Orcs’ Time Through Time

At that time, the hunting range of the males of the clan had expanded to the valleys and plains on this side of the river, and even to the plains over there, and the females of the clan not only planted the land, but also went to the valleys and plains where there was no open land. Dig wild vegetables, pick wild fruits, and go fishing in the river. The life of the clan is really getting better and better.

Relatively speaking, the body of the tribesmen seems to be getting better. A few small males have obviously grown a lot taller than last year. The old patriarch said that the children are really looking taller now. I think this is also related to nutrition. However, I look at the group of males in the tribe with five big and three thick males with an average height of over 1.85 meters. I wonder if it is necessary for people to grow so tall? It wastes food and takes up more space. For example, for Luo Lei, who is more than 1.9 meters, the door frame of the house must be three meters high for him. Don't think I will forget who is the person who occupies two-thirds of the place in the bed!

Because of the improvement of conditions, the life of the females in the clan seems to be more and more stable. Two new babies were added to the clan last year, and one is a female, both of which are relatively healthy. The only pity is that the cattle and sheep in the clan have not yet reached lactation, so they all grew up eating broth and juice. .

Three more females in the clan were pregnant this year. I suggested to Luo Lei that Bello organize the hunters to catch one or two cows that have given birth or a few lactating ewes this year. When the child is born, There is food.

Now I have been able to go from the shock when I first heard that A Xing was pregnant to when I heard that A Man was pregnant. In fact, looking at the clan, from our ordinary eyes, all here are men. Whether they are tall or petite, rough or handsome, from our point of view, they are all men. But here, there are still their different divisions of labor.

Perhaps because of this relationship, although Aman is definitely a handsome and handsome young man from the outside, he is definitely a handsome and gentle youth regardless of the influence of the world's thoughts. Even though it seems to me that these people are all men, but from the perspective of their social division of labor, sometimes psychologically, I still see him as Xin Mu’s wife and treat him as pregnant and give birth to children. Not at all repulsive. This may be due to the influence of the idea of ​​accustomed to gender division, perhaps because of the influence of the division of males and females here, I still give them gender distinctions according to my habits. Although when it comes to myself, I automatically skip this division and thinking.

This sounds contradictory. But if you look at the past, the world is full of men, but in your heart you understand that these men are still different, and perhaps you will want to open up but at the same time contradictory. In fact, it is easier for me to accept being overwhelmed by a female than for me to accept being overwhelmed by a male. After all, females must be overwhelmed by males. This is the reality that I have accepted in this world. But as far as I am concerned, I still think that I am a man and should be overwhelming. Although I have accepted that the males are overwhelming the females, I still feel a little bit overwhelmed psychologically. This should be regarded as a different treatment!

From another perspective, perhaps from the perspective of the people here, my thoughts are incomprehensible. In their view, it is a matter of course that males and females live together and have children. Luo Lei is a male, and my body is obviously a female-I am more than half a head shorter than the males in the clan. Loley was almost one and a half of me as old, and when he held me from behind at night, I was almost surrounded by him. I used to think about hugging my wife to sleep like this, but now it turns out that I was hugged to sleep like this. Whatever I say... Forget it, I won't say it anymore. Self-esteem is severely damaged. This is probably why I can't pass this psychological barrier.

Aman was convinced that he was very happy when he was pregnant, and he ran to my house to tell me about it, and the high priest said that because the lives of everyone in the clan have improved and their health has improved in the past two years, so In the future, there will be more and more children in the clan. While he told me this, his eyes showed joy and gratitude. He kept saying that it was my credit or something, which made me a little bit at a loss.

I told him that I think Xin Mu had done more, and his face blushed, I don't know what he thought of. However, I am still very happy that he and Xin Mu will have a child, so I am very happy to congratulate him. If he does not say when Luo Lei and I will have a child, I will be happier, haha. Although, the children are really cute, such as the two that our family already has. Think about it again, a little Luo Lei, I have a feeling of being stunned. But when he asked mysteriously why Luo Lei and I were not there yet, and whether there was a problem with the posture, and whether he wanted to take a look from the high priest, I still felt like I wanted to collapse.

When Luo Lei came home, he was also very happy to talk about Xin Mu telling him about this with unconcealed excitement and rare embarrassment. There was a little envy in his words and expressions, which made me feel very happy. freezing. No matter how Lore spoke to me at night, I didn't respond to him. It was rare for him to just hug me tightly, but didn't do anything to rub against me.

Maybe he also felt that I was not happy in my heart. He just held me behind my back and kept saying "I'm sorry". His attitude made me feel worse!

