One Eyed Monster

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I am Adou, I don't need help

Since I can remember, I like to cry, and when I think about it, I cry.

Mr. Yi Ji, who likes to pretend to be gods and ghosts, saw me and said, "This son is quite like a father!"

I was so angry that I cried again.

My father is Liu Bei and Liu Xuande who is famous for his crying nose in history.

And my name is Adou.

How can I not cry?

How could I be Doo? How could I be that Adou who can't help me? !

When the man with long arms and big ears held me in his arms for the first time and called me A Dou, I immediately burst into tears.

I am that mediocre hero who finally left behind the famous six-character saying "Here is happiness, do not think of Shu"?

I'm the fat-faced incompetent person in the game whose intelligence and force are all under forty?

Am I the queen master of Shu Han who has been laughed out of his teeth for thousands of years?

Ooo, ooo, I'm Bitter.

It's a sigh that the mother, Mrs. Gan, heard me cry and was still laughing. This child is crying loudly, and she will surely grow strong.

As a woman, her only comfort is to have a son, to give birth to a son for his father, who has passed his half-life in his 40s, to continue the offspring. In fact, before me, my father's two wives had also been born and raised, but because of years of war and chaos, and the poor sanitary conditions at the time, none of them could be kept.

So my father had no choice but to accept a son Liu Feng.

But, how can it compare to your own flesh and blood?

Therefore, my birth gave my father and two mothers great comfort.

Father held me with both hands, so the baby didn't dare to exhale for a while.

At this moment, the heroes of this generation are bursting into tears.

Therefore, when I was born, the whole family regarded me as a baby and took good care of me. But what about all this? I clearly know my destiny and where the great wheel of history will go, but I cannot change it.

Father has a very good reputation in history, and the people praise him. However, most knowledgeable people looked at him, but most of them pouted and disapproved. Speaking of it, even I have never figured out what kind of person my father is.

When the Yellow Turban Army was up and the heroes were fighting, he also hurriedly raised his troops to join the battle group. With the help of the Yellow Turban Army, he frequently waved a banner with the book "Plain Liu Xuande" on the battlefield. The strange thing was that he had not made any famous names. After more than ten years of turbulence, he received an evaluation from the careerist Yuan Shu: "Since I was born, I have never heard of Liu Bei in the world." It is really frustrating to think about it. The time Beihai rescued Kong Rong, when Tai Shici drove out of the siege and asked him for help alone, he converged and said: "Kong Beihai knows that there is Liu Beiyan in the world?" He was happy, and completely ignored his friend Gongsun Zan. "Cao Cao and Jun have no enemies." "Why don't you work with others," the well-intentioned persuasion, did not weigh the disparity between himself and Cao Cao's military strength, and rashly prepared to help.

It may be that he was afraid of making straw sandals with his grandmother since he was a child. It may be that the fate of being deceived by the poor and suffering has given him too much stimulation. He is so eager to stand out and be recognized, so that he doesn't like to talk. He, every time he talks to people, he will say "Although I am the queen of King Zhongshan..." The corpse wrapped in jade garments that was dug out from the old mountain two thousand years later, there is nothing to admire. . Besides, there are hundreds of years in the world. This surnamed Liu, who is related to the emperor by blood, is afraid of being a master. Seven to eight out of ten. What's more, when Wang Mang seized power, he slaughtered Liu's surname. Many clans changed their surnames. Liu Xiufu returned to the Eastern Han Dynasty and ordered to restore their surnames. Many people who did not have Liu's surname were changed to Liu's surname. As the saying goes, I can't see how to say this sentence can bring him any benefit.

On the battlefield, he spends most of his time in embarrassment and rarely feels comfortable. He even often experiences the extraordinary situation of "hungry and distressed, impoverished and hungry, and staff and workers are eating each other." Although he has a large group of super generals who "take the head of the generals from a million army is like searching for something", he can't change his fate on the battlefield. Since the first battle of the Yellow Turban for 25 years, he has never found one. A real estate that really belongs to you.

