One Hundred Percent Love

But promise me, don't be sad, don't be sad, and don't shed tears.

Because, as I write this letter, my mood is beautiful and joyful!

I want you to stay.

Death is not terrible, but I'm afraid... When I live, when I breathe... I can't feel your existence!!

Pushing you aside is the most difficult period of time since I have lived for 28 years.

I miss you

I miss you very much. It seems that every cell in the body is missing your taste.

And that kind of thinking, some bitter, some astringent, and some... Faint pain.

Also, I love you!!

As for love

I will use the rest of my life to prove to you how much I love you!!

……

After writing so much, it's time to close the pen.

Finally

Saner, I hope that after reading this letter, you will put it down, sit down, think quietly, and then seriously and think about your future again and again... I am a patient

Leukemia patients!

If you can bear your lover's physical deterioration in front of you, if you have a strong enough heart to face the lover's departure; When your lover leaves, do you still have the courage to continue to pursue new relationships and new happiness... If you can bear them, please... Stay!!

I will try my best to make the above IFS no longer exist!!

When I come back

Love your si ran, to the pen. "

Mu Si ran asked the only local postman to send the letter to Gu Ran's school.

If there is no accident, it can be delivered to Gu ran in two days.

Mu Si Ran's always quiet heart became a little volatile at the moment.

He hoped that life would pass faster, so that he could finish his work at hand and return to the city where she was.

This is Gu Ran's last day in class at a university.

Tomorrow, she will fly directly to the United States from city A. all her relatives, including yuluo Mommy, Beicheng daddy and Si Nian, have arrived in city A.

As usual, Gu ran walked to the classroom with a big schoolbag on his back.

But still on the corridor, I ran into Huo Shiyi waiting there.

He was wearing a light colored casual shirt, a black long windbreaker outside and a pair of casual trousers of the same color department under it. It was simple to match, but he had a brilliant temperament.

The short broken hair showed his vigorous youth.

It feels so young and sunny.

Gu ran narrowed his eyes and smiled faintly at the corners of his mouth.

He is to her like the autumn sun

Dazzling and warm.

But it's not dazzling at all.

Gu ran put his hands in his coat pocket and approached him, "wait for me?"

"Yes."

Huo Shiyi looked up at her.

Gu ran stood in front of him, looked up, crescent moon's eyes bent, pretended to smile easily and asked him, "Why are you looking at me with a serious expression?"

Huo Shiyi's black eyes flickered a few times. Suddenly, he stretched out his hand and hugged Gu ran in front of him into his arms.

His arm was tight around her thin little shoulder.

It was like fearing that she would disappear from her side at any time.

"Huo Shiyi..."

Gu ran gave him a low call.

The nose is inexplicably sour.

"Don't move, let me just hug you..."

Huo Shiyi's voice is a little heavy.

With that, the ape arm became stronger and stronger.

Gu ran knew that he was saying his last goodbye to himself.

In my heart, I was infected with layers of sadness

She stretched out her little hand and hugged his generous shoulder, pretending to comfort him easily, "come on, I'm not not not coming back..."

But at this point, Gu Ran's eyes were red first.

But she held back the sadness in her heart and didn't let herself flow out. She rarely gently patted him on the back, tilted her head on his shoulder and advised him, "I'm not leaving later. I'll leave tomorrow! Come on, you'll only make me... Worse... "

"You're a P!"

Huo Shiyi burst out a rude remark, and let Gu ran go.

In Huo Shiyi's heart, Gu Ran is a heartless woman, because her heart and lungs have already been handed over to the man named mu siran.

"I won't see you off tomorrow."

He said suddenly.

Gu ran was stunned. His little face wrinkled, "why?"

"There are so many why?!"

Gu ran carried it with him, and the little face pulled it down, "why don't you send me? Do you have anything important? Don't tell me you have to have class tomorrow. Tomorrow is a weekend! "

Huo Shiyi drooped his eyes and said nothing.

Gu ran bit his lip and stared at him.

Maybe Gu ran was a little uncomfortable. He raised his eyes and looked at her expressionless, "I don't want to see you enter the airport, OK?"

Huo Shiyi's words stunned Gu ran for several seconds.

As soon as my throat was astringent, I suddenly had an impulse to cry.

Then he stood on tiptoe and hugged his shoulder, "friends, it will be a lifetime. We won't lose each other because we leave..."

Huo Shiyi caught her small waist with his back hand. Junyan was reluctant to give up and buried in her neck. He said in a dumb voice, "take good care of yourself over there. I'll go and see you when I have time. And... Eat more. Now I'm too thin to put my hands on."

