But Chu Jicheng refused the visits of Chu Xi'an airlines, Chu Leng and Mengmeng. He only wanted to see Lin Feifei alone.

"Why did you do that?"

In the visiting room, Lin Feifei and Chu Jicheng sat face to face across a table. In her first sentence, Lin Feifei asked her doubts with Chu Xi'an airlines, Chu Meng and Chu Leng.

You should know that Chu Jicheng's actions today are not good for him at all, even enough to cause unimaginable bad consequences. Is it really just for their children? And he clearly knows that Chu Xi'an airlines and Chu Meng are not his own children at all. Lin Feifei really believes that people like Chu Jicheng can do such great things.

Chu Jicheng looked much older at this time. He raised his eyes and looked at Lin Feifei calmly and kindly. After a long time, he slowly said: "just before today, I would be surprised that I competed to be so selfless. This should be the most correct decision I have made in my life. You know, in fact, I woke up long ago. After half a month of sleep, I woke up, I just didn't open my eyes, because I've been thinking about everything and every decision I've made in my life, the light and arrogance in my youth, the cruelty and ruthlessness in my middle age, the calculation and month root in my old age, how many people and things have been involved in this for decades. They are like fast forward movies, which are quickly replayed in my mind in half a month, I suddenly realized that I had done so many bad things and hurt so many people... "

Speaking of this, Chu Jicheng paused and then continued: "some people say that when a person is old, he is particularly afraid of retribution. Maybe I am really old and lying in a quiet hospital like a mortuary - Thinking of the sins of my life, I began to regret and fear. I began to have nightmares. I always dreamed of the things and people in the past, My every nerve is suffering and suffering every minute and every second. I know I must do something, otherwise I will always be trapped in this pain. Finally, I figured out this morning that all I need to do is repentance and atonement. Therefore, I convened today's press conference. "

Lin Feifei stared at Chu Jicheng, who was full of repentance, suddenly shook her head and smiled ironically. "In the final analysis, you did it for yourself, to make yourself feel at ease, and to make yourself no longer condemned by your conscience. It's because we thought you did everything for us. It's ridiculous. We're too naive, you, It hasn't changed at all. "

In the face of Lin Feifei's sarcasm, Chu Jicheng was not angry at all. His eyes were still calm, calm like an old monk without desire. "In the past, if you spoke to me with such words, I would be angry. Even if you did something that told you to repent of what you shouldn't have done to me, but now, I accept it calmly, Because I understand that I deserve all this. I have to bear it. Do you know why my mood has changed so much in this short month? "

Chu Jicheng didn't seem to need Lin Feifei to answer. He continued: "in fact, in the first half of the month after the operation, although I couldn't open my eyes, my mind was clear. I could clearly hear every word you said around me, but I couldn't respond. On that day, Xu Pei withdrew his care, Even if I took off the oxygen mask I used to prolong my life and wanted to murder me, I knew very well in my heart, but my weak body could not resist at that time. Later, you appeared at the right time to save my life and said some heartfelt words to me. Since then, I realized that my life was such a failure as you said, I finally began to look back... This month has been a long life for me. I am very grateful to God for giving me a daughter like you. Without you, I may never wake up. This may sound hypocritical, but later, I gradually understand that I am no longer Chu Jicheng, I will make up for my sin with the rest of my life, and you are still young. May you live happily and never learn from me. "

Listening to Chu Jicheng's heartfelt words, Lin Feifei's cold eyes softened involuntarily. There was a saying that the prodigal son turned back and didn't change his money. No matter what reason Chu Jicheng woke up, at least he is really changing his true confession now, and he doesn't pursue the life experience of Chu Xi'an Airlines and Chu Meng. What a mind should it take? Such a result is enough.

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