Although he does not like to provocateurs and make troubles like Lu Bu, he is involved in the battlefield as frequently as Lu Bu. Lu Bu is capricious and easy to go. He and him are almost in the middle of nowhere, but he has no habit of "killing the lord". Except for Yuan Shu, who always looked down upon him, the little-headed characters at the time, he almost took refuge one by one: Lv Bu, Tao Qian, Cao Cao, Yuan Shao, Liu Biao...and even more inconspicuous, let alone. Most of his soldiers come on loan; he asks people to borrow soldiers (such as borrowing Zhao Zilong from Gongsun Zan), which is more convenient than borrowing money. Cao Cao opened wars against others, always holding a clear strategic intention: to destroy them all. But if he is opposed to Cao Cao and Yuan Shao, he wants to eliminate these two giants, I'm afraid he can't believe it. In fact, there were so many powerful warlords in the world at that time, and none of them was destroyed by him.

His ambitions are very obscure. He is incapable of expressing his emotions and anger. He even worked under Liu Biao for eight years, even hiding in a vegetable garden. However, his ambition has never been obliterated. He is like an unarmed hunter, wandering patiently among the mountains, avoiding beasts and cold arrows, waiting for the opportunity to assassinate the mountain king to become famous in one fell swoop.

Alas, I don’t seem to be authentic to say this, but it’s true.

Moreover, my father has another characteristic. In the eyes of others, that is the merit of a leader, but for me, it is a huge crisis.

He had a motto that made later feminists angry: "Brothers are like brothers and feet, and wives are like clothes." His heroic spirit is especially reflected in the life and death of his wife. His wife and son were first captured by Lu Bu. Later, he fell into the hands of Gao Shun, general of Lu Bu's department, and was captured by Cao Cao....

This is one of the reasons why he has no bones and blood in his forties. It's not that he didn't, but he didn't keep it!

Obviously, my birth was very untimely.

The year I was born was the 12th year of Jian'an (AD 207 yuan). The world was in fierce turmoil, and it was only a mere year away from the famous battle of Chibi.

In the north, a generation of heroes, Cao Mengde, was sweeping the northern land like a violent wind. In a few years, he wiped out the Yuan family and his sons of the four clan and three gongs, calmed the four states of Ji, Qing, You, and the four states. He sent extraordinary troops to fight against Wuhuan and won. After returning to the North, build Tongquetai, practice naval forces, and prepare for the southern expedition. The world is facing a very important turning point. This is a moment when a fireball hits the earth. In front of this huge combat machine, the tiny new field is just a leaf on the cusp of a storm.

In the same year, my father drank too much wine at Liu Biao’s place, crying for rebirth~www.ltnovel.com~ The sun and the moon are stubborn, the veteran is here, and the merits are not built; what to say must be basic (Bingma site) Liu Biao, who was already suspicious of his father, was very unhappy in his heart. He also interfered with which son was established by others, but the words of the reciting father were being heard by Mrs. Cai who was eavesdropping. Cai was deeply entrenched in Jingzhou. He made up his mind to get rid of his father several times, and made it the last time. He escaped by jumping into Tanxi.

It was this year that Xu Shu and Xu Yuanzhi became his father's strategist, after Xiao Sheng Cao Ren. He was taken away by a letter from Cao Cao. Fortunately, when he left, he felt sincere from his father, and he came to recommend Zhuge, so that his father performed the eternal story of visiting the cottage.

It was also this year that Cao Cao's most important counselor, Guo Jia, and Guo Fengxiao died of illness on the way to the Northern Expedition. Cao Mengde was so poisoned and hated that his strong nerves were a little abnormal. For several days, he wrote to Xun Yu, filled with endless sorrows: "Remembering and serving filial piety, you can't give up. This person sees current affairs and military affairs, and he is so overwhelmed by others... Why should you forget it! In "Current Affairs and Military Affairs", being praised by Cao Cao as "extremely better than others" is just like getting Zhuge Liang's praise for wisdom and strategy, which can be said to be the highest praise. The death of the ghost talent Guo Jia is a great loss for Cao Cao, but for us, the unsuccessful is not an opportunity.

It's a pity that I can't control all of this. I'm just a baby under one year old.