Orcs’ Time Through Time

Putting A Rui next to Luo Lei, I asked him to look at Abba obediently, and told him to call me if he seemed to feel uncomfortable or painful. See him nodding seriously. I cheered up and went to get firewood to prepare dinner.

Even if Luo Lei is injured, the two young ones in the family still have to eat. Even if I can be hungry myself, I can't hungry them. And when the old patriarch went back, they didn’t know if they were in the mood to make food, and they had to give them some food. Otherwise, Luo Lei woke up and felt uncomfortable. That guy is like this. He thinks everything is his own responsibility, as if he was born. Should be the patriarch.

Not only do we have to eat, but when Luo Lei wakes up he also needs to have something to eat, and I have to eat more myself, so I can guard him at night. At this time, I have to stay steadfast and not make trouble, or else, what will Rona and Ari do?

Although something like this happened today, Luo Lei had already taken people to harvest two cows and three wild sheep for the clan in most of the afternoon, and everyone still had enough meat to eat. I cooked a big pot of radish stew in a big earthenware pot. I picked a few loofahs from the yard and stewed a pot of clear soup and put it in a pottery pot. I also picked a big pumpkin in the field and boiled it. I waited for Rona to return. , Asked Rona to feed Ari and ate some hastily, so Rona sent half a can of radish stew and half a can of pumpkin stew to the old patriarch's house.

While Rona was going to deliver the things, let Ari guard his dad. I also took the time to move enough firewood to burn all night to the hall, cleaned up the situation in the house, and took some clean cotton cloths. Come out with some sweet potato wines that I brewed myself, and plan to use them later, or give him a drink if necessary.

Shochu is not brewed here. Luo Lei will brew some fruit wine, which is to wash some fruit, smash it, seal it and ferment, and put it in the right place. After a period of time, after a while, you can get a slightly alcoholic fruit wine, which is also the most primitive wine. .

Wine making seems to be the responsibility of the patriarch here, because wine is considered a luxury here, and it is dedicated to the gods. The high priest or patriarch here brews some wine at a certain time every year. It is said that the high priest did this kind of thing in the past, but later when the high priest got older, it was inconvenient to pick fruit or anything, so the old patriarch did this. Later, the old patriarch did not do it, so he left it to Luo Lei to do it. Although those fruit wines are made from unknown wild fruits, the taste is really not good, faint, and there is no wine taste, and because the nearby fruits are not so easy to find, and not every brewed wine is delicious. So not much.

Luo Lei always took his little fruit wine very seriously, and only last year, because I repeatedly pleaded with him, he gave me some. The rest are kept and used to worship the gods during the harvest festival. In fact, I don't like to drink, but occasionally bully him and see if he is reluctant to give it. When I begged him for the first time, he thought about it for a long time before pouring a little to me with extreme caution, and even urged him not to let others know. It shows the preciousness of this wine.

I know that it is very difficult for him to make this choice between his responsibility and me, and I don't really have to drink this little fruit wine. Investigating its mentality, it is probably what we call "the one who is favored and the fearless", it is purely nothing to do. But he can give it to me, I am still very happy.

And I didn't really drink all of the things he gave me. I used it more for experimentation to see if I could ferment fruit wine to make sweet potato wine or use naked barley to make barley wine. Unfortunately, I don't know whether it is because of the lack of raw materials or the method. I tried many times but failed in the end. Later, I could only use the method of making Sanqu from wheat introduced in "Tiangong Kaiwu", and tried to make some wheat koji by myself, and then tried to make some sweet potato wine with these wheat koji. For this, I tossed a lot of wheat and sweet potatoes. Although I didn't use a lot of them each time, I guess it would make them feel distressed. I even made a set of small steaming buckets, which puzzled Luo Lei as to what the extra stuff in the house was for.

