Orcs’ Time Through Time

Our life goes as far as possible. We have a house and enough food. Sometimes I will walk around the whole tribe with Luo Lei. Of course, as the patriarch, Luo Lei has the duty to patrol the tribe every day. As for me, it is purely to join in the fun. But Lore still likes me to join in the fun.

I walked and watched in the tribe, and occasionally discussed what should be more here and what should be more there, and then recalled the past. Watching the changes in the tribe with satisfaction, from the tent I came to, to the neat wooden house now, from the past, everyone had to travel far to exchange for a clay pot, and they could only eat barbecue. Now every household has pottery. The pot, you can drink the broth, I can't help but sigh, this is life! Eat barbecue every day, live in a tent, I will never live like that!

Perhaps because of this, Luo Lei seemed to look forward to me more and more, sometimes looking at me with almost hot eyes. Well, more than a year has passed. If I remember correctly, this body should be eighteen years old. Both here and in my original world, they are all grown-ups! My small excuse may soon expire!

However, speaking of it, I also admire Luo Lei very much. It's hard not to do something if anyone falls asleep with someone they like. I remember my former classmates, once they had a girlfriend, they thought about how to abduct them to bed! Maybe this is the nature of men, so is the so-called colorism?

And he was able to endure for more than a year because I said "I'm still young" for me, or because I was unwilling, so I was really moved and confused. If I insist, I think I can hold it back. It's really an extraordinary person! Although, he occasionally gets a little bit of a bargain, such as kissing and hugging. At first I wanted to kick him off, but then I got used to it. As long as it doesn't affect it too much, I don't care.

Just looking at his eyes, I am worried that one day he will swallow it! I really want to tell him: Hey, I'm not good meat! Look at me so thin! No meat! It's not delicious at all, I'm very poor!

But in retrospect, he rubbed against me a few times and seemed to do something. Although he was fooled by me in the end, it was only the next time, I don’t know if he had such good luck! Perhaps it can be said that no matter how good a man is, there is a limit? Please have a higher limit and a lower limit...

I wanted to live separately from Luo Lei in winter, and I prepared a bed and a quilt for him, and wanted him to sleep in the opposite room. It's a pity that he refused to leave. I closed the door, and he knocked on the door. It was so scared that A Rui thought we had a quarrel and cried so loudly that the neighbor Xin Mu and Aman's house were separated a few times. Shi Mi also came to protest (the main protest was Xin Mu, who originally did not live next door to our house, but later changed with Luo Lie's house, and I don't know how they agreed). In order to avoid losing face and losing everything, and to prevent Xin Mu from telling people everywhere that the patriarch was turned away one day, I had to let someone in with a plain face and no gratitude.

I found out that Lo Lei was really rascal sometimes, although he said that a man is not rascal, but in our situation...I really don't know how to say it. And he didn’t want to separate a quilt from me, insisted on squeezing into the quilt with me, and continued to press the bed with me, so a quilt was made for nothing, and I was not good to give it away, but just put it in another room. Decorate inside.

Because this year is the first time everyone can continue to live their usual lives without going to the cave for winter, everyone is very happy. We used to live in caves at this time, all day long, and now we live in our own home. Open the windows during the day to enjoy the natural light and bright house. At night, close the doors and windows and stay in the house safely. go to bed. So many people fall in love with stopping by, but our family seldom come here except for everyone occasionally sending something over. Probably everyone knows that Luo Lei and I are very busy, which will change our lives in the future. They are also full of hope and dare not to disturb us.

In fact, it’s absolutely okay for everyone to interrupt me properly, at least please interrupt me while Luo Lei is pressing me down! It's a pity that everyone can't hear me, and they all like to ask us when there will be a baby. what! this problem! Please don't ask anymore! What a baby! Well, babies or something are actually not annoying! But what about having a baby! The most annoying! Neither lion cubs nor females are what I should think about, right? Right?

During the first heavy snowfall, everyone was still a little worried about whether the house would collapse. It is said that many people did not sleep well at night, but after several heavy snowfalls, the snow on the roof was thicker and the house was still safe. After nothing happened, everyone would have the mood to appreciate the snow. Both adults and children are playing snow in the square happily, or wandering around the tribe to see the snow scene.

Although they all learned that I made shoes with Luo Lei this year, and they both wore animal skin jackets, the animal skin jackets were basically one or two layers of animal skins. They basically didn’t wear anything inside. The fur coats are easy to wind, they roll around on the snow (this is probably the instinct of mammals?), but this instinct can easily make them catch a cold or even frostbite. So occasionally I would remind them not to play for too long. Everyone knew that I was kind, and they all agreed happily.

