Fu Yue was also used to him, and he didn't even open his eyes.

    Not far away, Pei Yiheng frowned when he saw the two of them getting close, and then met Gu Yaochu's cold eyes, he was stunned.

    He and Gu Yaochu did not have any conflicts two years ago, but at that time, he could feel that Gu Yaochu was very exclusive of others, especially to him, he did not remember any way he offended Gu Yaochu until Fu After walking away—

    Pei Yiheng didn't look at them anymore.

    After they worked hard for three days in succession, the underground road was opened, and everyone's face was full of joy, everyone was gray and looked dirty, but this time Not caring about this, they walked out of the tunnel they dug out.

    …

    It will be two days after returning to base C.

    Fu Yue and his party went to hand over the task, and then went back separately, without going with Pei Yiheng and the others.

    Fu Yue took a shower, put on his pants, put a new quilt cover and sheets on the bed, and sat at the window to wipe his hair. of tranquility.

      have a good rest.

    Fu Yue got on the bed and just lay down when there was a knock on the door, and Gu Yaochu opened the door a little crack, "Brother, a mouse urinated on the sofa, I can sleep with you?"

    Fu Yue leaned against the head of the bed, watching Gu Yaochu standing at the door holding a pillow, a man with long hands and feet, wearing a T-shirt vest and black shorts, with a slender body and a youthful look, he washed His hair was half-dried, like a fried lion cub.

    The bed in the room is large, more than enough for one person, and not too crowded for two adult men, but Fu Yue didn't forget what happened a few days ago.

    He rubbed his hair, "There is a quilt in the cupboard, take it out and make the floor yourself."

    Gu Yaochu: "I will catch a cold."

    Looking at his still face, Fu Yue said "tsk", "Trouble, I'll make the floor, you sleep in the bed."

    He lifted the quilt, and before he got out of bed, the sound of "da da da" footsteps came, then Gu Yaochu jumped on him, Fu Yue couldn't dodge and was thrown on the bed.

    "Brother, can we sleep together?" Gu Yaochu accurately threw the pillow next to the other pillow at the head of the bed.

    Fu Yue grabbed his waist and moved him down, with a firm tone: "No."

    Gu Yaochu was sitting on the bed, watching him get out of bed and go to the closet to get the quilt, and then lay the floor next to him, there was unwilling interference in the middle, but Fu Yue's attitude was very firm, he could only watch Looking at Fu Yue sleeping on the floor.

    The tense spirit relaxed, Fu Yue slept heavier than ever, and didn't even care that there was one more person in the room.

    When he woke up, his body was a little hot, he couldn't help moving twice, and then he woke up instantly.

    Fu Yue: "…"

    He took a look and made sure that he was sleeping on the floor and didn't climb into bed in the middle of the night. Facing this scene, Fu Yue didn't wake him up, he moved his hands and got up gently.

    Ji Yaochu was still awake, he sat up, rubbed his eyes and called "brother", his voice was a clear and juvenile voice, with a hoarse voice in the morning, no strength, and it was soft to listen to Nuo Nuo seems to be acting like a spoiled child.

    Fu Yue is even hotter.

    "Fuck." He scolded.

    Something that doesn't live up to its expectations.

    He turned to look for the shoes, but couldn't find them. The warm body temperature behind him surrounded him, and Gu Yaochu put his arms around his waist from behind him, "Brother, I'll help you."

    Fu Yue: "Where are my shoes?"

    Gu Yaochu's voice was blank: "What shoes?"

    "Forget it." Fu Yue said, but Ji Yaochu held him and didn't let go, "Ji Yaochu, let go."

    Gu Yao didn't let go at the beginning, not only did he not let go, but he was very bold.

      Take his hand off, and then give Gu Yaochu an opportunity.

    Gu Yaochu is a person who knows how to judge the situation, Fu Yue takes one step back, he can take ten steps forward, and he can make the most of his progress, but it makes people angry.

    Fu Yue leaned against the bed, bent one leg, and looked down at Ji Yaochu. Even after so long in the apocalypse, the skin of a young man still looks good.

    His face was very beautiful, with a sense of abstinence and coldness, and he smiled like a sunny boy. When his lips became rosy, Fu Yue recalled the previous feeling for no reason—it looked very kissable .

    Maybe at some point, men are really easily dominated by desire, or maybe Fu Yue didn't really resist Gu Yaochu's approach from the very beginning.

    Gu Yaochu's bowed back was soaked with sweat, soaked in the T-shirt and vest, the two feelings of greenness and eroticism were mixed, and it appeared on him at the same time, with a very youthful atmosphere, but It also has the charm of an adult man, revealing a wild allure.

    …

    Fu Yue hooked Gu Yaochu's chin and leaned over to kiss him.

    Ji Yaochu's eyes were reddish, he groaned, and collapsed on Fu Yue.

    Gu Yaochu not only helped Fu Yue, but also did not forget to be self-sufficient. After being kissed, he lay on the floor and lost his mind for a long time.