I also knew in my heart that it was not his fault, but the struggle in my heart. In fact, I thought about whether I could make others pregnant, although I don't know if I can let Lore go. Because before I wanted to understand, I had deliberately ignored this and tried it intuitively. It’s a pity that I tried and tried again. Except for excretion, the thing is almost impossible to straighten up. Even if it is stimulated and then stimulated, it is hard to make it stand up. Compared with the thing that Luo Lei flows out, it doesn’t seem like it. Is a useful thing. If by the standards of the earth, I should probably be considered incompetent. I don’t know if everyone is like this.

For this reason, I asked Aman quietly and very tactfully, and Aman said, this is normal, it only has that function, right? On the contrary, it seemed that I hoped that it had other effects. It seemed very abnormal, which caused Aman to look at me in amazement, and even thought I was sick, saying that he would call Luo Lei.

I caught him and said to him: "Look, Xin Mu and theirs are similar to ours (but the size is different, this can be ignored. God stick: size is a big problem, absolutely don't ignore it!), but They have other uses."

Aman stared at me in surprise and said, "That's because they are male..." For this reason, he even thought too much about whether I was uncomfortable. I begged for a long time, repeatedly stating that I was just curious, and he agreed not to talk to Luo Lei. I have to admit, I think differently from him, he can't understand my sadness (God stick: impotence is indeed sad...). So I gave up the idea of ​​letting others get pregnant.

According to the truth, I should have nothing to think about. Luo Lei is also very good to me. I also want to return him. As far as his love is concerned, he is also completely qualified. Just the thought of Luo Lei standing next to me, we were surrounded by a group of children, and those children were still born to me. I felt that the toothache was so bad that I could only continue to drag...

In fact, looking at the eyes of the old patriarch and Luo Lei, I didn't understand their expectations. But, how would they know what I think? And I can’t say, I have no way to say the facts that I can’t tell, and things that they won’t understand, and I won’t be understood. All I can rely on is Luo Lei’s feelings for me, although I don’t know when this feeling may disappear...

In June, we collected more than one thousand catties of dried soybeans. In addition to the 500 catties reserved for seeds and the 300 catties of dried beans kept in the family to avoid emergencies, we also gave everyone five or six catties of beans. Although there are not many beans, everyone is also very happy. After all, they had never thought of having so many things in the past. I originally wanted to study how to make tofu, but unfortunately the ingredients here are not complete, and there are not many soybeans, so I can only give up. I just sent out some soybean sprouts to make fish soup. Everyone has learned it. However, I also suggest that children should eat less of this stuff. After all, they can be regarded as men. Some side effects of soybeans should be paid attention to, especially those who are still developing.

In July, we collected another 50,000 catties of barley and wheat. The whole family worked together for six or seven days, plus the wild wheat we picked on the plain outside. The wheat was sun-dried in August. Forget it, apart from leaving nearly four thousand catties of wheat seeds, you can also divide five or six hundred catties of semolina. Lei and I were more polite, with admiration in their eyes.

Relatively speaking, the harvest festival in September is actually just a sacrifice for us. Thanks to the gods for blessing the wind and rain without disaster, so that we have all made a lot of gains, and I hope that next year will be the same. To be honest, I also wiped a sweat. Agriculture depends on the sky. If the weather is bad, even if we work harder, we won't get much, and if we don't get enough in the first year, it will undoubtedly hurt everyone's enthusiasm and even affect their enthusiasm for doing things in the future. And I am still in the groping stage for agriculture, and I still don't know how to deal with many situations. The weather this year is undoubtedly a great help, so my gratitude to God is absolutely sincere.

After the harvest festival, because the rape, sweet potatoes and potatoes have not yet been harvested, everyone feeds the more and more livestock, suns the wheat and winter hay, and picks the wheat seeds. Life is finally easy. A few days.

One afternoon, the hunting team came back, and the prey was distributed by the old patriarch. Luo Lei returned to the tribe and patrolled around the tribe, then he came back to help me, and he was talking about hunting while working with me, when he heard someone running at the door!

In fact, I have taught them many times not to make a lot of noise, especially when they are walking on wooden boards. Only part of their own house is covered with wooden boards. It’s not so deep. My house is all wood. It breaks me very much.

For these orcs with excess vitality and accustomed to their hands and feet, paying attention to the wooden planks and being light and feet definitely does not conform to their style, and running freely is their instinct. Only Luo Lei would worry about my nervous breakdown, walking quietly at home, and almost lightly walking around me. Most of the others are humming, even females! Actually, I’m very surprised. As most of the animals are cats and wolves, they should have mats, but I don’t know why they are still humming! I really can't understand.

I have said many times that when you come to our house, you are not allowed to run because it will cause me headaches. Most people will remember this carefully, but there are still a few people who can’t remember it! I wanted to reprimand who made the same mistake again! I saw Gunan grabbing Luo Lei who was talking to me like a savior.

Gunan is a rare person in his tribe who walks calmly, even if his footsteps are a little noisy, but I have hardly seen such a panic running in and out. I couldn't help but feel a little curious to see how he took Luo Lei out of the door before he could even catch his breath.