But even so, there are still a lot of people rolling around on the ground. Even Rona rolled around for a few laps, and then took A Rui home to the fire under the gaze of his father. But what Rona would not know is that his father had also been rolling in the snow. As for when, hehe, that can't be said. (Rorley: At that time, I was still pressing someone, and... you want me to talk?)

Even if it snows, Luo Lei and I still visit Luo Lei’s Abba and Ah Mo’s house every three or two days. Most of the time it’s him. Sometimes we go together to bring some food, or Just take a look. Regardless of whether I can regard them as my Abba and Ah, they will always be Luo Lei's Abba and Ah, Rare, Luo Lei should care about them.

As for me, even if I don’t know much about other people, to some extent the thoughts of the old patriarch and the high priest do not know whether it is ridiculous or sad. Of course, he treats me. It also seemed to be at a loss. I was a little better to them, and he seemed to be grateful and thanked him again and again. But as Loray's nominal partner, occasionally to see if they can still do it.

Of course, I do not agree that after two people are together, each other must treat his parents like his parents. Regardless of Arnold's situation, it is generally not easy. After all, my parents raised themselves, but they didn't raise each other. It's okay for the tribe to be small now. If the tribe becomes bigger and becomes a country in the future, many people may not even know it. Forcing the other party to do this will increase the contradiction between the two people.

Reflecting from the bottom of my heart, I can't think of the other's parents as my parents. This is also different. Nor can it be said that because you love me, you must love my parents. Goodwill is accumulated over time. It cannot be forced. Will you force your parents to love them as their parents love him? In many cases, it is impossible for us to do this. But it is necessary to do the basic morality. After all, they have raised their children, and their children are responsible to them.

I originally wanted to give them the unused quilt, but after thinking about it, I felt wrong. I was afraid that they would take it apart and look at it. When that happens, I will blame us for selfishness in my heart. It's okay to blame me for being selfish, I'm just like this, it's my nature. It's just that Luo Lei will be more difficult to do. He is not the same as me. He grew up in a different environment from me, and the thinking habits he cultivated are also different from mine. I'm afraid he will feel bad.

So I also told Luo Lei, because since the first two years, the patriarch has been hunting less. He is already in his 50s, and they are Luo Lei's Abba and Ah Mo. We will give them two more sheepskins and ten rabbit skins to keep them warm in winter, but the quilt will be discussed later. Fortunately, Luo Lei is also a man who can make sense and agreed to my suggestion.

It turned out that there are no elderly people here, so there is no filial piety to in-laws and parents-in-laws. They live in a small family alone. The elderly basically rely on the supply of the family and do some things on their own. It should be said that there has never been an old man in the clan who is too old to go out. The oldest old man is just like the high priest. But I still want to advocate respecting the old and loving the young. After all, judging from the current living conditions, it is absolutely not surprising that there will be more elderly people in the future, and as life improves, there may even be elderly people who will not be able to move in the future. .

As private ownership becomes more and more common, even if the clan continues to collect goods to provide the elderly, the weak, the sick, and the widows, it may not be enough. For those families that may live well with children, supporting parents becomes Inevitable.

Of course, I also told Luo Lei that we can’t force everyone to do this. It can only be said to be an advocacy, because we can’t put all the support for the elderly on their offspring. First, what should the elderly without offspring do? The second is that this can easily lead to raising children to guard against the elders, thus making nurturing and support a kind of right and obligation, more like an act out of one's own long-term interests, rather than out of one's own love, and may even affect everyone now. The pure love and hope for future generations are no longer pure.

First of all, we must advocate the common support of the elders in the clan, and secondly, we advocate that the offspring who have spare capacity should try their best to take care of their own elders as much as possible. However, the love and care of the children need to be given by the children. At the same time, we also encourage everyone to show more care for the old, weak, orphans in the family.

We advocate equality, fraternity and gratitude, but we never enforce it. I don't want to be able to blame one party for not being devoted enough to the other party's family in the future. I don't want anyone asking one party's family to be dedicated to the other party, let alone forcing one party to be patient in the face of human selfishness.

A harmonious relationship is something that everyone needs to coordinate themselves to cooperate, and it is also a matter of doing what they can. It is good to do your best, not to force others, and tolerate their feelings. If because of my influence, after the trouble, like in modern society, I always accuse the other party of being bad to my parents, or going to court or something, that would be my sin.