    It took a long time to feel a little cold before he got up.

    Fu Yue was washing his face, wiping the water on his face, looking at the person with cold eyebrows in the mirror, he didn't look like he just finished the matter, he lifted his feet and walked out, walking When I got to the door, I happened to see Gu Yaochu changing clothes inside.

    Fu Yue paused and went directly to the living room.

    When he woke up, he was a little hungry. He washed the rice, and the rice cooker was stuffy. He waited in the living room for a while. Gu Yaochu came out and brought Fu Yue's slippers. He looked at him silently for two seconds and said nothing.

    How should they live after that, as if that incident had never happened, in the evening of the third day, their task accounting was completed, and they each went to receive their own task rewards.

    Fu Yue and Gu Yaochu went to collect the reward. On the way back, they met Pei Yiheng. He was also here to collect the settlement task. After Pei Yiheng greeted them, he followed them back.

    "How did you meet?" Pei Yiheng showed curiosity, he said, "Gu Yaochu left alone two years ago, I was worried at first, but fortunately now I see it again."

    "Brother took care of me." Ji Yaochu answered Pei Yiheng's question before Fu Yue spoke.

    Pei Yiheng was stunned: "...what?"

    Fu Yue glanced at Gu Yaochu from the corner of his eye, but did not refute.

    "Aren't you..." Pei Yiheng subconsciously wanted to ask Fu Yue back, but suddenly realized that his tone was a little fierce, he controlled his tone again, and said warmly, "Don't you like touching others?"

    Fu Yue said: "Get over it."

    This sentence is equivalent to acquiescing to what Ji Yaochu said just now. Pei Yiheng was really surprised this time. He was still thinking that maybe Ji Yaochu was joking.

    Pei Yiheng: "You ... actually don't have to overcome."

    Fu Yue: "This is my private matter."

    I mean, please don't care.

    Pei Yiheng did not speak.

    They arrived at the residential building, took the elevator upstairs, and when they reached the floor, the three of them went downstairs together - Pei Yiheng lived opposite Fu Yue.

    When Fu Yue took the key, Pei Yiheng saw Ji Yaochu standing behind him, he hesitated and asked, "You... live together?"

    Fu Yue: "Yeah."

    Pei Yiheng: "…"

    Fu Yue and Gu Yaochu entered the room.

    Fu Yue still remembered, he said, "Take you there in two days."

    There is a place to practice guns in the base.

    When Fu Yue saw Pei Yiheng, he suddenly remembered the question he wanted to ask before: "Why did you leave Pei Yiheng's team two years ago?"

    Gu Yaochu grumbled and replied, "You're gone, what am I keeping?"

    It really has something to do with him.

    Fu Yue said: "I remember saying goodbye to you before I left."

    Ji Yaochu widened his eyes, and his clear pupils looked at Fu Yue in disbelief: "You said that was a goodbye!?"

    Fu Yue: "Otherwise?"

    To this day, Gu Yaochu still remembers with a deep impression that he said something to Fu Yue the night before he left.

    "After the end of the world, you must get used to zombies and not be afraid."

    "If you can't solve it by yourself, either run or ask for help."

    "If you understand it, keep it in your heart."

    Then the day after that, Fu Yue left quietly.

    Jiyao's eyes were red at the beginning. When he remembered what happened at that time, he remembered every sentence of Fu Yue that night very clearly. He growled angrily and aggrieved: "How the **** do I know it's a goodbye, can't you tell me clearly!!?"

    Fu Yue: "…"

    At that time, he thought that he and Gu Yaochu were just allies. Seeing that he was slowly integrating into the environment, Fu Yue decided to leave by himself. He didn't expect him to react so strongly and rely on him so much.

    He accepts that anyone can be a passer-by in his life, and he never thought of keeping anyone, and he can rationally make appropriate judgments and analysis every time, and sometimes miscalculate his emotions the weight of.

    It's a fact that he didn't want to take Gu Yaochu with him.

    Because at that time he wasn't even sure whether he could protect himself, he couldn't let Gu Yaochu take such a risk and go with him.

    Fu Yue touched the cigarette case in his pocket, got up and went to the balcony.

    Not long after, Gu Yaochu hugged him from behind and cried out, "Brother."

    "Ji Yaochu, you have to learn to protect yourself." Fu Yue said, "I can't be by your side all the time."

    Ji Yaochu affirmed: "You will."

    This time he will not let Fu Yue have any possibility of leaving.

    "Brother, I like you..." Gu Yaochu whispered softly.

    Fu Yue's drooping eyelashes trembled slightly, his fingertips trembled, and soot fell.

    He seemed to hear something from this sentence that he hadn't heard before, but it didn't seem to be any different.

    The wind blew with a comfortable temperature, blowing Fu Yue's hair scattered on his shoulders, Gu Yaochu returned to its nest like a tired bird, resting his head on his back.

    Even if Fu Yue became a zombie, Ji Yaochu wanted him to be by his side all the time, and he... would never let go.

    He must get him.

    He wants him.

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