Looking at my brother’s flying back, I felt that I was getting farther and farther away from him, and people around me had always regarded me as a perfect superman, and words such as genius have always echoed in my ears, and I have received the attention, jealousy and even hatred of the people around me since I was a child.

But they didn’t know that the real genius was my brother. Before he went to school, he was already obsessed with explorer stories, and he could read and understand everything in books that I didn’t understand. He was really dazzling at that time.

“Sister, my dream is to become an explorer and explore all the unsolved mysteries of the world.”

At that time, I didn’t understand how many unsolved mysteries there were in this world, and I didn’t even know the meaning of unsolved mysteries (please think back to the municipal level before elementary school, if you can understand the meaning of this sentence, I believe it will feel quite real), but for me, my brother is a genius, unlike me who is stupid, I will definitely be able to do anything.

“Brother, you can definitely do it.”

Since then, I have been chasing my brother’s figure, in order to catch up with him I have worked very hard in studying, I will read the books he has read, but it is more difficult to understand the above content, not that the text does not understand, but for the content described in the book is difficult to understand, although the textbooks in the school are more boring, but the writing is for children, but the books I read obviously exceed the standards of children, so I am completely unclear, and once again realize the fact that I am stupid.

(If you don’t believe it, please go to the elementary school language textbook, you are guaranteed to feel very naïve.) )

In the first test later, I unexpectedly got a perfect score, and I was really happy because I thought I could catch up with my brother. My younger brother is a genius and will definitely get a full score, which is true for me, who has felt that my brother can do everything since I was a child.

However, as a result, the younger brother did not get a full score, but was deducted points because of some small mistakes. I was worried that my brother would become depressed, after all, it was a shame to be surpassed by my sister who had always been like an idiot.

“It’s okay brother, it’s just your carelessness.”

“No, I tried my best, I’m different from my sister, my sister works hard every day, this kind of achievement is a matter of course, and I have little interest in studying, that’s all.”

“Brother.”

“Gone sister.”

In my brother’s eyes, I didn’t notice any problems, at that time there would be no scheming between children, even if my brother also wanted to laugh, he would laugh, and when he wanted to cry, I would cry, and then I knew that the direction of my efforts was completely wrong, because my brother did not take learning seriously at all, and I was the only one who was happy about my achievements like a fool.

No, I was originally stupid, but my parents didn’t criticize our gap or anything when they saw our results, and in retrospect it was probably their tenderness to us.

Usually they can’t be together, they care about their children all the time, as the two who have been in the mall for several years, plus they once wanted to become psychologists, even when their younger brother abandoned his studies.

Originally thought that the two were abandoning their younger brother. But at the right time, I showed what my parents should look like, and that’s when I thought, ‘It’s really not as good as my parents.'” ’

At that time, I was a genius around me, because my grades were ranked very high in the grade every time, and my younger brother was only in the top ten in the class, not bad, not particularly good, that is, the kind of person who will not be criticized or praised, normally speaking.

“Are you still worried.”

“yes! If it weren’t for the fact that they looked so similar, I would like to know if they were born to the same parents, my sister is obviously so good, and although my younger brother is not bad, it is not necessarily a good situation, not at all like twins. ”

“I heard that sleeping on your side when you are pregnant will make the brain flow to one of the twins, they may be the case, but you don’t have to care, anyway, there is already a genius in your class, do you want one more?”

“Too?”

Those were conversations I heard by chance near the staff office, and I felt very angry at that time, genius genius called me, outsiders are like this, completely disregarding other people’s feelings to insert some titles that think they know others, and the word ‘genius’ feels like satirizing me.

I always knew that I was stupid, so I would study hard to chase my younger brother, but now that I have been put under these titles, it is better for my younger brother, no matter how I do, I don’t think I’m stupid or a genius or something.

At that time, I didn’t realize it, because the unnatural way people around me called me made me feel a little distance, and my parents were not around, so that all my emotions flowed to my only brother, and as a result, my feelings slowly turned into love, and when I realized it later, it was too late, because I couldn’t leave him at all.

After a few years, we started writing, and in the first My Dreams, my brother wrote everything he wanted to be an explorer very cleanly, and I simply wrote down some great dreams.

But unexpectedly, my brother’s essay did not get any positive comments, and mine was praised by the teacher, for the simple reason that my brother’s essay did not conform to their aesthetics, nothing more, just because I didn’t want to see what I treated.

However, my brother did not do anything about it, and after returning home, he continued to read as usual.

“Brother, what book are you reading?”

He heard my question and showed me the title of the book, “The Mystery of the Pyramids.” It is another unknown book, but the color of this book has been yellowed, and it is tattered, it seems to be a book of a bit of age, and the most important thing is that the text of the book is arranged vertically, which further confirms that the book is an old antique.

“Does it look good?”

“It’s not bad, after all, the pyramids are one of the places I want to go, so let’s take a look by the way.”

“By the way?”

Brother, do you know what you call by the way, but I can’t read the book you read at all, although the text is still understandable, but there is no way to understand it.

At that time, all I could do was take away the books my brother had read and look at them again and again, memorizing the contents of the whole book again and again, and only after I grew up did I slowly understand the content of the books my brother read.

Yes, my brother has always been a distant existence to me, but he often looks back at me, and every time I talk to him and ask him for help, he will accept my wayward requests.

At that time, the existence of the feeling in my heart kept growing, but I didn’t know the name of the feeling, no, I just didn’t know its name yet.

(Because I felt that I always had to explain something, I wrote this memory.) )

“Ask for flowers”, “Ask for tips”, “Ask for collections” or “Ask for monthly passes”_

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