Only you can be my wife

The rain outside the window, gradually small.

Lu Zhongxun looked at Liang Qingqian, who was sleeping in the past. He did not blink. His eyes were deep and complicated.

What she said just now echoed in her mind again and again. In the heart of bitterness and moved coexist, and incomparably happy, so unbearable and bad of their own, there is a simple to stupid, but can let him as warm sun she.

Until some sour eyes, he closed his eyes tightly and blinked the astringent meaning of the fundus. Will head toward her a little closer, in her smooth forehead imprint a kiss, silent smile at her sleeping, this just gently turn over the bed.

Quickly put on clothes, walked to the door, before closing the door, he looked back at her deeply, this just took the door.

Some things, it's time to finish. Otherwise, he will suffer a lot, and she will be disturbed by his impermanence.

***

the light in the room is a little dim, only a wall lamp at the head of the bed is turned on. The light was dim and hazy.

Lu Xiaoran is thirsty to wake up, throat like a fire in general uncomfortable.

He lay on the bed and blinked, then reached out and pinched his still painful forehead. Then he frowned and sat up, trying to drink the water from the bedside table.

As soon as his hand touched the glass, he caught a glimpse of a figure at the door.

Lu Xiaoran was stunned for a moment and then raised his head. Although he didn't know how long the man had stood there, he did not look surprised at all. He looked at the people at the door with a light expression, and then he took up the water cup to drink.

"The water is cold. Add some heat."

The man at the door opened his mouth. His voice didn't fluctuate, but he still walked over. He took away the quilt in Lu Xiaoran's hand, poured some cold water inside, and added some hot water by the water dispenser in the room. Then he went back to the bed and handed back the water cup.

Although Lu Xiaoran has just hung up the bottle and the burning has faded, she has just woken up and can't exert much strength. He sat on the bed, looking at someone quietly doing these things.

Staring at the cup that was handed in front of her, Lu Xiaoran took a look at the person standing by the bed, took the water cup and drank it, "how did you come, ah Xun?" His voice was hoarse and weak after his illness, but there was no displeasure. It was as if the things that had been on the mountain a few hours ago didn't exist at all.

"Let's see if you're dead."

"Lu Xiaoran a smile," still did not die, you go back. "

Lu Zhongxun frowned and went to the head of the bed against the wall. No matter where he was now or whether the man in the room was a patient, he took a cigarette out of his pocket, bent down and lit it, and then he took a big puff of it.

Lu Xiaoran gazed at him for a while and said, "I'll take a rest after smoking."

“……” Lu Zhongxun didn't pay any attention. After he took two bites hard, he opened his mouth softly, with a certain utterance, "I promise you..."

Before he could spit out the smoke in his mouth, when he spoke, the smoke would blow out with the amplitude of his lips. His handsome but dispirited face was caged by the smoke, which was not very real.

Lu Xiaoran was still ill and had just woken up, but his brain was still clear. In just one second, he understood what Lu Zhongxun was talking about.

He frowned tightly and his eyes narrowed. "Do you know what you're talking about?"

Lu Zhongxun left the cigarette butt in Lu Xiaoran's cup, which he had just drunk. He looked at the cup for a while. Then he looked up at Lu Xiaoran and said, "I know."

Lu Xiaoran a Lin, the heart inevitably some shock. After Shao Qing, he returned to some gods, looked at Lu Zhongxun tightly, and then faintly lifted up the corners of his lips, "how? Do you really have a fever, too? When I was just on the mountain, did you refuse me? What's going on now? "

“……” Lu Zhongxun clenched his hands and clenched his lips.

Lu Xiaoran looked up at the wall clock on the opposite side, "in these hours, are you going back to work? Ah - "he sneered." you're really going out of your way to make yourself feel better. "

Lu took a deep breath, "don't think too much about it!"

“……” Lu Xiaoran did not speak, but asked what he meant with his eyes.

"You don't want Lu, and I can't force you. But she I will never let go. " Lu Zhongxun looked at him and rolled his throat with some difficulty. Then he said, "so, as long as you are happy, I promise you."

Lu Xiaoran's whole person was shocked, "what do you say?"

Lu Zhongxun was a faint smile, "well, that's what you heard."

Just now, he was lying by the side of some little turnip's head, thinking a lot. After thinking about it a lot, he promised him.

Although It can be hard to accept, disgusting, even painful. But now he has no other choice and no better way to retreat.

So many years, he has escaped for so long, since both sides can not let go, let him end all this. Even so, he may find it hard to accept."You..." Lu Xiaoran's lips couldn't stop trembling a few times, laughing reluctantly, "are you kidding?"

When he was still on the mountain, apart from Lu Zhongxun's offer to him, he only made two requests He said he didn't want to give up Liang Qingqian, so he?

Lu Zhongxun shook his head. "No, I'm serious."

“……”

"Brother..." Lu Zhongxun bit his teeth. "I was wrong before, even if I explained it to you Although I regret it later, I still hurt you

"These years, I know you've had a hard time. In fact, I'm not better than you. I'm very guilty. I stopped it. I don't know what's wrong. I don't know why it's like that. "

"Maybe you think I'm sophistry, but I'm not." With that, Lu Zhongxun closed his eyes and said with a helpless smile, "but anyway, the cause is all because of me. You should blame me

"I know you are very painful and hard to accept, otherwise you would not have changed your temper all at once. Today I only knew that you had thought of death... " His eyes are a little sour, which makes it difficult for him to speak, "it's all my fault, and I know you haven't let go. In that case, that's it. As long as you are happy, I will pay you back. But she, I mean, can't let go of anything. "

"You..." Lu Xiaoran spoke faintly after a long time, "are you sure you can accept it?"

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