A few days ago, when Luo Lei was not at home, I opened a clay pot and boiled a little sweet potato wine in that soilless steaming barrel. I tasted it myself, and it seemed that it tasted that way. While Luo Lei was not at home, he boiled both the two cans he gave birth to, and made an extra can of sweet potato wine. Just thinking about when to show off to Luo Lei, by the way, let him stop worrying about his sour fruit wine in the future, and let him give more things to his **** in the future. Unexpectedly, this time was the opportunity...

When Rona came back, he told me that he had put all the clay pots at Zu’s Abba and Zu’ame’s homes, and said Luo Li’s father and the others also sent food to him. Luo Li’s father said he would accompany him. Zu Abba and Zu Ah? So, he greeted them and came back.

I nodded, signaled that I already knew, and asked him to take Ari to bed. I told Ari: "Abba is sick, Ahma has to guard Abba, so Ari must obediently go to bed early today."

Although Ariel was less than four years old, she was already very well-behaved. He rinsed his mouth and kissed me. Then he squatted down and kissed Luo Lei, who was squinting, and followed him to the room. Only when I kissed Luo Lei, I saw some water droplets on his little cheek, which landed on Luo Lei's tight cheeks. If Luo Lei is awake now and sees A Rui taking the initiative to kiss him, he doesn't know what his expression should be.

I took him over and kissed him on the cheek: "Sleep well. You can see Abd wake up early tomorrow morning, okay?"

He nodded, but there were still tears in his eyes, but he still tried not to let the tears continue to fall, but there were some moist marks on his bulging cheeks: "Okay..."

Rona had been there and said nothing, but before entering the room, he turned his head and shouted "Ah?" But when I looked back at him, he didn't say anything.

I smiled at him and nodded, indicating that he doesn't need to worry, he also nodded, and then lowered his head and led A Rui into the room.

I think they must be very worried today. Later, I learned that Rona even thought about what we would do if Abba was gone, and also thought that he must hunt well to support Ari and me. I wondered if I could still want them without Abba. At that time, I realized that for the children, one party is not enough. For them, there is Ah Mo and Abba. This is their home. Without any party, this home is shaky, and it is even possible. Will cease to exist. At this time, I was lucky. Fortunately, I had not had time to ask Luo Lei to ask him to find someone else, and I took Rona and Ari. Otherwise, how sad they should be!

But at the time I couldn't take care of myself...

Look at the two of them back to the room. While guarding Luo Lei, I cooked some radish stew in another clay pot. This time I put a lot of meat, only a small amount of radish. Because Luo Lei likes to eat meat, the loofahs there are all vegetables, so he will protest if he doesn't put more meat, saying that I will give him all the vegetarian food, he is a lion, not a rabbit. Every time he protested to me like this, I threatened him with peppers. Let him dare to be angry but dare not speak, after several fights, he can eat half of the meat.

Of course, I also think he should eat half of the meat. After all, he is a carnivorous animal, whether it is a lion or an eagle, it is a carnivorous animal. It’s just that I can’t help but find things to tease him from time to time, especially as he has become more and more patriarchal, and sometimes even thinks "Is this way" when he says something to me. After that, I like to tease him even more, making him helpless. Nodding softly "OK" or looking at me with "please" eyes gave me a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment.

In fact, I really hope that at this time, he can protest with me, saying that I have eaten him more than half of the vegetables, but at this time, he just lay quietly on the animal skins next to the fire, motionless, even I was there. Half of the diced radish was lost in the pot for cooking meat, another half of the radish, and then another radish were lost, but there was no response.

Luo Lei, this idiot, when you wake up now, I will eat a lot of meat for you. You can eat as much as you want. If you wake up tomorrow, the meat you eat in the future will be halved as it is now! I have decided, whether to fight for it or not! So you wake up quickly, wake up, wake up and protest!

Move the boiled radish stew to the side and warm it on a low heat, and then grab his chin and give him a potion. It is really filling, because he can't drink it at all, his mouth is biting hard, I As soon as he moved him, his brows frowned tighter. The syrup was also stuffed in half and vomited in half. Makes me more worried.