I also look for opportunities to explain to the entire tribe that we must treat the elderly and children of the tribe with gratitude and fraternity, especially for the elderly who have nurtured us and brought up the continuation of the tribe through our own efforts. Give more care. But this is not to say that I am only grateful to my Abba and Ah Mo, to my partner’s Abba and Ah Mo, and to other elderly people in the clan. No matter how much they contribute, and no matter when, this should be a requirement for everyone.

Later, the clan still retained the habit that all males had to leave the house to live alone from the age of one to eighteen, and agreed that females could also leave the house from the age of one to eighteen. Regardless of whether the person who leaves the house is male or female, as soon as they leave the house when they reach their age, the clan will allocate a small wooden house and some food. When they work for the clan or others, the clan or those who get their labor need to To give them rewards, they can rely on their own labor to support themselves, and they can also find partners according to their own wishes, raise children, and give back to the tribe and parents. This is what they deserve and should do after they grow up.

In the next few decades, I also agreed with the reciprocal system of rights and obligations, and agreed that parents should try their best to raise their own children, no matter how much they are capable and how their relationship becomes, they should first consider giving birth. Children should do their best to take care of them, and the children who are taken care of should also do their best to take care of the aging abbeys, no matter how strong or weak their parents are, no matter how much they gave themselves when they were young.

Of course, I also agree that parenting is more important than childbirth. Birth may not be about wanting a child, and if you don’t want it, few people will do their best to raise a child. I also agree that parents should not take the initiative to participate in the children's small family affairs at any time. Whether it is giving or taking, they should try their best to avoid them and let them live freely.

On the whole, the tribe’s later practices were basically the same as in the past, but the tribe paid more attention to the care of the elderly. Because I believe that there will be more and more elder people, and when there are more and more private goods, but the elderly are not able to obtain them, the collection and distribution of the family alone will not be enough to completely solve the problem. When it is not enough for the elderly and widows to live happily, there must always be young people to take care of their needs. But the happiness of the elderly is also based on their own efforts first, then the prosperity of the tribe, and finally the care of the children.

However, I dare not mention equality at any time, because it is impossible to be equal. His family is stronger, his family has more status, his family has more resources, his family is smarter, he His family has better opportunities, his parents love their children more, and his parents spend more time on earning wealth and so on. Everyone's family, environment and circumstances of growth are different, opportunities themselves are different, and equality does not exist.

Especially in terms of the development of the times, after the Stone Age, it will slowly move towards a slavery society. With the development of society, emperors, nobles, civilians, and slaves will slowly appear. At that time, the desire for equality in my heart will only make people more painful. I also don't have that high ability to create a world of great harmony. I can't let the world advance according to my ideas, the world has its own path of advancement. It can only be said that try to make people empathize and understand each other as much as possible, try to keep everyone tolerant and caring about others in the hearts of gradually changing people, and try to make each family warm. More, maybe it's just driven by my desire for the family.

Every time we go to the old patriarch’s house, they will be very happy. Occasionally we will bring them bits and pieces, which is not very surprising, just a little fresh rabbit meat or self-cut honey. Yes, every time they actually refuse to accept it, but Lore always allows them to accept it, or tell them we have a lot, or let them see how many years we have also given to the high priest and the clan to live single. The long females, the females living alone with children, and the fragile patrols prepared things to let them know that we don’t just care about them.

Most of the time, it was just Luo Lei himself or sometimes I accompanied him and sometimes the family. I went to see them as if I were passing by, and left after standing at the door and saying a few words. But just so, they are also very happy. The old patriarch even murmured a little when he saw me there several times, and it took a long time to say thank you.

I know he always feels guilty for Arnold in his heart, but it's already here, what can be done with guilt? If I did not survive for Arnold, maybe his guilt and sins would be more serious. Although to a certain extent, those who make big things don't stick to the trivial, but if they don't abandon their conscience and want them to kill an innocent person, they will not be able to calm down.

So I think, Luo Lie and A Xing, how do they live? Luo Lie's words, I don't know if he is intentionally avoided, or he is really too busy, usually I don't see him. Even Ah Xing avoids meeting with me as much as possible unless it is important. Once, he was holding the child while running in the tribe and almost fell. I just helped him, and he was very grateful to me, so he couldn't keep his head down. Perhaps for people, one can’t abandon their conscience, so being alive is itself a kind of torture...