Listening to his rare solemn advice, Gu Ran's eyes were still wet.

She nodded, "yes, I will..."

On the corridor, a warm scene happened to be caught by Zhao BEI'ER who came out of the classroom.

She stared at the ambiguous scene in front of her. The guilt just gathered in her heart dispersed in an instant.

It seems that... I really don't need to blame myself for what I just did... She Gu ran... Should have left the city!!

Leave him, Huo Shiyi!

And, far away!!

……

After saying goodbye to Huo Shiyi, Gu ran went directly to the classroom.

Just entering the classroom, I heard the life committee remind her, "Gu ran, there is a letter in your mailbox."

"Oh..."

Gu ran answered and walked to the mailbox wall behind the classroom with his schoolbag on his back.

She has no expectations for her letters.

Who still sends letters these days? It's about some procedures and materials to the United States!

In the mailbox box with her name written, there was a letter lying quietly.

It's really a small brown paper envelope with a stamp with the image of a bird on it, and the stamp is stamped with the seal of the post office.

Gu ran picked it up and glanced back and forth at the envelope.

There was no detailed mailing address or the name of the sender on the envelope.

Gu ran frowned. Without much thought, he opened the envelope to Si.

So that I didn't notice that there was a trace of a dream on the edge of the envelope.

Of course, such a small trace can't explain any problem.

Gu ran spread out the letter paper. The first thing that came into his eyes was the last three words: Mu siran.

Gu Ran's heart trembled and his eyes were slightly bright

He shook his hand as he held the letter paper.

The sight quickly glanced at the text. The next moment, the water eyes were completely dark.

The letter paper is a very simple white paper, on which only a simple sentence is written:

Have a nice trip. Don't worry.

Writing: Mu siran.

On the paper was his handwriting, which she could recognize.

Gu ran held the letter paper in his hand and tightened it a little.

The look on his face from the initial expectation to the gradual gloom

Finally, it is a complete disappointment!

She closed her eyes, covered the waves from the bottom of her eyes, took a deep breath, and then opened her eyes. However, the fog in the bottom of her eyes was still stronger.

All the air in her chest seemed to be evacuated in an instant, which made her even out of breath.

For a moment, even breathing seemed to hurt faintly.

Until the end... The last glimmer of hope was also dashed!!

He didn't ask her to stay!

Even if they had experienced such a dry night, and he... Thought he didn't care at all... If he really cared, shouldn't he have been desperate to stay with him?

As soon as Zhao BEI'ER returned to the classroom, she saw Gu ran holding the letter paper and red eyes.

She was stunned for half a second. Looking at the simple white paper in her hand, she couldn't help but flash a little guilty. She walked in quietly, stood next to Gu ran and asked, "Why are you crying?"

Gu ran ignored her, hurriedly put away the letter paper, folded himself and walked to his seat, and didn't look back at Zhao BEI'ER.

Zhao BEI'ER looked at her proud back, snorted and smiled coldly, and went back to her seat.

Open your desk, take out your books and prepare for morning self-study.

There are two half folded stationery on the schoolbag in the desk.

Even if the letter paper is folded in half, the handwriting on the letter paper is printed on the back because of the vigorous and powerful pen of the writer. Although you can't see what the word is, you can clearly see that the dense whole page is full of words.

When Zhao BEI'ER saw the letter paper, she panicked for a few seconds and hurriedly stuffed it into her schoolbag. It looked like she was afraid of being found.

She couldn't help glancing at Gu ran, her deskmate next to her, and found that she was staring at the short letter in her hand in a daze.

I didn't notice her little move just now.

Zhao BEI'ER was relieved.

Her eyes fell on her gloomy side face and looked at the letter in her hand... Pursed her lips, unnaturally don't open your eyes and don't look at her.

In fact, the letter in Gu Ran's hand was forged by her!

She came to the classroom early this morning. When she arrived, there were few students in the class.

She habitually goes to the mailbox to check her letters, and occasionally buys some review materials on the Internet.

There's nothing in her mailbox.

Ready to leave, he glanced at a letter lying in Gu Ran's small mailbox.

Naturally, her mailbox box was locked, but because the letter was not thrown too deep, a small corner was exposed. As soon as she pinched her finger, it came out.

To be honest, Zhao BEI'ER was just curious.

I saw something in her mailbox for the first time, and it was still a letter!

You know, proud and wayward Gu ran always has eyes above the top and his chin looks at people. Huo Shiyi is the only one who has a slightly better relationship in the whole school. Who else has the pleasure to write to her?

Huo Shiyi??

When the familiar man jumped out of her mind, her heart trembled... An idea came out in an instant.