Packed up these things, smashed the plucked loofah leaves and put them on the small wounds that the high priest did not treat, and then dried his clothes. Fortunately, it’s early autumn and it’s not very cold. I only He covered him with a thin animal skin, and sat beside him, combing his hair aside. Covered his forehead with a damp cotton cloth, and from time to time tested the temperature of his forehead with his hands.

Because I always fall asleep earlier than him, and wake up later than him. He always locks me to sleep in his arms. I have never discovered that he was so gentle when he fell asleep, just like a big child. .

This older child likes to sigh behind me, "When will you grow up" or excited, "What would it look like if it were our child? Is it a cute little wing tiger? Or a cute little griffin? It is also very female. Well, it's better to be like him, smart and beautiful..."

What an idiot, don't you see that not growing up is just my excuse for rejecting you? Didn't you see that I don't want to have a baby? Didn't you see my struggle and resistance to these things? Why is it still so gentle? Let me not refuse, even infect me, you have a good idea.

But what are you doing now? Why lie so weakly? Why is it as if you are leaving? Don't you want to be with me? Don't you want your own children? Why don't you get up? Why not continue to seduce me?

Although I can't show fear, I can't even show any panic when Luo Lei's Abba and Ah Mo, and other people in the clan have two children. But it doesn't mean that I am not afraid. In fact, I was so flustered that I didn't know what to do.

"Hey, if you wake up now, I will try to accept you, and try to see if we have children. I'm serious, do you really want to try..." I'm a little sleepy, but more It seemed like I wanted to cry. Although I kept telling myself not to cry, in any case, as a man, I could not cry, but I found it difficult to breathe, and I didn't even know how to continue breathing.

I can only watch him talking to himself like this, watching him twitch the corners of his eyebrows in pain from time to time, and feel that even my heart is twitching.

After I came here, I began to sincerely believe that there is a God in this world. Even if I used to hold the Buddha's feet temporarily, or blaspheme God. After being reborn, I also began to fear God. Probably saw the miracle with my own eyes. In other words, my existence is a miracle in itself.

Perhaps since then, I began to experience the true faith and dependence on God from the heart. Although I am usually busy doing things and living, it is God's will that really supports me in living here. Because it is God’s will, I came here from that world; because it was God’s will, I met Luo Lei; because it was God’s will, I stayed here and started a busy but simple life; because it was God’s will, I didn’t have enough life here. It's easy, and the material is not rich, but I get the satisfaction in my heart; because it is God's will, I am here, trying my best to live with the people here; because I have to comply with God's will. I really worked hard. Whether it's getting along with people or working hard for the life here, I'm trying my best to do it. I really believe that I will come here because it is what I should do, it was arranged by God’s will.

Supposing, the only thing I don't conform to God's will is probably my attitude towards Luo Lei. For two years, I know how uncomfortable Lore is. I saw his longing eyes when he looked at me, his gentleness, his deliberate intimacy, and his efforts. It's just that I can't comfort myself this is also God's will. Because this is too far beyond my cognition! Even if this kind of thing is normal here, it doesn't matter even here, it's normal. For me, a stone mind that hasn't changed forever, it's too far beyond what I can understand. So, I ran away. Take advantage of Luo Lei's gentleness to me, use him to make people incomprehensible, maybe love. I hid in the place that made him look up, watching his sadness and sadness, watching his longing and expectation...

In a sense, this should be against the sky, right? Go against the will of God, make your own way, and be punished before God. However, if someone really wants to be punished for violating God's will, if this is also a punishment, then this person shouldn't be Luo Lei either.

I was the one who violated God's will, and I was the one who made his own claim. Therefore, it shouldn't be, and Luo Lei shouldn't be punished. At least, please give me a chance to save, at least, please give me another chance...